Three’s always a crowd
Happy Valentine's everyone ♥ To celebrate love, my fanfic about love, passion, grief, pain and acceptance is finally OUT ! I can't believe I'm posting my writings online, 10yo me would be so proud I'm crying for her 😭
This is chapter one of nine and I hope to post twice a month. This is so close to my heart I feel like I'm handing it to the world. But it's worth it if it can make me exchange about my favourite blorbos.
Warning: The story has spoilers for the whole show. Read at your own discretion.
As you'll see in the notes, this story has been thought with a playlist in mind. Some songs actually appear within the story, so to get in the mood before reading, check out the song I've linked 🎵
Three’s Always a Crowd
Guys, guys guys guys. Guys. The smut has finally arrived. After a month of telling you guys this is a smutty story, here is where I start earning my E rating.
Still lots of cute pining and a nice dose of angst, just because that's how my babies are.
This week has kind of been a bitch to me and writing these three doing nastiezzzzz has been the best distraction, ngl. Lost to the rescue, once again.
Please tell me how you like it lol, there's so much more smut coming. I wanna make sure you guys enjoy 🫶🏽
My three babies, battling their debilitating angst through mind-shattering sex. This is what I wanna always write tbh.
@lost-fanfic-promoter
*currently writing a 25k word fic detailing how a threesome would have INDEED fixed them*
A threesome would have fixed them
*half chokes while clearing throat* hu-hum, sorry, is it just me or is it thirsty in here?
THAT'S WHY I NEED THEM ALL TOGETHER STAT!!
whenever two are happy, one is miserable.
Three’s Always a Crowd
Omg guys, another one in the books. I'm so happy to be reintroducing chapters with music, I've been listening to this track so much. I just love where it appears in the story and can't wait to have you guys' feedback.
Writing without pressure has been feeling so fun, the juices have been flowing, and the long weekend just helped me power through and finish this chapter.
I missed posting, missed sharing the story. So there you go:
Another really smut-heavy (they're pretty much all going to be from now on 🫣) chapter to feed the love story and, in this case, to highlight the ease these three babies ended up finding with each other in time 💞
Thanks to anyone who's been following the story, hope this one pleases you as well!
@lost-fanfic-promoter
Hihi, I have a doubt, do you have any schedule plan for when you will be releasing you fic's chapters?
No pressure, just curious!
Heyyy thanks for the ask and interest in my silly depressed story 🥰🤪
I announced (but don't remember where) a schedule of posting twice a month, and I intend to keep to it!
It's easy to say now because I have some backlog I'm reediting for chapters 2 to 6, but the last three are just outline at this point.
I'll try and keep people updated if for some reason I can't post twice a month as intended.
This also means chapter two should be dropping end of next week 🎉
It'll focus on Kate and James' POV and will move us closer to the actual smut I'm promising 😇
Can't wait to keep sharing. Thanks for asking !
Jack IS babygirl. Babygirl IS Jack.
I'm not making up the rules, that's just how it is.
This is everything I've ever needed.
Give this man anything he wants please!
Right?
People think "Oh these two guys just fought about Kate!"
First of all, they never fought about her. And while they both had feelings for her, the whole trio's dynamic revolves around the fact that both Kate and Sawyer just want Jack's attention and he's too dense (or, ya know, neurodivergent) to notice either of them is flirting with him.
(To be fair, Sawyer himself doesn't realise he's flirting with him. But he is. Oh, he is.)
Imo, you don't understand Jack/Kate/Sawyer relationship if you don't acknowledge Jack as the apex of the love triangle. I know, I know, the show does its best to make you think that's Kate the apex but, really, it's Jack.
Everybody on that island is a little in love with Jack but Jack. Jack hates himself lol.
Since you asked me, I'm asking you back.
What got you into writing fic?
What's your favourite and least favourite thing about writing fanfic?
Thanks Nalu! 🤍
Well, honestly, I've also always loved writing stories. Thing is, nobody sent 10 year old me the memo that said you could do that for existing characters. So mini Em would mostly try to craft original fiction... with differing levels of result. As you said, I reread my works and it's a bit cringe, but oh my god, im so proud of her.
Then I heard about fanfiction years later, well into adulthood, from a friend reading and writing for Harry Potter. But neither HP, nor any other piece of media I'd enjoyed at that point made me go, "Oh, I would love to do that."
Then Lost came back into my life last year ❤️ It knocked the wind out of me how much I loved each and every one of these characters with my whole heart. Also never fell in love with a character the way I did Jack, I'm still amazed to this day... Suddenly, the idea of having these characters interact some more, of getting dynamics and pairings I couldn't get on the show, and of making them so happy by making them fuck... All of these prospects sounded amazing.
Spoiler for the show below
First draft I started, two months and a half ago, was a funeral scene for Jack on the Island, held by Hugo and Rose. I couldn't get through it cause it was too depressing lol so then I quickly let that go for my AU where Jack actually never died. That's been way easier to cope with lol.
So, yeah, long story short, Lost brought me to fanfic. Specifically @forever-erica, who showed me there was still a vibrant and active community writing for the show 😭 Thanks again for that and also your support and help in putting out my first chapters!
I love so many things about writing fic. I'm truly so happy to have started. But if I had to choose, what I've loved most is writing the story I'd love to see. Sometimes, when I get high, I can reread parts of my manuscript and forget for 5 seconds that I'm the one writing it. And I'm like "Oh shit i love this!" I'm so happy to be able to do what I've been doing in my head for yearsーfixing shabby love triangles with the power of polyamoryーfor a show I love so much and characters I feel like I know intimately.
What I've hated most, and it's not hate really, but it's what would discourage me most from keeping on, is the space these stories take up in my brain. It can be a bit overwhelming. And while I can yap about it on the internet; as of now, it's really something I keep to myself in my personal life. I've told most people I'm writing, but less than half know it's fanfic. And, like, I haven't told anyone what it's about. I'd be hard pressed to explain to my mom for instance that I'm making my blorbos discover the power of battling your angst through mind-shattering sex lmao. So yeah, it's more that it feels debilitating how much I love these guys, want to write about them all the time, and want to talk about 'em when I'm not writing about 'emーbut I can't really talk about it IRL.
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