the first time i watched this scene i found it funny when todd thew up but now when i watch i get it... this scene genuinely makes me feel sick to my stomach in the most heart aching gut wrenching way
this sequence absolutely breaks me bc todd was taking in the beautiful scenery and wanted to share the moment with neil out of habit but then he turns around, searches through the dps members and remembers neil is gone now and becomes physically sick realizing he’s lost his best friend and lover... this seems like a basic insight of the film but i didn’t understand the emotional depth of the scene until my second watch
Modern dead poets society except Chris forced Knox and the other poets to get acrylic nails
i think the reason i find charlie x todd so interesting is bc it would be the type of relationship where the roles get reversed. todd is this sweet, gentle person and charlie is an arrogant son of a bitch, but with each other todd turns charlie into a total melt while charlie brings out todds dominant side and they both LOVE it. they love the effect they have on one other.
charlie loves the way that todd comes out of his shell and takes charge as soon as they get alone and how nobody else gets to see todd like that, its just for him. todd loves the way he can have charlie completely at his mercy and how nobody else has ever had that effect on him.
NSFW dead poets headcanons
neil perry
- definitely has a praise kink. this man just wants to feel good enough and validated for once
- gets turned on by his partner being turned on
- lowkey a HUGE tease
- exhibitionist but he tries to keep it on the down low bc hes afraid of freaking you out
- has a thing for sex thats literally anywhere except the bedroom, so don’t be surprised if you’re out and he randomly pulls you into a bathroom or empty room.
todd anderson
- REALLY good at dirty talk
- surprisingly actually really enjoys being a dom (all his confidence comes out in the bedroom and he definitely wont be shy anymore)
- very big on aftercare. regardless of whether it was rough or vanilla, he’ll definitely want to hang around and cuddle or take a bath after
- big on touching. he’ll be running his hands all over your body and touching you as much as he can
charlie dalton
- choking kink (lets just say he wears his school tie loose for a reason)
- 100% switch
- likes to tie you up but also likes being tied up (hes all about fair play and equality)
- really likes to switch it up and is super open to trying new things so it’ll never get boring with him. just make sure you’re prepared to experiment with things you’ve never done.
- this man has religious trauma, so he loves a bit of religious undertones in relation to sex.
- im just gonna say it he’s a voyeur
steven meeks
- praise kink 10000% (this man lives for academic validation and that also extends to validation in the bedroom)
- it also goes the other way though, so be prepared for him to worship you like a god the whole time
- really likes shower sex and he likes it even more when you surprise him while he’s in the shower
- really into oral and doesn’t always want to receive after he’s given. hes quite happy to just please you every now and then.
- he also doesnt always want to go all the way when you have sex. he knows there are a lot of different ways to get each of you there and he wants to explore all of them.
pretty boy 🥰
“We expect great things from you this year.”
just uploaded chapter seven of my poly dead poets fic called ‘what we stay alive for’ so if you havent checked it out yet you totally should :)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/34020262/chapters/84617554
todd, trying to tell neil he likes him: you’re pretty
neil: pretty depressed
todd:
this 1000% happened
Neil and Todd: *talking abt Oscar Wilde*
Charlie: omg is that the hot fox from zootopia
Yes, this is based off of a real interaction I had
a hug from neil perry would cure my depression instantly.
Door into the garden (2020)