for @steddieholidaydrabbles prompt 'bookstore au' wc: 964 rated m cw: dirty talk, implied sexual content tags: bookshop owner eddie, steve is having a sexuality crisis but subtly, flirting, getting together, modern au
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"Thanks for covering for me, Wayne," Eddie said as he set his bag down behind the front desk, slightly out of breath from running from the bus. "Won't happen again."
"'S alright, son. Everything go okay with the counselor?" Wayne sipped from his mug, probably his fourth or fifth cup of coffee since he opened the shop that morning.
"Yep. Still on track to graduate in May."
Wayne's stipulation when he "sold" the bookshop to Eddie was that he still get his degree as backup. "Bookselling is a dangerous game and I won't have ya strugglin' if somethin' fails."
"Thatta boy," Wayne clapped him on the shoulder. "Been a slow morning. But your favorite customer is in the back."
Eddie felt his face heat up.
"He's not my favorite."
"Sure he isn't." Wayne rolled his eyes. "I'm off to get a beer with Dave. Call if you need me."
Eddie gave him a thumbs up as he checked over his emails, the one thing Wayne was terrible about doing when he was covering the store. There weren't many, never really were on Tuesdays.
He waited for Wayne to leave, the door chiming with his exit.
He jumped up and made his way around the counter, walking towards the back room hastily.
He found Steve sitting on the beanbag placed in the corner, book in his lap, face bright red.
Eddie squinted until he could see what book he was reading and nearly passed out.
His Ring was the first book in a series focused entirely on a group of queer mythical creatures. It was the only book of the series Eddie had read, and he'd only admit it under risk of death.
It wasn't that it wasn't good. It's just that it was basically porn.
And this one in particular focused on two male fairies, one who was gay and one who spent the entire first half of the book having a bisexuality crisis.
Steve was reading it with the prettiest blush on his face.
Steve, who up until this moment, passed as the straightest human being Eddie had ever met.
"Have you gotten to the part where Ereldi has to sit on Brelend's lap for an entire dinner?" Eddie asked.
Steve jumped and slammed the book closed, pushing it under his legs as if Eddie hadn't already called him out. "What are you talking about?"
"Stevie, I'm the last person to judge your reading habits. But I do have to ask why the sudden interest in queer fairy porn? You're usually reading sports memoirs and doing word searches."
In other words, 'are you interested in testing out your sexuality with me? I can pretend to be a mythical being if needed.'
"Just needed a change of scenery?"
"Are you asking me or telling me?"
Steve's blush deepened, and fuck, Eddie was about to be so unprofessional. Hopefully he wouldn't lose a customer over it, but it was a risk he had to take.
It's just that sometimes Eddie could swear Steve was watching him while he shelved books or swept the front room floors. And sometimes he caught him staring at him during his weekly storytime for kids where he gave out free books and cookies.
And Eddie always wanted to have Steve in his lap.
So.
"I." Steve refused to make eye contact, a sure sign that something was going on. "I just got curious. Heard someone talking about it and wanted to see if they were telling the truth."
"And were they?"
Steve didn't answer, so Eddie decided it was now or never.
"You know," he took a few steps closer to Steve. "I'm not usually one for those books. But there's something about the way they paint a very clear picture of how Ereldi rides Brelend in the forest that just draws me in." Another few steps. "Actually, Ereldi reminds me a bit of you."
Steve visibly gulped.
"But you wouldn't be interested in riding someone would you, Stevie? Prefer women to hop onto your lap and go for a ride?" Eddie's heart was racing.
And then it stopped completely when Steve gave the most unexpected answer he could have possibly given.
"I'd be interested in riding you."
Steve's wide eyes stared back at Eddie, daring him to make a joke, daring him to laugh.
Eddie wouldn't joke or laugh about this. He wasn't wasting this chance.
"Is the forest a requirement or could I go lock the front door and take you upstairs?"
Okay, so he couldn't not make a little joke.
"Forest sounds messy. Upstairs."
"Oh, I plan to make a mess of you regardless of location, sweetheart," Eddie leaned over Steve, foreheads touching, smirk growing as Steve's eyes closed. "Won't even have to get you hard, huh? The book did all the work for me."
Steve tilted his head back, lips puckering, searching for contact from Eddie's.
Eddie pulled away. "I close up in ten. You know the way upstairs?"
Steve's eyes blinked open as he nodded.
God, he was gonna be fun.
"You wanna be a good boy and wait for me up there?" Steve nodded and stood from the chair, wobbling slightly as he tried to gain his balance. "I want you naked in bed when I get up there, got it?"
"Um, I've never-" Steve started.
"Oh, sweetheart. I know. It's written all over you. I'm gonna take real good care of you, though. Better than anything you would read in that book."
"Eddie?"
"Yeah, sugar?"
"I really like you."
Eddie heard what he wasn't saying, knew without a doubt that he had to do this right or risk scaring him away from more than just the store.
"I really like you, too, Stevie." Eddie kissed his cheek. "You're in good hands."
"I know."
for @steddieholidaydrabbles prompt 'only one bed' rated m wc: 867 cw: some borderline somnophilia-esque behavior? tags: forced proximity, unintentional cuddling, idiots to lovers, love confessions, implied sexual content
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The full sized bed was covered in the ugliest plaid sheets Steve had ever seen, which was saying something since his own bed had been covered in ugly plaid sheets.
It looked like it would fall apart if Steve sat on it, let alone lay down on it.
"Bad news first or good news first?" Eddie asked as he walked into the room.
"There's more bad news? The broken down van and the storm knocking out the power everywhere but this inn isn't bad enough?" Steve responded, putting his hands on his hips as he watched Eddie sit on the bed.
Huh. Looked like it would manage to hold at least some weight, then.
