yall have no idea how happy i was when i saw a long-haired blonde girl in toman
i was like yessss finally!!!! some female representation who isnt used for the male protag to get inspired from and who always picks him up when hes down!!! and she is in a gang, IN TOMAN NONETHELESS, we gonna seee her kick down multiple men with a glare that would freeze hell and perhaps even get a backstory and how she got into toman and her dynamic witb the rest of our boys-
only to find out it was a guy
say it with me. your trauma is valid even if:
the ones who hurt you were/are traumatized individuals.
you are/appear functional.
it was not caused by a romantic partner or family member.
“it could have been avoided”.
no one knows about it.
“it’s not that bad”
other people had it worse.
someone went through the same experience and does not feel debilitated by it.
it occurred a long time ago / you feel just fine now.
the ones who hurt you have apologized.
be gentle with yourself today, folks. feel free to add.
im so tired of never being the first choice. im so tired of craving intimacy so desperately and never having it within arms reach. im so tired of keeping all this anger and sadness and confusion as well as joy and happiness and love inside of myself, never with someone to share. im so tired of reaching out and caring for others and never receiving anything back. im so tired of smiling and nodding and shaking hands while my back hurts and my waist feels empty. im so tired of crying myself to sleep, wrapping my arms around myself because i dont have anyone to share my bed with. im so tired.
my boy inumaki needs his arms back
*in a soft, broken whisper* but why not me?? why not me?? why couldnt it have been me instead? am i lacking something? was i not enough for you??? what did i do wrong?
when u reach that level in the game where your enemy is 100 times more powerful than your current players and to level them up requires too much things and so you're stuck... farming for the required currency for like at least a month before you even level up... and it makes you wanna give up
i keep seeing ppl on tiktok dressing up and saying theyll be defending eren against haters, yall hes commiting GENOCIDE
THATS NOT OKAY!!!
so i did this
then, for shits n giggles, i thought, why don't i put myself??
then this happened
yeah... didnt expect to get attacked like that😀
spoilers if you havent read the manga
is2g if you tell me that this entire shit happened just cuz hinata rejected kisaki's proposal
hang on i wanna talk about this
why did takemitchi decide to leave toman in this timeline??? cuz i dont think there was any reason for him to, at least that i can think of rn. also draken saying dont mix him up in our mess is kinda ... strange because takemitchi is already in the gang life. he is a captain now. unless he meant some other business.
idk what mitsuya meant by he is our leader. what did takemitchi do to earn himself a title like leader???
How should love feel?
“Like this,” came Shinichiro’s reply as he made a big heart around the castle with a branch he found. Emma had to suppress the smile that wanted to force its way out. “Then boom!” And he lurched his stick side to side, carving long slits on the heart; it was a mess now. “An explosion.” Shinichiro gave her a big grin.
Emma didn’t pay her brother’s unique humor any mind: and falling in love?
“Falling in love …” Shinichiro sat back, finger on his chin as he got to thinking. “feels like falling. It’s fast, confusing, tumultuous, like falling in a never-ending rabbit hole. You know, Alice in Wonderland style. And the weird thing is, you won’t want it to stop when you get a taste of the thrill of it. It’s addictive.”
idk what this acc is for anymore. student/part-time ponderer/part-time singer. 19.
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