““Surely you must know,” she whispered. “Surely you know, it’s written all over me. Subconsciously, controlling every action, every smile, every touch, you always pull me closer and I am more visible with each passing second we spend together.””
— Surely you know, how awfully in love I am with you.
“you’ve relied on time to heal your wounds, but time alone isn’t enough. i hope you learn to hold yourself accountable by practicing what is right for you even if it feels uncomfortable or unfamiliar. i hope you adopt a habit of consistency when it comes to how you treat yourself.”
— iambrillyant
Some days I need you more than others,
days when I don’t feel like myself and
I have forgotten my name and
why I keep putting one foot in front of the other.
These days I wish you could just hold me,
just hold me in your arms tight,
center me and be my light.
Be the warmth that keeps away the infinite cold,
that I feel chills me to the bone.
Hold me in these days when I am not strong,
when I am but a muted shadow of myself
when I need a reason to hold on.
I don't know if I am being selfish,
but I just tell you what I must,
what I feel deep inside my heart and
I need you so much every day of my life,
but these days I need you most,
to remember I am worth loving and fighting for.
e.v.e.
“Just a thought away from being lost in her sway.”
— Be careful what you wish for.
“There’s so much more to life than finding someone who will want you, or being sad over someone who doesn’t. There’s a lot of wonderful time to be spent discovering yourself without hoping someone will fall in love with you along the way, and it doesn’t need to be painful or empty. You need to fill yourself up with love. Not anyone else. Become a whole being on your own. Go on adventures, fall asleep in the woods with friends, wander around the city at night, sit in a coffee shop on your own, write on bathroom stalls, leave notes in library books, dress up for yourself, give to others, smile a lot. Do all things with love, but don’t romanticize life like you can’t survive without it. Live for yourself and be happy on your own. It isn’t any less beautiful, I promise.”
— Emery Allen (via wordsnquotes)
Mary Oliver, from Long Life: Essays And Other Writings originally published in 2004
Exchange by Bryson Tiller will always hold an exclusively special place in my heart. Currently patiently waiting for Serenity
Sometimes I just think depression’s one way of coping with the world. Like, some people get drunk, some people do drugs, some people get depressed. Because there’s so much stuff out there that you have to do something to deal with it.
Ned Vizzini (via quotemadness)