"There's no other bed."
Steve shook his head.
"That's a joke."
"Nope," Eddie popped his lips together. "I did check the bathroom though and there's a decent shower with actual hot water, so. A win's a win?"
Steve groaned.
"Dude, this bed is not big enough for both of us," Steve gestured to the bed Eddie was sitting on. "It doesn't even look big enough for you."
"Sure it is. I slept in a twin until I was nearly 18. This will be like a California King!"
Steve knew he was trying to make light of the situation.
The van breaking down four hours from home on a night when the worst storm Indiana has seen in years decided to come through was only the beginning.
Eddie had lost his wallet somewhere between the van and his walk to a payphone, which meant he had to walk all the way back to the van without having called anyone. He was soaked and cold despite the air around them being relatively warm. By the time he got back to the van, someone had stopped to check on Steve, who had been panicking about Eddie getting lost. When they finally got towed to a repair shop, the mechanic told them he wouldn't be able to look at it until the morning and that from the sounds of it, they'd need to replace a handful of parts that were more money than either of them had with them.
A weekend trip to visit Robin at college had turned into an expensive nightmare.
And now, they would be sharing a very tiny bed.
Eddie and Steve had been closer lately, especially since Robin's classwork had made it impossible for her to visit much. But sharing a full sized bed?
"Well, guess I'll go shower. Maybe it'll help me feel less like everything is falling apart," Steve sighed.
"Okay, Eeyore."
Steve rolled his eyes, but ignored him.
They got ready for bed like they were dreading it, and maybe they were.
They both got into the bed, laying on their sides facing away from each other, but close enough to feel the heat radiating from the other.
The rain pelted the roof, and lightning flashed in the distance, but it seemed like the storm was almost past.
"Steve?"
"Hm?"
"Sorry about tonight."
"Nothing you could do, Eds."
He felt Eddie shift, but they still weren't touching.
"I guess. Still sorry though."
"Yeah, me too."
Sleep fell over them, the exhaustion of the day hitting them hard as soon as their bodies were horizontal.
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Steve was sweating, which wasn't completely unusual, but definitely rare when he hadn't woken up screaming from a nightmare.
He had something, no, someone, in his arms.
Eddie.
He was curled around Eddie entirely, his arms around him, his hard dick pressing into his ass.
Eddie was still asleep, breathing softly, chest rising and falling slowly.
Steve needed to wake him up, or at least get up so he could put some space between them until his dick calmed down.
But just as he went to pull his arm away, Eddie turned around in his arms and smiled in his sleep.
And then his eyes fluttered open.
His smile faded.
"Sorry, let me-" As Eddie started to pull away, Steve tightened his arms.
"A minute."
Steve sometimes said he needed a minute like this when the kids were all yelling about things he didn't quite understand or when Robin had been rambling on for too long.
Sometimes, when he and Eddie were just hanging out, he would say it like he just had too much going on in his brain.
Like now.
Steve was looking at Eddie, really looking.
"Eddie?"
"Yeah?"
"I think I might love you."
Eddie blinked back at him, mouth agape.
"You think you might?" His voice was quiet, hesitant.
"Yeah."
"And this is...because of us sleeping in bed together or...?"
"No. It's because when we have a shitty day that could turn into another shitty day tomorrow, I'm still just happy to be with you for it. I didn't...I guess it didn't really hit until now," Steve admitted.
Eddie gulped.
"And you think that's...love?"
"I think that's part of it. I also think I'd like to kiss you."
Eddie let out a small breath, shaky as Steve pulled him flush against his front.
"You would?"
"If that's okay."
"Is that all?" Eddie smirked, obviously implying that he could feel Steve's dick against his thigh.
"We'll see where else the night goes."
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Season one Lucas, Scott Pilgrim style!
Gonna do the whole gang like this, it's such a fun style. I wonder what a demogorgon would look like in this universe...
Pairing: Edwin Payne/Charles Rowland
Rating: T
Word Count: 4.000
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So, Edwin is in love with him.
Edwin loves him, and Charles genuinely never even considered the possibility of this, of them, before.
It might be because, back when he was still alive, his dad would have beaten the notion right out of him, but then again, his dad has been wrong about most things in his life, so fuck him.
So, Edwin is in love with him.
Itâs⌠quite flattering, actually. To think that Edwin, who is beautiful and intelligent and educated, who can recite his favourite Keats poem by heart just as easily as tell you his favourite Mozart aria (itâs Konstanze, dich wiederzusehen from Die EntfĂźhrung aus dem Serail, Edwin told him that, years ago), who knows spells and can read ancient Aramaic, who is the kindest, most brilliant person Charles has ever known, would love him.
Now, Charles knows that he is easy enough on the eyes, good with words and people, and has one hell of a swing if you give him a cricket bat, but the only reason he knows any Mozart aria is because Edwin showed them to him.
The only reason he knows Keatsâ poetry is because Edwin would read them to him on slow, warm summer nights in the early 2000s.
The only reason he is here, is because Edwin let him stay.
So, itâs special, having someone like Edwin love him.
Itâs fucking terrifying.
Because Charles is now holding the heart of the person he loves most in the world, and itâs a bigger responsibility than any he has ever taken on before.
He canât fuck this up.
The thing is that nothing changes between them at all.
Charles isnât sure if he expected it to, but what he is relatively certain about is that it most likely should. After all, it was an unexpected revelation, probably to both of them, definitely a shift in their relationship.
And yet, when Charles looks at Edwin, who is reading a novel whose name he cannot make out, curled up on the couch they have gotten for Crystal (and sometimes Jenny), he doesnât feel different at all.
