He Proposed To Me On A School Trip! (with A Ring Pop 😭)

is it weird? 🎀

i'm 18 and have never touched myself like ever and idk ig i'm scared to?

i wonder how it feels when he comes in me? like i would probably get so filled up right? would it be warm when it comes out and pours in me? lol, it reminds me of icing on a cake hehe :3

second time at school 💋

he was like your feet are so small (i hope he doesn't have a foot fetish lmao..i'm a size 3), and he gently lifted my leg up and started kissing it and then after he spun me around and put me on the couch, then he started rubbing his fingers near my inner thighs, then tracing my p4nties under my skirt...he started asking me questions about our first time so i answered all those..and then he unbuttoned his white shirt and he sat me up, he said that i'm so shy and that's what's attractive, then he told me to start kissing his chest so i did just that, and he was making soft little noises and then he did the same to mine...all of a sudden he unzipped his pants and then his d1ck was out and he just pushed my skirt up so it was on my waist and he took my p4nties off and he got ontop of me and spread me apart so he had room and he began kissing me whilst he was str0king his d1ck down there so i was making noises..he started kissing my neck and whilst that he gently pushed it in and i gasped and he was encouraging me that i can take it, so when he started thrusting, i just held on his back tight and wrapped my legs around him, i honestly felt butterflies bcz he just kept p0unding and it was slow then he got faster but i was getting louder and i sort of shrieked? and i did nudge him by pushing my fist on his chest, then he was like "shhh it's fine, it's fine, trust me, i'll go slow" i called him by his first name and he said to call him by his teacher name...so mr ________, he was literally making me say that during it and it lasted for like 6 minutes...i do think i was nervous bcz that feeling was in my stomach..

when he literally makes it impossible for me to walk and he still expects me to show up to his lesson tomorrow 🥴

is it normal to bleed a bit for 3rd time? he was going slightly rough 🍒

his mom warns me 😕

🎀 7/12/12: i went out for a jog and met pookie's mom on the street, i was kind of confused bcz her son moved 5 miles away so why is she still here?... she said she's living in his old house till it gets sold and then she told me that i looked so much like her youngest daughter and said i was so alike to her that i almost could be related to them?! like girly chill...then she kept asking me if i was looking for her son and i told her i wasn't plus we aren't together and she told me it was probably for the best bcz i deserve to be with a guy around my age and my son has more experience than me since he has been married once and i haven't even got out of school yet, she told me to "stop being silly and chasing older men, they are there to take advantage of young naive girls" and she told me to promise her not to get back with pookie..jesus..it's like she hates him deeply or something, she told me that he wasn't mature and he has 'issues'...then she started complaining about that he's too immature to be a husband again, anyways she literally dropped me outside of my house and told me she was getting tired of excusing all her son's behaviours and to just stay away from him, love him as a teacher nothing else then she watched me go inside my house...oh and i forgot to tell her that her man's was cheating with a younger woman but maybe next time 🤷‍♀️

nudes???

i don't even like looking at nudes, i think they're gross or maybe i'm still way too innocent for that shit.. i always refused to look directly at a dick pic afraid it'll ruin me (both ways) someone has to teach me how to grow up and how to behave like a real woman 🌸

my only schoolwork should just be giving him a bj 🎀

crazy how i used to get death threats for liking him 😔🎀