If Mitsuya Is Into Rock, Then Draken Is Into Rap

Hiding bakugo's hearing aid batteries whenever you're pissed off at him. "Oh, you don't wanna listen to me? thats fine listen to nothing then"

can i just say how much it hurts to read this?? this is a kid, barely 18 years, and caught up in an unfinished vendetta of the adults around him. you can literally feel how confused he gets as the chapters go on and when it gets to the climax and you read this... goodness, it gets real. like you understand how fucked up this all actually is.

i cannot stress this enough that he is a kid. a kid and he watched as the uncle he loved and respected and admired and held upto a standard, the only adult who seemed to truly understood jin ling, who saw how lonely he was and got him a puppy because he couldn't make friends, confess that he was the one behind so much of the disasters and deaths that occurred around him. not only that, but jin ling realizing that the smile his uncle puts on his face is fake. that he can lie so boldly and without a second thought. that maybe he lied about everything; maybe this person isn't who he says he is. all of this in just a matter of seconds.

and then we get to the foundation of his character. in the beginning, jin lings character was all about revenge. for himself, for the death of his parents. all he carried inside of him was hate. it also probably didn't help that jiang cheng was grieving for his sister and his parents at the same time while punishing any could-be wei wuxian. seeing these things, how could jin ling not hate the people who caused him to lose so much?

and now, there is all these conflicting feelings about who the true murderer is. he knows wei wuxian is the yiling patriarch and involved in the death of his parents but he's spent far too much time with him to hate him now and knows that it wasn't really his intentions in the first place. the guy is actually very likeable and has helped jin ling in all the times that they have met. wen ning who was the cause was merely a corpse out of control at the time. he also feels a lot of guilt towards it. as much as those things didn't excuse the murder of his parents, it wasnt reason enough for revenge either.

and jin guang yao, who he thought was kind and genuine. turning out to be a fake. all the likeness he has for his uncle in the past, should he turn it into hatred now? but he really can't. or rather, the past 16 years of positive memories are winning over the hatred of a minute.

so who should he hate now?

because he didn't deserve anything that happened to him. his parents didnt deserve it too. so who should he hate now? who should he exact his revenge upon? who should he blame?

he cries. because these are all heavy emotions and complex feelings for a kid. all the anger inside of him, the pain of being deceived, pouring out of him the only way it can. it is weak and jin ling probably shouldn't cry in front of so many people but he can't help it anymore. he doesn't want to let go of the hate he's nurtured for so long yet he doesn't have the energy anymore, nor does he have anyone to put the blame on.

and then there are those three words that just really tugs at my heart - "he felt wronged".

p.s: the scene where he is unable to look and listen as his uncle takes his last breath. chills.

jin ling is my fav character from mdzs and i just wanted to make a post to appreciate him. he is honestly so underappreciated. the way his character develops from just a really angry child to a child wounded by the actions of others is just *chefs kiss* he is so traumatized i wanna wrap him up in a blanket and hug him for eternity 🥺🥺😭😭😭😭

should i be writing?

yes

but will i?

absolutely not

what will i do?

make custom wallpapers cuz pinterest doesnt have the ones i fucking want

i would also like to announce i got junpei on a jjk kinnie quiz

i feel like the universe is trynna tell me to go to therapy

i got a perfect match with azula on the mbti chemistry thing and bitch!!??? if that doesn't say anything about my mental health idk what will

listen, if u are a kisaki stan and/or simp, i hate u. i'm sorry no im not but its just the way the world was made. its natural. its strictly just the way i am. im a libra, so... like the day i was born, god looked at me and went 'this one... hates kisaki stans' either that or just made me like this. either way, its outta my control.

like if i saw a kisaki stan, my hand is up in the air and smack! ive imprinted my palms onto your face. im sorry no im not but again, its just the way the world works.

if yall would've said hanma then i would judge u but let u off in the end cuz there's no denying that mf is pretty. at least when he's like 26.

but kisaki

the dude is ugly af. like there are so many attractive, beautiful characters (MITSUYA) and you're telling me this one skinny, guy from maze-runner, who couldn't fucking take no for an answer, the type of person who eats sandwiches horizontally and likes pineapple on pizza is the one who caught your eye.

