i wonder how it feels when he comes in me? like i would probably get so filled up right? would it be warm when it comes out and pours in me? lol, it reminds me of icing on a cake hehe :3
π 6/12/12: so i was kinda late today and arrived at school in the afternoon at 12 and i had to knock on the outside of the class door bcz last time when i didn't do that he told me to go out of the room and stans there for 10 mins lol, he isn't giving me no exceptions now, no more favouritism, so yeah i knocked on the door and he told me to come in...it is awkward being the late one but can't change it, then i was walking to my desk at the back and he wanted a whole explanation, so i just said "the bus came late" he knows it's a lie but he doesn't want to talk to me anymore so he just told me that it can't happen again and to get my book out for english class, i'm very very nervous throughout the class, he teaches on the board, i can't resist my feelings, he talks about people's behaviour and kinda gets angry like a teacher should, his voice is super deep and he's intimidating, it's frightening but kind of hot, he intimidates me, i can't make a reaction when he looks at me but my body can't control itself and i bite my lip the entire time, i was definitely looking at the crotch and then at his face, the only places my eyes would pay attention to, then he calls out my name and tells me to improve my attendance and i nod at him, when class ends for the 15 mins break, he calls me and the class leaves, he tells me to push my skirt down to my thighs or go to lost and property to wear someone else's trousers, he starts complaining about the dress code and that i'm showing way too much skin, he called me inappropriate and told me to do better, he looked away and then glanced down at me again, questioning my choices, he told me there was no reason to show my thighs in class also not to wear things that would be close to showing what's between my legs, "you could really distract the boys"
π 28/2/25: ok so i went to shtty school today, he was fine af in class today, he's wearing his polo shirt and black trousers (i love when he wears it) but i just concentrate on my work, there is no point lusting over him when he's talking to the bops at the front...i just sit at the back of the class, i don't want anyone's attention especially not his, when the class finished i was about to go for break and he called out my name and leaves the door open so i knew nothing sus was going to happen (shame?..jk) he talked to me about becoming the teacher's assistant again this year and he would feel more comfortable with me doing it, but i told him i'm way too busy this year and then he wanted me to literally vent to him...like i am not going to tell you my problems otherwise we'll get close again, i do want to get close but doing this shi in school is just trouble, he was fired last time and all that embarrassing investigation that happened...i just told him my parents weren't ok with me staying after school and things like that so he understood, lmao, he wasn't that sad, he instantly knew who he could replace me with and that's this bop blonde girl, he gave me some random letter about my attendance and purposely touched my hand!! it was so obvious too!!..i had his classes all day and he was just looking at me when students were doing their work, he reminded me again to think about the offer of becoming the assistant as i left the school..like bro is just persuading and begging atp! when i got home my mum already knew about this assistant thing since my brother does it for his class and my mum said i wasn't allowed to do it bcz i can't be trusted around my teacher when everyone goes home so what does she know?!? i never told her about what we did..she knows me and him kissed but not the full on makeout session..she also criticised me for wearing makeup and telling me to stop dressing up as a grown female to impress him? like i'm 18..wtf?! ngl i did wear makeup just for his lesson today lol..i was crossing my legs when i did my homework bcz i was lowkey remembering how big he was.