For The Longest Time, It Feels Like I Have Been Trying To Make Sense Of Life But Now I See There Is No

i think it is very depressing that like every aesthetic people try to emulate are of people doing things but they themselves are incapable of being somebody that does things… the mall goth 2005 aesthetic revived in 2022 but nobody goes to the mall to be annoying and weird and nobody lets themselves be cringe… the cottagecore aesthetic but nobody knows how to raise gardens or live self sufficiently … the dark academia aesthetic but nobody actually reads books…. The obsession of looking like you are a type of person who does something without actually doing anything … the Instagram effect

instead of killing myself i will watch documentary about the ocean

i love "woag". a purposeful mispelling of woah. it conveys such an Emotion that cannot be named but is deeply relatable

Dark Chocolate Tart

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Birthday mb: July 16

despite everything …. I’m grateful I got a chance to be alive… to experience love and good food and sunsets. isn’t that the point of it all really

Two souls amidst the winter night