Itâs still Edwin, his best mate, the boy that read to him when he was dying so he wouldnât have to do it alone, who tries to smile whenever Charles shows him a new song he has fallen in love with, and occasionally fails hilariously at, who Charles would protect with his life and his soul and his cricket bat, no matter how high the stakes.
I love you the most, Charles thinks to himself, and smiles, because nothing about that has changed, either.
He has told Edwin that they would have forever to figure out the rest, and itâs the truth, technically speaking.
However, Charles doesnât, because itâs Edwin and he has given Charles his heart and he doesnât deserve to wait that long for an answer. It would be cruel in a way Charles cannot comprehend, and if there is anyone who doesnât deserve more cruelty in their existence, itâs Edwin Payne.
The only problem with that fact is that Charles doesnât know the answer.
Heâs been thinking about it a lot, but the thing is, heâs never been in love before.
So he doesnât really know what to compare his feelings for Edwin to, because, of course, they are greater than for anyone else, of course, Charles would sacrifice anything and anyone for Edwin, especially himself, of course, making Edwin smile is his favourite part of any day.
Because he loves Edwin, everything about him.
But is he, could he be, in love with Edwin?
Charles doesnât know, nor does he know how to find out. Itâs not like he hasnât tried, but every novel he has paged through, every silly romcom he has watched, has been talking about butterflies in someoneâs stomach, of seeing them in some new, golden light, of hearing violins playing when they speak, and Charles very much doubts that Edwin feels any of those things for him.
Otherwise he wouldnât raise his eyebrows like that when he thinks Charles is being an insufferable little prick, he wouldnât roll his eyes and tell him, âI know, Charles, you have told me a thousand times beforeâ, whenever Charles brings up how much he wishes he could still taste things, or groan whenever Charles attempts to convince him to just try and let him put on some eyeliner.
(Itâs just that Edwin would look so pretty like that, some kohl to bring out the warmth of his eyes, making them stand out even more than they do anyway.)
So all this talk of violins and sparkles and the need to give someone roses, if Edwin doesnât feel that when he says he is love with Charles, then itâs pointless to consider, and anyway, those books and films describe people who have just met, not those who have known each other for twice as long as they were alive.
Maybe if he had just met Edwin, he would be hearing violins, Charles definitely thinks itâs possible.
Especially the violins in Konstanze, dich wiederzusehen.
âI just need some time aloneâ, Crystal says, putting on her jacket, while already opening the door. âAnd I am aware that that is a novel concept for the two of you, since you are basically attached at the hip, but for me, an alive human being, itâs really important to occasionally have a second of peace between almost dying and whatever we will have going on next.â
She stops to put on her shoes, almost falling over in the process, and Charles and Edwin share a look, a smile, and Charles thinks, I love you the most.
âDonât follow meâ, Crystal tells them, especially Charles, and itâs kind of cute, actually. âIâm going to get the biggest frappuchino Starbucks is legally allowed to serve me and I will not tolerate any ghostly company while doing that.â
Charles holds up his hands, still grinning, indicating his surrender in a battle he wasnât aware they were fighting, and Crystal gives him a single nod before she walks out.
âSoâ, Charles starts, and turns around to face Edwin, who is already looking back, âwhat do we think this frappuchino she was talking about, is?â
Actually, there is one thing that changes between them after all.
Itâs subtle, at least at first, but looking back, Charles isnât quite sure how he managed to miss it for the few weeks that have passed. Maybe it was the shock of almost being forced to move on to the afterlife, the chaos of getting Crystal and Jenny settled in London, the fact that it seems to increase only slowly, incrementally.
Edwin has never been a physically affectionate person, completely contrary to how Charles is.
If it had been up to him alone, he would have hugged Edwin much more often, would have leant against him when they were looking through a book together, would have held hands to keep them from losing each other when things got hectic. But it wasnât, and that was fine, so it was occasional touches instead, a hand on Edwinâs upper arm, his back, ruffling his perfect hair when he was doing something kind of dumb, kind of cute.
(That one always made him duck his head and smile, glance up at Charles through his lashes and allow a second to pass before he started fixing his hair again.)
Now, however, itâs⌠itâs not getting better, because there was nothing wrong with it in the first place, Edwinâs aversion to physical affection, but it is changing now.
Itâs less that he initiates it, more than he allows it to happen more frequently. Sitting down next to Charles on the sofa instead of taking the armchair, allowing Charlesâ hand to linger on his arm for a moment longer than expected, letting their shoulders brush when walking.
Heâs not asking to be touched, not really, but something about it still makes Charles irrationally happy as soon as he catches onto it. Because Edwin deserves all the affection the world can offer, and Charles will always be here to give it to him.
So he reaches out in the morning, when the sun has just started to rise, and puts his hand on the curve of Edwinâs shoulder, right where it meets his neck, and points out that the clouds are turning the most beautiful pink. He throws his legs across Edwinâs lap when they settle down on the sofa at night, a book in Edwinâs hands, the tablet Crystal made him buy in Charlesâ. He pushes his fingers through Edwinâs hair, not to ruffle it, but just to pretend he can feel its softness against his skin.
It makes Edwin duck his head again, give Charles a little smile when looking up, and Charles thinks, I love you the most.
And thinks, I want to love you the most in every way you will have me.
âJenny, I have a questionâ, Charles starts as soon as he has phased through the walls of her new butcher shop. Itâs to her credit that she hardly reacts; the first time he had done that, she had thrown a meat cleaver right through his head. âWhat do you know about love?â
Instead of a knife, Jenny just throws him a weary look, an eyebrow elegantly arched. It makes Charles think of being scolded by the headmistress, a sensation that should be much more unpleasant than it is.
