The Hare Is Nature's Designated Witness Of The Horrors

Types of dissociation

You feel like the present moment is a memory you're recalling

You feel like the "real you" is a fictional character and you are someone else having some kind of delusion that you're them

Your body is a car that someone you feel safe with is driving while you're in the passenger seat getting sleepy from the streetlights

Your body is a car that someone who puts you on edge is driving very very badly

You experienced an emotion so intensely it overloaded and short-circuited your brain into failsafe shutdown mode

You got so dizzy that you fell over and fell through the floor and now you're in the mirror world

You feel like every next movement you make is going to be the one that clips you into the Backrooms

You feel like every slight decision you make is going to be the one that traps you in the timeloop

You're dissolving into the air around you like a vapor

You're trapped underwater in a cave and no one above can hear your mortal panic

You're lines of code watching the real world through a screen

You feel like you'd relate to a Radiohead song

You feel like the present moment is currently being written by Kurt Vonnegut

The curséd amulet

Trapped in a painting

Animal with its leg stuck in a trap mode

I used this far too much on my characters. FAR TO MUCH-

"I did it for you" has gotta be my favorite form of betrayal. You gave me a gift I never asked for, and now I have to look around at the world you destroyed with the knowledge that it was gift wrapped and addressed to me.

Protector culture is "dont tell your friends, dont tell your friends, dont tell your friends, dont tell your friends, dont tell your friends, dont tell your friends, GODS, HOST, I SAID NO"

Sending love to the alters who split, and decided this wasn’t their life to live. Who took a backseat and watched, who cheered the rest of us on, who were there when we were sad, who picked us up when we were down.

The alters who split and decided that it wasn’t their life to live, but they were going to do their best to help to make our life the best they could for those of us in front living it.

Thank you.

Shoutout to in-system relationships that aren’t romantic in nature. To your headmates who are your parents, your children, your siblings, your best friends. To your headmates that love you so dearly, as a friend or as family or any other label. <3

the feet of mountains littered with beautiful waste

I found this and it’s the coolest thing I’ve ever seen, best Miku version in my opinion

"miku superior, everyone else inferior"

Soundwave and Miku make for a good combiner

#MikuMonth 9/30

System Ask Game

🕯️what do you primarily use for system organization? what do you like / dislike about it?

🗝️ how consistent are you with logging switches / do you even bother?

🔮 if you have fictives, how do they tend to feel about sourcemates? is there a general agreement or no?

🐇 what's your go-to method for figuring out appearance for parts? picrew, pinterest, drawing them? something else?

🎻 are there any songs you feel show your perception of your CDD?

🎀 how organized would you say your sp / octo / whatever organization you use is?

🌘 is there a colour preference most of you can agree on?

🗡️ how would you describe how you dress? bonus: which two parts have the most opposite styles?

🦋 who in the system has messed up the sleep cycle the worst?

🍓 which part has the best music taste?

🐠 what's one thing you wish you knew when you first found out about your CDD?

🍄 what's one thing that takes way longer than usual due to your CDD?

🌙 what's your "welcome to the system" talk look like? (if you have one)

🌱 how different are your food preferences?

🍉 if you have a collective name / theme, how did you decide on it?

💿 what's one thing you wish people understood about your system? (does not need to be about CDDs in general)

Original - Credit to @/the-io-collective

I too stay up late at night, it doesn’t help I heavily relate to Vox so this just hits home for me.

You don't sleep for 30 hours at a time!? How do you function?

Also, that is now my headcanon about Vox. He doesn't sleep for 30 hours at a time either. In fact he only goes to sleep if he's either on the absolute verge of passing out or gets dragged to the bedroom by one of the other Vees.

It's not something that I'm proud of or a good habit but its a pretty frequent cycle. (function is a loose term for my state during it) What you said tracks for Vox too I feel like. He probably has a few days that he knows he can be up and functional before he declines in productivity. I think it depends on his schedule though and how interractive or social Vox is planning to be.

no we are not "privilege" for having trauma. It's fucking crippling we can't go anywhere with alcohol without having a ptsd attack. We can't handle being touched, we can't handle being screamed at or left!! It's fucking us over and we also have to deal with being a fuckijg system!!

Which, no, it is not fun to be a system. If you call systems "traumascum" or "syscum" your ableist plain and simple!!

(Btw plural isn't a endo only term dumbasses think of that before you make a "call out" post abt us lmao)