Today's total intake is 345
Let's hope tomorrow is roughly the same although I doubt it because I won't be able to just bed rot most of the day. I'm realistically going to aim for 800 tomorrow as il be busy 🪻
it only hurts right now. but feeling ur bones makes it all worth it.
I'm ok with this,
I think.
Maybe would have liked to keep calories down by about 100-200 but I can breathe knowing its not over 1000
some inspo for tomorrow. be a skinny, cozy girl always walking around with a drink or two to sip on so that I do feel hungry <3
The only time my mum has ever shown actual compassion or love for me was when my eating disorder started peaking and she clocked on and subtly had me sit and watch the Karen Carpenter documentary and told me that if I carried on that would be me and honestly it just fueled my disorder more because she actually ✨️cared✨️ i think about that a lot.
we only live in my memory now
Fall Inspo 🍂
these aren’t my pics
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always black coffee 🖤
I hope i get a text like this one day 🤍
oof
lmao oof