âNothingâ, Jenny answers and brings her cleaver down with a dull thud, separating flesh from bone, before looking up at Charles again. âNo one ever knows anything about love and if they try to tell you otherwise, they are lying.â
There is a certain sense of finality in her voice and Charles knows he has been dismissed, no detention this time, but donât dare to push it.
âGreatâ, he mutters, more to himself than to Jenny, âthat doesnât help me at all.â
âYou should look at this, Charlesâ, Edwin says and turns the book towards him.
Itâs late at night, Crystal having long since gone home and they are sat on the sofa, shoulders touching while they do their research. A new case has come up, and Edwin is trying to learn more about ancient Celtic runes, while Charles is pouring over a map of Londonâs underground; now, he looks up and at the page Edwin is showing him.
âWe could add this to your batâ, Edwin explains, âitâs a rune for physical strength. Supposedly, it doubles whatever force you put into a hit.â
âEdwin, mate, are you trying to tell me I need help with hitting people?â
Charles is grinning, obviously teasing, and Edwin just scoffs, rolls his eyes.
And that is what Charles means; this isnât birdsong and candle light, this is just how they always have been. This is what makes them them, even.
âCharles, do be seriousâ, Edwin replies, but there is affection in his voice, there is love. âI am perfectly aware that you can hit things very well, but that doesnât mean that hitting them even better wouldnât be an advantage.â
âI know. This is brillsâ, Charles concedes, and on a whim, nothing more than that, presses a quick kiss to Edwinâs cheek.
For a moment, he almost expects Edwin to admonish him, because this isnât exactly something that they do, but instead he stares at him, before he ducks his head; Charles isnât sure how he knows this, but if Edwin could, he would be blushing.
And it does something to Charlesâ head, the thought that he would be able to make Edwin blush. It makes him stop dead in his tracks, look at Edwin not like he is seeing him for the first time, but like he could be looking at him for the rest of his existence and not get bored of it.
âDo you wanna do the honours of carving it? Since you were the one who found the thing?â, he asks just to say something, aware that his voice sounds slightly off, and thinks, I love you the most. I love you the most. I love you the most.
âVery well done, Charlesâ, Edwin tells him and clasps a long-fingered hand on Charlesâ shoulder, peering down at the leprechaun he knocked out clean with his bat a few seconds before.
The rune really makes it pack a punch.
âI donât think this will pose any further problemsâ, Edwin continues even as he crouches down to examine the passed-out form crumpled on the ground. He prods at it gently.
âIt fucking betterâ, Charles replies, resisting the urge to pull Edwin away from the leprechaun, just in case that touching it might have some kind of magical side effect. âAnd if not, Iâll punch it right back out. Iâve got an Edwin Payne-improved bat after all, it wonât stand a chance.â
Just for good measure, he twirls the bat around once, twice.
This has always been one of his favourite parts of the job, the simple pleasure of knocking someone out before they get the chance to hurt his friends.
Edwin looks up at him from where he is crouching, and Charles grins at him, metaphorical adrenaline running through his non-existent veins still. He would punch out a bear if Edwin asked it of him.
Before he can say anything else, though, Crystal clears her throat from behind him, sounding decidedly less impressed.
âThatâs really cool, yeah. New bat, I get itâ, she says, walking around Charles so she, too, can see the unconscious leprechaun. âBut you do remember that we actually wanted to talk to him, right?â
They get to talk to the leprechaun in the end, who turns out to be about as obnoxious as expected, but does admit to stealing the heirloom they were looking for for his pot of gold.
He even gives it back, but only after Charles has started twirling his bat again.
âAnd another satisfied customerâ, Charles comments as they return to the agency, flinging his backpack into the corner.
âClient, you meanâ, Edwin corrects, but still smiles at him, and pats the space next to him as soon as he sits down on the sofa. Charles flings himself down without a second thought, legs landing somewhere across Edwinâs laps, one of his hands settling on Charlesâ ankles.
This is new, at least to some extent, and Charles loves it, the feeling of Edwinâs fingers on him. It feels right, somehow.
I just really love you the most, he thinks.
âYeah, whateverâ, he concedes and looks over at Crystal, who is watching them with something in her eyes that Charles cannot quite place. Not bad, per se, justâŚ. Strange. âDoesnât sound that good though, does it? And anyway, the most important thing is that theyâre satisfied, right? Passed on right to the afterlife, no worries keeping them here any longer.â
âAs if itâs only worries that could keep one hereâ, Edwin replies, his tone as dry as the desert, but making Charles laugh anyway. âWe should be the best example for that.â
âYou know what I mean!â, he shoots back, âIt isnât like with us, is it? Donât think that the client was kept back by meeting the love of their life, were they now?â
It spills from his lips like nothing, without Charles thinking about it for a single second.
Heâs still laughing, but Edwinâs fingers have stopped where they were gently stroking across the arch of his foot, and then Charles realises it, and for the first time, hears silence.
For the first time since they got back from Hell, they part when Crystal leaves.
The conversation had been stilted after Charlesâ...slip up? blunder? confession? and although it had been obvious that all three of them had been trying, it had been impossible to get things back on track.
So, Charles leaves with Crystal, telling Edwin he will walk her home, although that is something he has never done before, and Crystal lets him, although he is fairly certain she wouldnât under normal circumstances.
She doesnât need anyone protecting her from the city she grew up in after all.
âHow do you know youâre in love with someone?â, Charles asks after they have walked in silence for a few minutes. He canât think of a way to cushion the question, how to make it less awkward to ask, so he doesnât bother with it at all.
âThis is about Edwin?â, she asks, seemingly to clarify, and Charles nods mutely, not looking up at her. âIâm not sure. Especially not when it comes to the two of you. For Edwin, I could have seen from miles away that he was in love with you, even if he hadnât reacted like he did when we first met. For you⌠you love him, anyone with eyes could see that, but if youâre in love with him, I think you have to figure that out yourself.â
âDo you know how it feels, though? Being in love?â, he asks, just in case Crystal can at least tell him that.
