I Am Having A Brainrot About Beel

I am having a brainrot about Beel

!!Spoilers from season 1!!

Beel sees himself as the protector of his family and loved ones. He used to be one of Lucifer's bodyguards if I am not mistaken and the angel the guards the gates of the Celestial Realm.

We know of the hurt he felt when he failed to protect Lilith and have her die before his eye. It's canon that not only does he blame himself but he also used to think that Belphie hated him for it.

Now imagine how he felt when he realized that Belphie was not in the human world but locked in the attic. He must have thought he failed as a protector ones again and to make the matters even worse, he had to go up against Lucifer too!! Another member of the family.

That lesson when Belphegor revealed himself to everyone was the lesson where Beel realize how much he failed in protecting his loved ones, the one thing he loves more than food.(In the unspoken feelings card is revealed that he thinks of his family 50% of the time while he thinks about food only 40% of the time)

And a few lessons later, MC dies at the hands of his own twin brother, failing once again to protect the ones important to him.

Beel has so much angst potential and I don't see it being talked about too often. There are so many scenarios where you can put him that would bring out parts of his character other than his love for food.

I wanna see fanfictions where he fails to protect MC and about all the mixed feelings that he would have about it. Him thinking he is not good enough for them because he couldn't shield from danger and that MC should be with someone that can protect them. What kind of protector is he if all his loved ones keep getting hurt.

I love Beel and I hate to see him suffering but he also has some really good angst potential outside of 'can't control my hunger/strenght so I might hurt them'.

A Complicated Conversation

AN: Hello All! Here’s another Illumi update! pt 4

TW: possessive behavior

Later that night, Illumi visited Y/N in their room.

“All things considered, I think that went quite well,” Illumi said as he closed the door behind him. Y/N sat on their bed, muscles tensed and teeth clenched. Illumi frowned and edged closer.

“Did you hear me?”

Silence met Illumi’s ears. Y/N glared at the eldest Zoldyck before turning their attention back to the wall. Illumi’s usually dull eyes lit up just a tad.

“Oh. Are we having our first lover’s quarrel? Mother said that happens often. I’ve witnessed many between her and father mys-”

“Illumi! This is serious! That was awful. What are you getting me into? And what did Madam Zoldyck mean by tests?” Y/N was fuming. They stood up, meeting Illumi face to face. Y/N jabbed their finger in Illumi’s chest as they spoke.

“I don’t know what you’ve gotten me into, but I didn’t sign up for any of this!” Y/N said.

Illumi tilted his head.

“I don’t understand. You’ve accepted my courtship, of course you accepted all that came with it as well.”

“That was before I actually knew what I was getting into! We just serve your family, we aren’t exactly knowledgeable about the dynamics of it. This is insane! I don’t want to do this anymore, Illumi, sir.”

Illumi looked at Y/N, unblinking. Y/N shivered under his gaze. They felt a pain shoot through their arm, and looked down to see Illumi’s hand gripping them tightly.

“You’re tired. You should get some rest, or otherwise you’ll say things you don’t mean,” Illumi said. Bile started to raise in Y/N’s throat.

“You’re hurting me.”

“And you’re hurting me. You don’t reject the ones you love. You don’t leave the ones you love,” Illumi said. By now, he had let go of Y/N wrist, allowing them to massage their bruised bones.

“Master Zoldyck-”

“Illumi.”

“Illumi,” Y/N whimpered. “Please. I’m uncomfortable.”

“There’s nothing to be concerned about, Y/N. I’ve already said, I’ll handle everything. As your lover, it would look poor of me to not take care of you completely. I’ll train you. I’ll help you whenever my mother decides to test you to see if you are to her standards. There is nothing else to worry about,” Illumi said.

Y/N ground their teeth.

“You’re not listening to me,” Y/N said.

“I hear you very well. I also understand that you are tired. Rest.”

Y/N watched as Illumi pulled up a chair and sat next to Y/N’s bed. He patted a space on the bed, goading Y/N to sit. When Y/N didn’t move, Illumi scoffed and stood. He opened his arms.

“Y/N,” he said.

Y/N held fast to their position. They flinched when Illumi moved to pull them down onto their bed. Y/N folded their arms as Illumi settled into the chair next to them.

“Now. You’ll sleep. I’ll watch over you. You’ll see that I’m an excellent suitor, Y/N. I’ll take care of it all.”

“No. I don’t want you to watch me sleep. That’s strange,” Y/N said. At this, Illumi frowned.

“You’ve never had a problem with it before.”

Y/N looked at Illumi as though he had three heads.

“What do you mean, ‘before’?”

“I always watch you sleep. I have since you accepted my courtship. Are you telling me you didn’t know? It would seem we have more training than I previously thought,” Illumi mused.

“Master Zoldyck!”

“Illumi.”

Y/N massaged their temples and laid flat on their back.

“Illumi. Please. I’ll go to sleep, only if you don’t watch me,” Y/N said.

“I don’t want anything to happen to you during the night,” Illumi said.

“Nothing will happen! Please, you’re right. I’m tired and want to rest. Let me rest, please Illumi?” Y/N placed a tentative hand on Illumi’s shoulder. Illumi looked at Y/N’s hand, and slowly nodded.

“I’ll be checking on you during the night.”

With that, Y/N watched as Illumi shut them into darkness.

Part five:

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