i was pretty stupid to let him use me but maybe i wanted to be used idk
Girl please answer what is with your teacher having a baby??! π
unfortunately he was sleeping with his entire college back in the day π£
i must admit, i'm a dumb, clueless, naive, shy girl who's at the back of the class wondering about what me and my teacher are to each other, he's the only guy that can touch me, i've never ever given myself to another guy before and i'm not planning too, i don't even touch myself bcz that's what his job is and ik he enjoys doing that, every little touch makes me whine and i can't help it, sometimes i hate how sensitive my body is but that's the way it's going to be ig...
when we got to his office, he tells me he's like really turned on and he wasn't lying bcz at the front of his trousers...yeah, there was a full print and then i crossed my arms to give him a bit of attitude, he started begging again for me to not keep pretending like i wasn't interested in him, i told him it wasn't my fault and that he was the one who keeps repeating that "oh i'm your teacher" line constantly and it's getting annoying, he started apologising and then i told him it was okay, so he gently grabbed my arm and kissed me, we started kissing for a few minutes and he then picked me up with both hands and put me against the wall, both his hands were on my a$$ under my skirt, i had just wrapped my hands around his head and we were still kissing, he was slipping tounge in and then kissing my neck, really pressing me against the wall, there was literally shelves next to me..lol, at least his office door was closed and thankfully no other person was in the area where we were bcz it was about to go down, he said "i can't wait anymore, i've been trying to, i really fcking have, but yknow i'm a man, sweetheart" he was pulling my shirt down and sucking hard! trying to give me a hickey on my cherries! obviously i was very sensitive, i was already dripping just from this and i was making small noises, he grabbed me tighter on my a$$ and he tells me if i want it??? i just nodded my head and whilst still holding me he somehow managed to unbuckle his belt, he told me he was going to push in and in the moment i just accepted it and he put my p4nties to the side and he started going in, i knew i was w3t so there was no worry for this, i could feel his tip in the area since he was slowly rubbing me with it and then it just all slowly slipped in and i held him tight, when it goes in, yeah you can really feel it and i do regret not opening myself up or practising with other stuff before lol..he was looking at my face watching me take it and making sure i wasn't in pain, there was nothing for me to say, i was moaning loud and he started kissing me during whilst he was holding me and thrusting at the same time too, like it wasn't even gentle thrusts, was he aware this was my first time or what? he was pushing my head on the wall and he put his hand over my mouth since he thought i was being so loud and he was whispering "fck..fck" as he was doing it...it was such an intense feeling it just kept going in and out, and when it was slipping in, it was slipping right in and he could how w3t and t1ght i was that's why he was making noises too...anyways this went on for 6 minutes i'd say and he then put me down, he asked if i was okay and i was in shock really bcz wtf do you mean we just had s3x at school in your office?! he was like "oh sh*t, i completely forgot about the other kids in school, we must hurry" then we got ready and went back like i didn't even talk to him after that whilst the revision session, but we did talk online so that's fine, i just can't believe it happened at school tho and just like that, when i went home, yes..there was a bit of blood on my p4nties..not a lot, just a bit..it's normal ig? also it's true, i've been sore for like 2 days, my body's way too sensitive..
π 6/1/25: so basically i went to his office early in the morning and he was sat behind his desk reading a book, i was talking to him and he was looking at me but he was obviously pretending to listen bcz he gave his responses in murmurs like bro..so i sat on his lap..okay maybe it was on one of his thighs really but i was talking to him again and telling him to listen, he had his reading glasses on and he still wasn't paying attention, i started to gently kiss his neck so he would give in but he literally wouldn't..is he in love with the book or something?! he wasn't romantic at all today, just nerdy...he put his arm around me but i thought he would put it on my thigh or something but no he didn't and he told me to start revising like bruh? i would have been down to give the hawk tuah and all since i was riled about it since last night but it wasn't meant to be..even in class he kept reading his book..i mean he's an english teacher so there boring like that at times, what we have is casual anyways..he did ask me where his old rat glasses were but i honestly don't remember what i last did with them??..i hardly remember the shi we've been doing last year, time has changed us.