âIâm not sureâ, she answers after a moment, then links their arms together, pulling Charles closer. âI think thatâs different for everyone. But Iâm sure youâll be able to figure out what it feels like to you if you let yourself.â
He walks Crystal home, but when she asks if he wants to stay, Charles just shakes his head.
Edwin is back at the agency, and Charles isnât sure exactly in which state, what he is thinking, and Charles cannot allow that. At least not for long.
What he does, though, is taking a little detour to the park not too far from their building.
Itâs the first time he really pays it any mind, even if itâs most likely not the first time heâs been there, but now, Charles lays down on the grass, looking up at the night sky.
London is too bright for him to see many stars, but thereâs a few of them; Edwin would surely be able to point out a constellation or two.
And thatâs the thing, isnât it.
Edwin isnât here, and yet he is with Charles anyway, always, in every moment of his existence.
Sighing, he scrubs a hand down his face. Thereâs no way around it, it has to be now, and it has to be the right answer, the one he truly means, because Edwin deserves nothing but that.
No false hope, and no heartbreak that might be taken back along the line.
So, he thinks of Edwin, of his elegant hands and the swagger in his walk when he feels confident, of the colour of his hair and of his eyes, of the curves and slopes and sharp cuts of his face.
He loves that face, has seen it with every possible expression painted across of it, and still loves it.
The stars above are dim and partly hidden behind the clouds, so Charles lets his eyes slip shut, and imagines coming home to the agency and taking Edwinâs hands in his.
They would be just a little smaller than his own, his fingers slender and yet so capable, and if he could still feel, Charles is convinced they would feel cool against his skin.
He imagines pulling Edwin close and holding him like he has always wanted to, burying his face against the side of Edwinâs neck and pretending he can breathe in his scent. Having Edwin sneak his arms around Charlesâ waist and cling to the back of his jacket, like he doesnât want to let go again.
In his imagination, it feels a little like the hug they shared after being granted asylum on Earth, but it would be entirely different, because it wouldnât be out of relief.
Instead, it would be just them, embracing to feel the other close.
And he thinks of pulling back from the hug, seeing Edwin smile and kissing the curve of his lips, nipping at them until he can make Edwin laugh and teasing his mouth open to lick into it.
It would be like kissing Crystal, kind of, only that-
Only that it wouldnât be like that at all.
He runs back to the agency, as fast as his spectral feet can carry him.
Edwin is sitting right where he left him, almost like he hadnât moved an inch since Charles walked out of the door, and he hopes to all deities he can think of that it isnât so; knows, at the same time, that it is.
âHiâ, Charles greets, because he doesnât know what else to say, and Edwin nods and gives him a smile, brittle and unsure and hopeful, all at once.
âHello, Charles. Did Crystal get home safe?â, he asks, and itâs so painfully polite it makes Charles cringe.
âYeah. Yeah, sure, of course she didâ, he responds, trying to figure out how to begin saying what he needs Edwin to know, but Edwin beats him to it.
âDid you mean it?â, Edwin asks, breathes out the question like he still has lungs to do so, and itâs in that moment that Charles is more certain of his answer than anything else he has ever thought, because Edwin sounds small, sounds vulnerable and breakable and yet so fucking hopeful, and Charles wants to pick him up and cradle him against his chest and never let go again.
âYesâ, he says, and itâs sunrise and violins and bouquets of roses all at once, itâs a single word that changes the world around them. âKind of. Let me explain.â
And Edwin nods, sits back with his hands in his lap and all Charles can think about is that those same hands belong holding a book, resting on the top of Charlesâ legs, which should be flung carelessly across Edwinâs lap, just because Charles wants to be near him.
âYouâre the love of my life, no matter whatâ, he starts, crouching down in front of Edwin so he can take his hands; they look so lost. âYou have been for decades. I love you the most of anything in the world. I will always love you the most. Every time I look at you, itâs just that on repeat in my head. I love you the most.â
He ducks his head, laughing softly, because it sounds silly now that he says it out-loud, but when he looks back up, there are tears brimming in Edwinâs eyes, making them shine even brighter.
His lips are parted and for just a moment, Charles thinks about kissing them.
âAnd you know, I still canât say that I am in love with you back, because you donât deserve a lie, but what I can say, what I can promise you, is that I could fall in love with you. And that I want to. More than anything.â
A single tear rolls down Edwinâs cheek, glistening in the dim light, and Charles looks at him, and thinks, I do. I am. I love you the most.
âCould that be enough?â, he asks, squeezing Edwinâs hands in his. âAt least for the start?â
And Edwin nods so frantically that more tears spill over, wetting his face, and Charles canât help but laugh; how strange to think that making Edwin cry for once is not his biggest fear, but something that fills his heart with joy to the point of bursting.
âOkay. Brills, thatâs-â, he replies, and canât keep himself from smiling so wide it would hurt if he was still alive. âSo, um. Can I kiss you? I really want to kiss you right now.â
Again, Edwin nods, and he is smiling, too, looks so happy that Charles thinks heaven must be overrated, because nothing in the whole of existence could compare to this.
He thinks of the scene he pictured in the park of holding Edwin close and how much in pales in comparison to this, to holding Edwinâs hands and watching him glow with love and hope and warmth.
And leans in to find out if the same is true for kissing him.
(It is.)
Written for @steddiebingo and @steddiemicrofic.
