At least if I were in pieces, I wouldnāt have to know how little I mattered to you
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I like this one
I just. MT making her new nameĀ āLakeā has me crying like,, she was literally a reflection before escaping, then she hid from reflective surfaces, like lakes, for fear of being caught and reduced back to the mold she originally fit in. the reflections were basically her prison, the designated role in society. then upon escaping the train sheās finally no longer afraid of the reflection. It is who she once was, but she broke free from that identity. so in return she decides to name herself lake for no longer being afraid of the confines and finally feeling free and I just. Iām feeling things man.
"I'm off the train."
"Yeah, you are."
There
Are
No
Words
To express
How happy I am right now.
when i draw facial expressions
No, no, noā¦It should be working! Why isnāt it working?!
Still digging the corrupted Steven theory. Someone in a discord Iām in gave this idea of Steven, desperately trying to heal his corruption by bathing in the diamond bath water essences, but due to his powers going out of control, he wouldnāt be able to heal. I loved it so much, I had to draw it out!
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Didnāt know if I had it in me to make any jokes after todayās episodes
Three mothers and a their puberty son
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Ik this blog is supposed to be just about Eyeaqua, but.. Can we pls take a second to look at Army n Navy? šā¤ā¤
When youāre genuinely happy for Sadie and would actively die for Shep, but deep down you are still larsadie trash:
yo, okay, so, after Prickly Pair, im 99% sure that not only is corrupted steven going to happen, the gems arenāt going to be able to talk him down. theyāll try, but much like they did in this episode, theyāll get (emotionally) pricked and slammed into a wall.
itās going to be the humans, specifically, connie and greg.
steven seems to be putting a lot of pressure on himself specifically when it comes to the gems; his expectation of himself to beĀ āneededā and to help everyone really seems to come from his time with them; which, while obviously not intentional on the gems part, has undeniably at this point messed steven up.
thereās also the matter of his strong emotions are sending him spiralling into his gem powers- out of touch with his human half.
so, when inevitably, steven saysĀ āoh wyrmā and becomes corrupted, i think the people who will need to convince him to let everyone else in will be connie and greg.
why connie?
in the main series, connie really has been a grounding force in stevenās life. from teaching him more about his gem powers through fusion, standing beside him in battle, and by being with him during his Not Fun Time in homeworld, sheās always helped to carry him through the rough times. sometimes literally!
AND THEN THEREāS MINDFUL EDUCATION.
āBut itās okay to think about it!ā āYou have to be honest about how bad it feels so you can move on!ā
these two lines alone from that scene really are what steven needs to hear right now. he needs to be reminded of what heās learned, how far heās come, and how letting his emotions out healthily is okay.
why greg?
heās the only parental figure who HASNāT done the above-mentionedĀ āproblem shovingā. heās always been there for steven, and has only told stories of his past to steven when steven explicitly asked for them.Ā
what really solidified it for me was Bluebird, when instead of forcing steven to save him, greg dealt with the problem himself:
in doing so, he took responsibility for his OWN distress, and didnāt force steven to step in for him. he made his own sacrifice. this is really important, as the problem in Prickly Pear really seemed to come down to role models, with how steven ended up being a bad one to his creation, and greg is an absolutely stellar example of one in stevenās life.
greg universe has always done the best he can as stevenās father, often being the person steven turns to whenever the gems are having issues. it would make sense both in terms of character, and thematically, for him to be one of the catalysts for finally cracking stevenās tough outer shell.
in conclusion:
āWhy do I need to be needed?!āĀ
Because thatās how his relationship with the gems worked. They needed him to be the healer, the shield, the diplomat, the therapist, and over time I think he just internalized that without noticing.Ā
SHIP THEM
Oh wow
I think I love her
Yo, I know itās mostly (actually thereās very little) fanon speculation as of right now, but Iām personally hoping that Aquamarine and Eyeball are in a romantic relationship. After all, two villains can have a perfectly healthy dynamic whileĀ having it out for the main protagonist!Ā
And letās look at a few things; Eyeball clearly seems to exhibit some degree of loneliness:Ā
Like, she wants a gf!Ā
Next case in point is Aquamarineās line from Stuck Together:Ā
āThatās the problem with you fusions, sooner or later you all become⦠sentimental.āĀ
So wouldnāt it be ironic if she becameĀ āsentimentalā about a fusion of her own??Ā
Just saying that these two could be fairly cute and interesting together! Unless it turns out that Aquamarine is manipulating Eyeball or some shit
Thank you for your time, thatāll be allĀ
How it all Startedā¦
How sad all of this is
little larimar icons
I just realized we didn't get to see bismuth's reaction to the rose quartzes and I feel robbed
Sheād be as shook as the rest of us tbh [x]
Everyone else: Ok I think that's enough trauma for Steven
Rebecca Sugar, clicking 'traumatize steven' button:
Everyone: Rebecca, please--
Rebecca Sugar, repeatedly hitting button while staring us in the eye: