If/when You’re Taking Requests I’d Love More Green Alien Bilbo. Hes My Everything

they should invent a past that doesn't beat inside me like a second heart

Thinking about how Lena really wanted them all to eat the office food & drink on site,

there are multiple cases/archive reports related to growing/‘blooming’ and food,

We know protocol is All About Alchemy

FOOD AND PLANTS ARE INHERENTLY ALCHEMICAL

They keep complaining about the food and drinks tasting bad and how the doughnut holes have been around for ages

‘Alchemical preserved food never tastes exactly the same as fresh food’ (-worldanvil.com)

When Lena leaves everything goes Very Bad very not good very quickly.

WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH THE FOOD LENA

Every single time I write Hugh Dancy I misspell it as Dancey and then imagine Hugh Danc(e)y having a little jig.

I’m being so fucking serious this happens at least once a week. He gets a lot of dancing done.

DEBBIE HARRY as NICKI BRAND in VIDEODROME (1983) dir. David Cronenberg

I really need to stop being a fucking bitch and start the medical transition I’ve been salivating at the thought of for 7 years

The fearmongering around medical transition for transmascs will never not be upsetting to me.

“you’re gonna look ugly as a man” “but you’re such a pretty girl, don’t change that” Wrong. You will look different after T, but you will look happy. You will probably grow hair and gain weight and look pretty different, and none of that is bad or makes you less desirable. You are going to look like you and that’s all that matters.

“T makes you angry” “you’re gonna be a scary man i won’t feel safe around you” Wrong. Testosterone does not “make” you angry. Messing with your hormones will mess with your emotions for sure, but you will not immediately become some scary predator when you start T. Being a man/masculine does not make you a threat, a predator, or inherently angry. That’s radfem shit.

“bottom growth is gross” “no one will want you with bottom growth” Wrong. Bottom growth is cool and a LOT of guys end up loving theirs a lot more than they thought they would. For a lot of people it is a desirable trait, there are people who find bottom growth hot and attractive. And! If you’re sure you don’t want it there’s things you can do to work around that, just talk to your provider.

“bottom surgery is super painful and not worth it” First off, call it phalloplasty, because that’s what you’re talking about. Second, yes it’s painful, it’s surgery. There are risks to it and complications can happen, but that’s true of any surgery. Phallo might not be for you, but it is life saving care for other folks. It is beautiful and should be talked about as life saving care and not as some afterthought thing that no one actually does.

Being transmasculine is a beautiful thing. Transitioning medically is not something every trans person wants, but if you notice yourself holding back for the reasons i’ve listed above (or similar) maybe reconsider.

Like I’m literally destroying my life… but I’m having fun I guess?

Pros of hyperfixiation:

Happy!

Art ideas

Life is good

Cons of hyperfixiation:

I am going to blow up

All my art is of the same guy

If I don't think about this 24/7 I get violent

Night Mare

The sexiest thing someone could say to me is “I found a printer that always works and I’m gonna buy it for you”. Im dead fucking serious. I will lick n suck on you for two thousand years if you give me a printer that isn’t fucking evil and possessed.

Back on my T4T Hannigram shenanigans

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