Steddie Microfic January Prompt: New || Countdown to Midnight Prompt: Hurt/Comfort | Word Count: 517 | Rating: T | CW: Language, Post-Bat Attack | POV: Eddie | Tags: S4 Fix-It, Eddie Munson Lives, Steve Harrington Will Make Sure Of It, And Then Not Go Away. Pre-Steddie
The darkness takes hold faster than Eddie imagined. He didn't think one bite, followed by another, and another, could fuck up his whole world this much. But it has, and now he's faced with the reality that he's gonna die here. On the ground, having run in the wrong direction.
Having failed.
And that's something he's gonna have to live with. Just, not for very long. He can feel his pulse hammering, beating in his chest. His neck. As the blood pulses out of him, spilling onto the filthy ground below.
He wanted to do better, wanted to not run away this time, but he still managed to fuck it up.Â
Goddamnit.
He's made peace with it, even if Henderson isn't as accepting of what's coming. Maybe it's the blood loss making Eddie feel serene when he should be fighting, panicking.
It doesn't matter.
Steve Harrington is here, fighting for him.Â
Eddie kind of wishes he wouldn't. He's floaty, no longer feeling pain, and anything Steve can possibly do will disturb that, surely.
"Eddie, for fuck's sake," Steve's saying, and Eddie tries to open his eyes.
"Eddie!"
His eyes snap open. Steve is hovering, "Good. That's good. I'm going to pick you up. Don't fucking die."
He's definitely gonna die, but he nods. He'll try his best.
Steve tugs on him, and the pain that sears through him is above and beyond anything he's ever felt. He lets out a hoarse scream.
"I know, I'm sorry," Steve says, throwing him over his shoulder like he weighs nothing at all, repeating his previous order: "Don't fucking die."
But Eddie thinks he'll do just that.
When he wakes up, he's in a sterile hospital room. Machines are beeping, whirring, and he thinks this has to be the calm before the storm.
But Steve Harrington's sitting in the chair next to him, looking comfortable, his feet propped up on Eddie's bed, reading a book.
Harrington reads?Â
Eddie squints, tries to look closer, to see what he's reading, and realizes it's not a new book. No, it's his own copy of The Return of the King. He recognizes his own paperback's well-worn, dog-eared cover.
"My book," Eddie croaks, and Steve startles so bad, the book goes flying, skittering across the tile floor.
"I'm sorry. Wayne left it. I was bored," he starts, then immediately changes direction, "You're okay, it's okay," already pressing the call button, hammering it with his thumb, as if he's convinced Eddie's gonna drop dead in the next five seconds without help.Â
The way the room fills, maybe he will. Steve has backed up against the wall, the book clutched to his chest.Â
There's poking, and prodding.
Wayne rushes in, and Steve still stands there.
Finally, the crowd thins. Apparently, he's gonna live.
Steve sits back down.
"So, what's new?" Steve teases, and Eddie laughs. His throat is hoarse, dry. Steve pours water from the pink, plastic pitcher, directing the straw to his mouth.Â
Eddie takes the longest, best drink of his life, then says, "Not much. You?"
Steve holds up the book and grins, "Learning about Mordor."
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by frankenstein8myleftshoe
The first thing Eddie said when Steve showed up in the rented van was âKing Steve is coming along on our journey?â, to which Steve could only respond with âThis âsuper coolâ guy you assholes have been going on about this whole time is Eddie âThe Freakâ Munson? Really?â
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originally posted as a surprise gift ficlet for my moot yournowheregirl <3
Words: 972, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Series: Part 8 of tumblr things
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: M/M
Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, The Party (Stranger Things)
Relationships: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson, Steve Harrington & The Party
Additional Tags: Enemies to Lovers, There Was Only One Bed, GenCon1985, Eddie Munson Thinks Steve Harrington Is An Asshole, Eddie Munson Definitely Has A Crush On Steve Harrington, Feelings Realization, Accidental Cuddling, Literal Sleeping Together, Road Trips, Conventions, D&D
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When i saw cowboy au, i knew i Had to dive inđĽ. ayeayeayes 's new work is Spectacular and i'm so Excited for you all to welcome it!! @subeddieweek
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slut steve: you can put it all, I can take it đ
virgin eddie: yeah well I can't đĽ´
Eddie: "no no you don't understand I will literally come in under five seconds"
Steve: "that's okay baby, fill me up đĽ°"
âSteve Harrington, right?â asks a voice from behind, startling him into standing again. Steve looks back to find a figure leaning against the brick wall next to the doors he just came through. The stranger is shrouded in darkness, standing under the awning, but Steve can spot the cherry red of his lit cigarette as he takes a drag. This interloper leans forward to stand fully, and saunters over to Steve.
âOh,â Steve gasps quietly. This isnât a stranger at all. Or, rather, maybe it is, since theyâve never really met before, butâ âyouâre Eddie Munson.â
Eddie Munson, standing before him in all his rockstar glory, smirks. His mane of dark curly hair cascades over his shoulders down to the middle of his back, the front of it held back into a messy bun, making him look disheveled, and showing off the many studs and rings dotting his ears. He looks a little mean, a little dangerous, his pale skin in stark contrast with the rest of him, faint freckles dotting the bridge of his large nose, a rosy blush dusting his cheeks, probably from having stood in the sun throughout the day. Heâs mesmerizing to look at, and Steve feels a little starstruck in the presence of an actual rock legend, even though theyâre the same age.
With a be-ringed hand, Eddie offers Steve a pack of cigarettes. âYou look like you could use one, dude,â he says, his voice gravelly and a little sharp, not quite deep. Steve looks between Eddieâs huge, bottomless, dark brown eyes and the box in his hand, and feels tempted. He thinks about the vape in his trouser pocket, how unsatisfying it is to drag from it, the vapor of it coating the inside of his mouth with that rancid fake melon taste that makes him want to vomit sometimes. He misses actual smoke in his lungs, the burn of it coming through his nostrils, the warmth of it against his lips. He accepts the packet and looks at it.
