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For the DR ask game 💙

— 🍏 CRISP GREEN APPLE … what’s a memory from your childhood in your DR that stands out amongst the others? the edges of the picture are crisp, it may not be particularly good or bad—but intricately memorable

— 🍅 SCARLET TOMATO … what’s the juiciest secret you’ve ever kept or will keep in your DR? the kind of scandalous thing that would positively burst into drama if revealed

— 🍊 SUNSET CITRUS ORANGE … what’s your favorite kind of outing to go on in your DR, with your friends, family, or your partner? whether it’s a classy art gallery, a carefree rocky beach, or an urban jaunt to the mall, you know you’ll have a good time every time

{+ if you have an s/o}

— 🍉 JUICY WATERMELON … what’s your favorite thing about your lover in your DR? the way they smell like home, how they make your chest hurt with laughter, how they take care of you. maybe the way their hair falls in their face just so

EEEEEEEK IVE BEEN WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO ASK THIS!!!! Thank you so much!!

I will be answering from my MPHFPC DR self, Eleanor Peregrine :>

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The first time I’ve ever created my own loop. The sparks I felt coming from my hands, my wings being in flames, seeing the world spin around me as I floated in the air. The wind whipping around me and then it all stopped. It paused, time paused for me. I looked around the once powerful waves of the Wales ocean, now still as a stone. And once I set my pocket watch back, everything went back to motion. The loop was inside of the already created 1940 loop in Cairnholm, and it spanned a few feet wide, it wasn’t much, but it was my first loop. The intense feelings of pride and excitement and exhilaration flowed through my veins like nothing else. That was the moment I felt how truly powerful I was

2. 🍅

I promised myself to never tell this to Emma, but once Abe left, Miss P would ask me to go outside the loop to check in on him at different points of his life. No normal ever saw me, as normals see me as a mourning Dove while peculiar folk see me in my white-phoenix form. I was there when Abe got married, when Franklin and Susan were born, I watched them grow up. I remember how disappointed Abe was that they weren’t peculiar, but he loved them greatly. I would report back to Miss P after every visit, she loved him as her own son and it made her happy to know he was safe and had his own family. it was years later that I went back to check in on Abe, as Miss P decided it was time to stop meddling and let him move on. But now, I left on my own reasons. I had gone to visit Abe give him hell about not answering Emma’s letters, because the week before I came to visit she had a full mental breakdown because of some shit Enoch said about Abe leaving her behind. She begged me to check in on him and to find any form of consolation. But when I got to Florida, it was 7-year old Jacob who answered the door. I was stunned, I could basically see the peculiarness fuming off of him. I introduced myself as a relative to Abe’s neighbor as to not cause suspicion. I ended up giving Abe hell later that day after hanging out with Jacob for a bit. when I got back to Cairnholm, I couldn’t allow myself to tell Emma about Jacob, after I told Emma about Abe getting married and having kids, she wouldn’t speak for months. Now if she knew he had a grandkid, I couldn’t let that happen again. It would be only until Jacob got to Cairnholm that she found out, and thankfully it went well.

3. 🍊

Of course I’m going to say the hidden part of the beach at Cairnholm. We’ve spend endless hours there, it is our go to place for every hang out, date, or party. We walk the beach twice every day, we go swimming, we practice our peculiarities without worrying there would be normals. It is our sanctuary, where we can be us, and not be confined in the house. We can breathe as we run through the thick forestry to get out to the cold waters.

4. 🍉

(so I made a recent change to my MPHFPC script, as well as the rest of my scripts, that my S/O in all of my DR’s is my boyfriend in my CR)

I’m about to rant a lil bit teehee

THE WAY THIS MAN OH MY LAWD-

He is so sweet and gentle and funny and cute and silly and smart OH MY BIRDS HE IS SO SMART

He looks at me like I am the world in his palm, he kisses me like it’s the last thing he’ll ever do, he holds me so tight that all I can feel is our warmth and our hearts beating. I’ve never felt so much love and affection and mutual respect for another person. I could never choose one favorite part of him, because everything about him is perfect to me. Yet I understand his flaws, his own burdens, his angst, and I accept and love every bit of him. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

thank you so much for the ask, I love answering things about my DRs and it brings me so much motivation ❤️

Happy shifting everyone!!! ♾️

silent.

I do not usually like to discuss politics as I find that there is far too much negativity, and I feel as though I’m not as educated enough to properly discuss this topic, but I feel the need to speak out on this.

as we know, Trump was elected and beat Harris in the presidential race.

today there is uncertainty in America. We are at a standstill. There is no telling what horrors await for us, yet we must stand together and be strong

I want to send my support, love, and prayers to all who will be affected by this horrible event.

My friends and I have decided to take today as a day of silence, to silently protest, but also to mourn the past and future of what our lives will become.

if you wish to join in our day of silence, we gladly support.

Stay safe everyone, take care of one another, love each other as I love you, and keep faith that this too shall pass

Idk if you’ve been asked this/said this before but from the DRs you have, which one is your favorite and why? :)

Eeek!! I never got this question and I'm SO HAPPY you asked!!!

