BE MAD BE SAD BUT DONT U DARE GIVE UP

btw i have to put it out there that my dad died on halloween this year and the grief is literally exploding from my body and i tell everyone i meet about it because i cant keep all this grief inside of me it drips out of my veins you know? you know?

“Oh how do you stay positive when the world is so awful how can you stay positive when our lives are falling apart-“ SPITE!!!!! ITS SPITE GODDAMN IT!!! REMEMBER WHEN YOU WERE ANGRY AT THE WORLD AS A TEENAGER?? THAT KID WAS RIGHT AND YES IT FUCKING SUCKS AND NO, ITS NOT FAIR, SO YOU HAVE TO KEEP TRYING TO MAKE IT FAIR!!!!

my muse

"I don't wanna bother you"

Have you considered that this is how your presence feels?

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You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.