âGitanes?â Steve asks, one raised eyebrow. Eddie shrugs with a chuckle.
âCame here straight from Paris this morning,â he says by way of explanation. âAnd anyway, Iâm not too fussy about it, as long as theyâre not Marlboros.â
Steve snorts, picking up a cigarette and handing over the pack. Eddie then proffers a Zippo from his pocket, and flicks it, letting Steve lean in to light up his smoke. He does so, instantly intoxicated by the mixture of the scent coming off Eddie, something woodsy and musky, a little sweet and sharp, and the feel of that burn going into his throat for the first time. He nearly moans with the pleasure of it, but just about manages to keep it in for his modestyâs sake.
âYou were right,â he says. âI needed that.â
Eddie laughs at that, a surprising snort giggle thatâs a little high-pitched and a lot endearing. Steve feels like heâs having an out-of-body experience.
They stand in silence for a while, smoking together. Eddie is looking around them, taking in the views from the canal behind the Palazzo. Steve is looking at Eddie, taking in the striking figure he makes, the boldness of his clothes and the way he presents himself. Heâs wearing what looks like a tuxedo jacket, because itâs short at the waist and tapers in, but this one is also beaded with some intricate designs and thereâs some lace as well, which almost matches the tattoos that decorate the line of his chest. Which Steve can see because Eddie is bare-chested under the jacket, just two long silver chains as decoration, one of which has a skull pendant. His chest under the dark tattoos is as pale as the rest of him, hairless and firm. He seems skinny but in a lithe way, sinewy and slight, and his tiny waist is accentuated by the high-waisted trousers heâs paired the jacket with. Theyâre black and slim-cut, hugging his slim hips and his strong calves, ending just where his boots begin.
Eddie Munson is undeniably cool, and Steve feels underdressed next to him in his impossibly expensive Fear of God suit and Tom Ford sneakers.
âI hate these things, man,â Eddie says, breaking their silence. Steve looks back up into his eyes, startled out of staring at the little bat tattooed on one of his knuckles.
âFilm festivals?â Steve asks.
âYeah⌠well, I mean, this is my first film festival, so I mean more like this whole charade, you know?â
Steve nods. He definitely knows. âYeah. Itâs the worst part of the job, for sure.â
Eddie looks over at him, taking Steve in as he stares back, feeling trapped even with all the free space around them.
âSo, hm,â Steve begins, nervously puffing out the last of his cigarette, putting it out under his stupid Tom Ford sneakers that pinch at the heel and are not as comfortable as his Stan Smiths, thank you very much, Robin. âThis is your first festival? Were you in one of the movies, or?â
Before Steve even finishes his question, Eddie is laughing. His hair bouncing around his head as he shakes with giggles. Itâs kind of adorable how his eyes sparkle with mirth.
âSeriously?â he asks, wiping the corner of one eye with a ringed finger. âDude, I literally scored your movie.â
Deeply embarrassed, Steve feels his entire face heat up. He never watches his own films, so he doesnât really know much about the finished product, though he admires and respects everyone that comes together to work in the pictures. Itâs justâ he hates watching himself on screen. Itâs why he prefers theater, sometimes, honestly. But now, being met with evidence of his neglect, Steve feels shame.
But honestly, Steve didnât even know Eddie composed scores. He knows Joyce likes to work with the same composer, this guy Murray Bauman whoâs an absolute menace but churns out some beautiful music, so under the embarrassment, thereâs surprise at this turn of events, that this incredibly famous rockstar is here in Venice to help promote a film he scored.
âOh, no, Iâm soââ
Eddie waves a hand. âDonât worry, man, itâs cool. Itâs my first score, and Iâve been trying to keep it on the down low, you know?â
Steve nods. âI canât believe I didnât know, though! My friend Robin loves your music, she wouldâve lost her shit. I mean, maybe she did, I kinda ran away before the screening started. Hate watching films here,â he says with a shudder, making Eddie laugh.
âI get it. Iâve just got in this morning and Iâm already overwhelmed. Too many suits for my taste.â
âExecs?â Steve offers, and Eddie nods in response, making a disgusted face as he stubs out his cigarette on the ground under his Docs.
âTurns out film execs are just as bad as the music guys. Maybe worse, who knows. Anyway, Iâm probably gonna bail, actually.â
âYeah?â Steve asks, disappointed. Itâs strange, this feeling of not wanting this moment to end. He feels suspended in time, like heâs in a snow globe, and the air around them is standing still, words floating away with the early evening breeze.
âYou staying?â
âOh, hm. Yeah, probably. Everyoneâs staying at my hotel, so if I want to avoid the paparazzi, I should stay until later,â Steve says, further disappointed at what awaits him. He just wants to lie down, maybe take a bath. He canât stand here all night talking to Eddie, looking at Eddie, as much as he wants to. Tomorrow afternoon, heâll be heading back to New York to start rehearsals for a play, and just the thought of his schedule for the next week is making the panic rise within him again, the same panic that had him flying through the kitchen and out into this dock with Eddie Munson.
Eddie, whoâs looking at him with a glint in his eyes, and Steve can see wheels turning under all that hair.
The door to the kitchen opens again, and one of the cooks comes out, heading to a dark corner for their own smoke break. The interruption breaks the heavy tension in the air, though Eddie is still staring at Steve, a contemplative look in his eyes. Then turns and walks back towards the building.
Steve follows him, through the kitchens and into the main building, where the sudden loudness hits him like a sack of bricks, and he needs to brace himself so he doesnât topple over from the overstimulation of noise. Itâs all a bit too much, and maybe the paparazzi in front of his hotel are an okay price to pay for the pleasure of leaving this nightmare of a situation.