So, I have quite a few DR's, some being from books, personal dreams, shows, alternate CR's, or even my own homebrew DnD related DR's, but by far my favorite has to be my Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children DR

I started the book series in around 2022 and watched the movie a few months prior, although the movie has A TON of inaccuracy, it meant the world to me.

I was having a very rough panic attack due to my intestinal issues and chronic anxiety, I was in so much pain and nothing was helping. My father turned on the TV, then found a random movie and turned it on as a last-ditch effort to calm me down. Once the intro music began, my head snapped up from my arms and I was enamored.

The colors, the vibes, the filmography, the characters, the plot, everything consumed me in ways I couldn't describe. I had completely forgot about my pain, which has never happened before.

After this had happened, I knew I needed more. I researched everything I could find and I ended up buying the first two books the next week.

I related to everything in the books, more than anything I've ever related to before. I felt each character like life-long-friends. I knew things before they happened in the book like memories coming back to me, even though never being introduced. I felt more connected to them then anything, I felt more like myself than ever before.

I fell in love with it, and have been in love with it ever since. I spent hours sitting on my hammock reading, imagining being there, finally being home

Thats when I realized; I can shift there.

In less than a second I opened my notes app and began writing, it was only when I realized it was past nine at night that I needed to go back inside from my hammock

So, yea! As you can tell, it means quite a lot to me, I've never felt this connected to one of my DR's. I was worried it would be a hyperfixation, but it never left. It was always in the back of my mind, always lingering, waiting for me to return.

I know that is my home now, I want to be there, with my friends, where I am truly, peculiarly me <3

thank you so much for asking! I hope this answer suffices

Songs that represent my relationships with DR peeps🎶

Day 1: Miss Alma Lefay Peregrine

Slipping Through my Fingers - ABBA

You Are My Sunshine - Jimmie Davis

Try Again Tomorrow - Liana Flores

No One is Alone - Into the Woods

Summertime Sadness - Lana Del Rey

Keep You Safe - The Crane Wives

Once Upon A Dream - Lana Del Rey

Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson

No Surprises - Radiohead

Somethin Stupid - Frank Sinatra

Annabelle Lee - Sarah Jarosz

Lucy~ - Corbon Amodio

Willow - Jasmine Thompson

Bird Song - Florence + the Machine

Les Champs-Elysées - Joe Dassin

Gonna be posting more of these! Let me know if you want the playlist links 🫶🎶🪶🪽

Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight

Random MPHFPC Quotes because I said so

"Give me back the spatula before I burn you" -Emma

"Be right back, gotta go feed my worms" -Enoch

"EVERYONE SHUT UP! Fiona is speaking" -Hugh

"If you don't move, I'm going to cut holes in all of your socks" Enoch to Horace

"Miss P! Enoch is trying to take Claire's windup dolls to remake the Russian Revolution!" -Olive

"You ate WHAT?!"- Eleanor (teehee me)

"Enoch, can you be quiet?" "I wasn't saying anything-" "I know, you're breathing is too loud" Millard to Enoch (he was literally hovering over Mill as he was studying a map)

"I'm DYING! Bronwyn, make sure they have roses at my funeral" -Horace, he stubbed his toe on a tree root.

"Jacob, why are you tackling an alligator?!" -Noor

anyways hope you thought these were funny, cause they certainly were odd

teehee bye bye~!

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Felt cute might delete later 🤭💅✨

In all seriousness this is one of the outfits I’d probably wear in my dr’s bc it’s lovely

Also I don’t know if you can hear the sound or not but I was listening to backyard boy :D

hmmm…something about this just screams “Althea Grimmelwald” .. I couldn’t possibly fathom why though 🤔🤨🧐

Cynthia Matthews. Bike on 5th Avenue

What I find isn’t appreciated enough when it comes to shifting

TW: chronic illness and chronic mental health

So I have chronic anxiety and clinical depression, along with other various physical health difficulties including intestinal issues and extreme periods (most of which almost lead to going to the hospital, it takes two weeks out of every month of my life) I’ve been examined by countless doctors, therapists, psychologists, and no one knew how to fix me, all they said was I would have to live with it and find coping skills to function “normally” in society

so with that in mind, life sometimes gets ridiculously complicated and difficult, and I hate the fact that I have to live with it, but that’s when I realized *I don’t*

I am a manifestor and shifter, how the hell could I forget that? I honestly am so thankful for scripting and for shifting because in so many realities I don’t have to deal with this burden, I can live freely and enjoy life and not have to worry if a meal will send me to the ER

I really feel like people glaze over the fact that we have SO MUCH POWER and so much potential, I think it’s important to show our appreciation to that, I appreciate it so dearly

Whenever I have a pain spike or an anxiety attack, I just repeat I am in control over my reality, I am the master of the 4d, I am safe, over and over and then it goes away. As of recently, it’s been getting better using these robotic affirmations, and I’m so happy I cry thinking about it

4 years worth of constant pain, no matter what I could do, thinking I would live like this forever, and here I am a few weeks/months and I found what works to save myself

I hope whoever reads this finds hope in my experience, especially to those who share my burdens

good night and happy shifting to all 🩷✨🫶