I've Been Sick Today Because I Walked In Slush And Rain For 40 Minutes Yesterday. And As Pretty And Empty

I WISH ROMANTIC FEELINGS HAD A REAL FUCKING DEFINITION!!!!!

"Butterflies in your tummy" I get that every time I talk to anyone because I'm an anxious wreck

"Ohh you get all blushy" I blush whenever I remember literally any compliment from anyone. I blush when someone says I blink robotically. I blush when I remember that time my driving instructor said I went through a stop sign correctly.

"You get nervous when thinking about them" I'm always nervous.

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!

redraw from when i was like. i dunno, 12? all i know is it's pre high school

god i loved the airbrush tool. i remember being so proud of it especially the eye

ok i need to know what ur header is

Hi! this is a delight to be the thing i wake up to!

short answer: blender library and study (and kitchen floor)

full answer: i wanted to start a project with a story line, but i wanted it to revolve around an old house with a library for a ghost that has a hidden study with a bed in it. (i should work on the plot, the most i've got is a fridge poem)

but i need to work on perspective for backgrounds and stuff, so i decided the easiest thing to do for now would be to use blender and model the rooms (a miscalculation on my part but it's been a learning experience) (trying to make a bay window my first time in blender was hell)(i am excluding the like 5 minutes i tried blender with a sphere a couple years back as my first time)

even before i did that i modeled the whole house in the sims

i hate floorplans

The definition of a woman is an adult human female, right? Is that transphobic?

No offense to you, I just want to see if the trans movement can actually define the term woman since I haven't been able to and I think your blog could help. I'm new to this and I'm pretty curious. Again, absolutely no offense meant and I'm sorry if you take any.

When I was a kid, I thought that nobody actually wanted to be a girl. That it's just one of those unfortunate fates you get handed, like being born with no eyes or no legs or something. That it's something miserable, that's supposed to be miserable, and everyone else is just better at sucking up and enduring it than I am. That it's supposed to hurt and you're supposed to act like it doesn't, and that's just what everyone does.

Being born in mid-90s, I was vaguely aware that trans women exist, but I was like 13 when I discovered that it goes the other way around too. Like you can transition female-to-male. And my first thought was "how hasn't everyone done this?" I thought it had to be some very well-guarded secret, because otherwise how else would they stop every woman from flocking to these things. My first initial thought was that if women knew there was an option to just stop being women, the world would run out of women.

I don't understand why anyone would want to be a woman, but it gradually came to my understanding that some women do. They actually enjoy that. So, as far as I'm concerned, the definition of "woman" is anyone who wants to be one. I don't understand why anyone does, but it's not off my plate if someone does.

The definition of a woman is a person who wants to be a woman. That is none of my business for as long as they let me stray out of it.

He's so me

Zenshu finale spoilers!!

All the destruction this episode is so gorgeous??? Like the colors and composition is immaculate. The liquid is kinda oily and it’s so pretty??? And the swords raining down look like glitter? The lights!!! The dust! Natsuko made Luke so pretty too.

(Also just in general I love how they contrast between the world and the animation that natsuko does!)

Back to the destruction, the way that people are just being dustified is so cool?? Like yes it’s death and destruction but visually? A delight to watch

Also just want to point out that natsuko’s fast movement when drawing accentuates she is not moving her wrist a lot and is drawing from the shoulder

“Today may be filled with despair, maybe even tomorrow. But I promise there will also be days filled with joy. So please, live.”

SHES GOING BACK TO REALITY. That was the ending I was hoping for this is perfect.

ah ha i've finally gotten to drawing Kyouka

and also demon snow