idk what traumatized or mentally ill person needs to hear this but dreams (especially the really disturbing ones you dont want to talk about to anybody) arent some deep peek into your psyche or a sign of your True Desires or whatever theyre quite literally your brain making fruit salad with whatever it can find on the shelf. just putting all that shit in a blender and hitting obliterate. its fine, youre fine, youre not a weirdo for it
it's the thought that cunts
people will say they aren’t attractive and then go create art and then go write beautiful poetry and then go bake a cake for a friend and then go spread positivity and then go write a novel and then continue to say they aren’t attractive, as if everything they do doesn’t count or doesn’t matter, as if societal expectations somehow decide their worth and fate.
maybe we will be keychains on the same key ring in the next life
me typing into the google search bar: nearest grassy hill with tiny flowers growing on it
I used being on a plane at sunrise as an opportunity to play with my circular polarizer, and got some colorful results.
December 2013
Evangelion is the best anime ever and also absolute dogshit. Everybody should watch it. I don't recommend it to anyone.