imagine you met like harry styles or whatever irl and he was actually like a good person and kinda cool and the only morally decent person around, and he fought valiantly to save your life. and you found yourself falling for him as he reached his hand out to connect you to humanity for the first time after being literally bubbled for so long in your own little world. and then you sic your killer iphone on him and it jfks his head. thats crazy.
recommending chainsaw man to people like yeah it's this story about a boy who has a chainsaw in his head. it's a harrowing exploration of how late stage capitalism is a breeding ground for extreme isolation that leads us to dive headfirst into unhealthy and imbalanced attachments when they are presented to us as an alternative to crippling loneliness. it's about finding genuine love and care in those same unhealthy dynamics and it's about still cherishing your abusers after all they've done to you and it's about cannibalism as love and men who are dogs and history repeating itself in an endless cycle of violence and vengeance that is still worth going through if it gives us the possibility to love and be loved. haha look vomit kiss
Another anime girl, and I’m actually proud of this one!!! (Still like some of my other drawings better, but this is a decent one in the anime style!)
Every time
someone: [describes an insane, death-defying situation that apparently is the only option to get the outcome they need]
benji: oh that’s not that bad! ethan can do it!
ethan: i can??
*thinks about how Phantom Blood is about class warfare and nature vs nurture*
*thinks about how Battle Tendency is about humanity overcoming their betters*
*thinks about how Stardust Crusaders is about inheriting the sins of your family that you had nothing to do with*
*thinks about how Diamond is Unbreakable is about evil hiding quietly in modern society*
*thinks about how Golden Wind is about moral relativism and criminals fighting other criminals*
*thinks about how Stone Ocean is about faith and the prison system*
yeah
lil jon things i am obsessed with/think are hilarious in the order they occurred to me at 3 am
-spends the first book telling anyone who will listen that he’s Not Afraid To Die and then a wight shoves its whole hand down his throat and he’s like wow that was actually extremely scary and never says that shit again
-always got little Things he says to himself but they’re all awful. very bad affirmation game no wonder morale is low
-“did lord eddard father you on a fish wife”
-the doubts that plague me can’t catch me if i just keep making Decisions!!! let’s hear it for Decisions!!!!
-arguably contender for top woman respecter but batting absolute zero at successfully comforting crying women. unless you consider “making her mad at you instead of upset” a success
-i’m not a wolf! i’m not a wolf!! i’m not a wolf!!! while warging like almost constantly with zero control. babe i don’t think your affirmations are working you’re experiencing non consensual smells at an alarming rate
-i wish mormont was my dad wait no i wish benjen was my dad wait no i wish qhorin was my dad wait no i wish donal noye was my dad. will someone be my dad please i just keep making decisions
-constantly having Agonies over ethical decision making while the rest of the continent hasn’t even really invented the concept of ethics yet? on the verge of a nervous breakdown due to his constant Agonies
-related: love is the death of duty but having strong ethical convictions/clear moral vision is also kind of the death of duty oops! aemon didn’t warn you about that one!
-stannis wants to davosify this kid mega bad
-“jon felt like he was fifteen again” (said when he’s literally sixteen)
-has a terrible violence in his heart but it’s kind of the least of his problems tbh. like yeah my fire and blood levels are a little elevated but i’ve got paperwork i need to take care of
-RUNNING DOWN THE TABLE AT YOU WITH A KNIFE!!!!!
-last of the giants fixation. god he’s gonna be so mad when he comes back and wun wun is dead. this one isn’t hilarious it’s deeply moving and endearing
-an eagle almost rips his eye out and he’s like well i guess i have no choice but to have sex with ygritte at least one dozen times. it’s a tough job but someone’s gotta do it
-just a crazy amount of anime main character pre-loaded swag (bastard of winterfell skin changer with an albino direwolf and a cool sword which he can really SWANG and cool facial scars etc etc) and is actively working against it. rolled super high on charisma and is trying to balance it out by being as much of a boring fuddy duddy as he possibly can. the devil works hard (at making me cool) but i work harder (at being very uncool). it is an honorable thing to be swagless by choice…….
-pretty sure he actively enjoys saying no to people. just for love of the game (the game is being disagreeable). very capricorn coded. likely brushes his teeth in the shower.
-REMEMBER WE KNOW WHERE YOU SLEEP 😈
Autism problems
No.4
Does anyone else get that feeling when sometimes you like people touching you and then other times you hate it?
no one:
literally not a single person in castle black:
sam and jon, within hours of knowing each other: here is my tragic backstory. oh my god our tragic backstories are narrative parallels. are we best friends? i think yes.
Optional Drawing Prompt: fictional universe
You ask and you shall receive!!!
(Side note I posed for this pic to help with dimensions, and so my brother got the lucky job of taking a picture of me sitting in a weird position on my floor lol)
Erif (she/her)I like tv shows, dnd, movies, and video gamesAroace spec, and permanently confusedDeath Cab For Cutie is my favorite band
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