bitch plz

i am begging

bakugo's development

*bnha spoilers*

proceed at your own risk

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imma go on a rant here

those bnha 'fans' who are disappointed and angry that bakugo apologized to deku is so fucking disgusting. and going as far as to say that they're completely dropping the manga and calling it a 'waste of their time and money'. i dont know if yall have eyes or if we watched or read the same thing, but id say that almost anyone could've predicted that an apology was coming from the last few chapters. horikoshi himself said bakugo needs to apologize. hell, we even see bakugo slowly coming to terms with the fact that the things he did in the past are wrong in the anime. in the manga, it is so much more evident reading the last few chapters. for example, when bakugo follows deku as hes charging toward shigaraki and when he takes a blow for him. i mean, did we really read the same book? even in the battle between class 1-a and b, we see him improving. how much more do yall need?

here is a character, a boy, who has been praised since the second he was born, been celebrated and showered with good words and compliments all his life for his quirk. let me remind you that he was a child. A CHILD. and who wouldn't believe the things we're told as a child? i would even go as far as to say he had the right to believe them, he did indeed have a powerful quirk and though not as refined as now, he certainly knew how to use it. as a bullying tactic or otherwise. bakugo was so confident that he was better than his peers, that he was going to become the number one hero. only for that dream of his to shatter when he reaches u.a and is confronted with, not only people like todoroki, whose quirk rivals his, but the kid who now has a quirk of his own and whom he told to take his life.

and let me remind you again, telling someone to take their own life is fucking disgusting and i dont condone these types of behaviors. and to hear the fact that a lot of you saw yourselves in bakugo and related to him when he was a bully, an asshole who constantly puts down others, has anger issues amongst other things just breaks my heart.

and another thing, horikoshi isn't 'changing his personality'. what he's doing is giving bakugo a character development which he desperately needs and which has been hinted at for as long as i can remember. horikoshi is plainly doing what every good author should be doing. i feel like screaming. bakugo wasn't a very likable character at first, in fact, im pretty sure everyone despised him. i hated him. and if the bullying wasn't enough, him telling deku to take a swan dive off the roof of the building was the last straw. idk how anyone can watch that scene and think, 'ah, someone just like me'. he was arrogant, and made me want to rip his hair off, and the fact that deku kept defending him just angered me more.

now though? bakugo has become my absolute favorite in bnha. yes, he bullied deku, and i dont view that as anything great. but thats a reason for his actions. not an excuse. piled on his shoulders is the pressure to be the best, to be the real deal, to be the hero to his sidekicks, who wouldn't be cracking with expectations like that? for a while now, i have been waiting for him to be the person he can be. watching him accept that deku is not as powerless as he used to be, that he cant just rely on people to congratulate him for waking up that day, keeping deku's secret, breaking down when he thought all might lost his powers because of him, realizing that if he keeps looking down on everyone else, he'll never be able to see his own weakness and passing on that message to other people. unlocking that potential inside of him and being a decent person. it is sooo satisfying, hes come a long way and im proud of him. and thats not even counting the things hes done in the manga. he deserves the development he's getting. HE DESERVES EVERY LAST BIT OF IT. he is a brilliant character who shows that redemption is possible. that human beings are capable of change if they themselves want to, if they desire to truly change themselves for the better. and that SOME people deserve second chances.

its going to sound cheesy but i dont care at this point: he gives hope. he may be loud and brash and uses harsh language, but he's maturing. he's looking at his mistakes, and bettering himself. something most people cant even fathom to do. and i applaud him for that. he deserves it.

and saying that horikoshi is invalidating you, the people who related to bakugo when he was selfish, arrogant and an overall bad person. and to that i say, as he should. people who tell someone to suicide is someone i can't consider as a human being.

and last but not least, i want to say that deku deserves the apology. that boy has been through so much of bakugo's shit.

i am honestly so done with this fandom. i hope this is the first and last time i rant about smt like this.

scratch that, theres barely any video essay on ANY of the female characters on aot. maybe ymir or historia. but no one else.

that fact that theres barely any video essay about mikasa should be evident enough that she didnt get the development she deserved

family gossip would be a lot more juicy if i just knew the people theyre talking about

no YOU are crying about the fact that mikey gave himself the foreign nickname so that emma would not be the only one