Etdanius-blog - Tis I, The Disappointment

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kinda tired fighting for a life i don’t even want

Sometimes little pleasures in life are loadbearing. Whenever someone is like "If you'd just give up tea and coffee and sugar and--" im like I'll stop you right there. Because if you finish that sentence i am going to kill everyone in this building and then myself. If i have to face the horrors of the world without my little jar of caramel flavoured instant coffee i am going to go full American Psycho. Believe it or not, my main priority in life is not to have perfect teeth or be an Olympic athlete or look like a supermodel, but to actually enjoy living, because I spent far too long not doing that and it royally sucked. And boy, some people don't like hearing that. Particularly dentists

There are times that I hate that I don't drink or do drugs. When I'm feeling down I can't drink away my sorrows or get stoned enough to not worry about it, so all I can do is smoke a cigarette and hope the feeling that I'd be better off dead goes away before it burns out.

why me when there is always someone better?