âHey, Steve?â Eddie asks. Steve turns to face him, squinting against the headache forming in the middle of his forehead. âHow do you feel about a nightcap?â
âA nightcap?â
âAt my hotel,â he elaborates, more demure than before, when they were outside. Out there, Eddie was bold and bright, but now theyâve reached this large room filled with nonsense and pretentiousness, all that brightness has dimmed a bit, which is heartbreaking to witness. âI gotta head out before lunch tomorrow, so my hotel is close to the train station, all the way across town.â
Steve considers it. Leaving this terrible party early, getting to spend more time with Eddie Munson, maybe bunking with him if it gets too late. He can order a car to collect him in the morning, and his flight back is not until late afternoon anyway. Thereâs a stirring in his gut that Steve hasnât felt before, itâs sharp and red hot, and addictive like the smoke in his lungs, and it sharpens when he looks at Eddie, with those wild eyes and big hair and sharp collar bones jutting from under the delicate lace of his jacket. Munson talks of freedom, and Steve doesnât even hesitate before nodding furiously, his heart racing with the excitement of it.
Munson grins. âMeet me by the side exit in fifteen?â
âYeah, yes. Fifteen.â Steve nods again, and watches as Eddie marches away, no doubt to put their dastardly escape plans into motion. A warmth settles in Steveâs chest as he watches Eddie walk away, but heâs got no time to spare, so he forces himself to snap out of it and find Robin.
I've been reading steddie fics for a solid four days now, and I wanted to share my favorites with you all! Some of these are still being updated. I hope you enjoy!
Too Hot, Too Greedy by nikol_eyes, 8 k, mature. âKing Harrington.â Eddie smirked, grabbing Steveâs hand and bending low once again, and if heâd had any more time to react Steve was sure he wouldâve snatched his hand away on reflex. Instead, he felt the soft brush of Eddieâs lips against his skin, heard the raucous laughter that erupted from both Eddie and Robin, and felt his skin raise another few degrees in temperature.
There's a Clock in my Head (is it Wrong? Is it Right?) by Cloverspies, 15 k, teen. Ronance as well. In the relentless, revealing light of early morning, Robin took one look at Steve's dazed expression and said, "Oh my God. Holy shit. Did youâ?" Steve stared at her. A moment later, a bright grin spread across his face. "Did you?"
Feel this Burning, Love of Mine by Judasofsuburbia, 15 k, explicit. Vecna is defeated. Steve Harrington stays in the hospital to be with Eddie Munson, despite everyone's confusion, including his own. After Eddie gets released, he has his first night terrors and immediately calls Steve for help. How can Steve resist?
Understood by Dykealert, 21 k, explicit. âYou say you crave connection with people and then push us away when we try.â âYeah, I guess I do.â Eddie hits rock bottom. Steveâs there too.
I Know The End (The End is Here) by Thrynn_Star, 24 k, mature. âWell if it isnât Eddie Munson,â Steve drawls, swinging his car keys round his finger, offering Eddie a wink, âBit early to be picking a movie. I havenât even unlocked the door yet.â Eddie shuts the passenger side door of his own van, hoping he looks as confident as he tries to sound. âNot here for a movie, Harrington. Here for a job, if youâre still offering?" // Set after Vecna's demise (and written before Season 4 Vol.2 is released), Hawkins seems eager to move on, and eager to leave Eddie Munson behind. But when he gets a job at Family Video, Eddie discovers that with the help of some unlikely friendships, he can move on as well. And maybe, just maybe, he can be happy too.
We Survived (Together) by Plistommy, 1.7 k, explicit. âI canât lose you. Not you.â Steve confessed and Eddie swore his heart skipped a beat and soon, he was leaning down to catch Steveâs hungry mouth once more. He dropped his keys to the floor and wrapped his arms around Steveâs waist, careful not to hurt the other while Steve kept roaming his hands on his chest. âBedroom.â Was all Eddie said before he started to push Steve.
Steady As He Goes by Anonymous, 37 k, explicit. Steve and Eddie are under the misconception that they dislike each other.
Look After You by Stedieon, 32 k, explicit. He remembered screaming. He could excuse it as panic, the threat of the unknown piling on top of everything heâd already bore witness to over the past days. But really, Steveâs grim smile and 'no complaints' echoed in his head, and Eddie couldnât help but feel like this should have been expected.
Ain't It a Gentle Sound by prettydizzeed, 10 k, explicit. So. Thereâd be no, like, veneer to it, sex with Steve; if Steve hurt him, itâd be with the transparent acknowledgment that that was the point, that Eddie wanted him to, no layers of setup or characterization to give any distance. Which is honestly so fucking vulnerable, in a way thatâs hard to think about sometimes, but fuck if it doesnât make Eddieâs toes curl.
So It Was Thought by SpiritedKaway, 35 k, mature. Eddie Munson was supposed to meet his end in a heroic death, Max was supposed to live, and they were supposed to defeat Vecna once and for all. He had played his heart out, and he was ready. He wouldn't run. Not this time. But when he woke up, and Eddie couldn't help but feel like he hadn't woken up in the afterlife. He should be dead. He was supposed to be dead. So it was thought, my friends. So it was thought. But Eddie â lives.
Anything Goes in the Winnebago by ChronicRabbit, 6 k, explicit. âHarringtonâs got her. Donâtcha, Big boy?â Thatâs what Eddie had said to him with that huge shit-eating grin he always seemed to flash after one of his cheeky little jokes. Because it was a joke. There was no reason for Steveâs heart to thud in his chest like it was trying escape the prison of his ribs. He was so fucked.
The Edification of Steve Harrington by ChronicRabbit, 28 k, explicit. It had been two and a half months since the end of Spring Break. Eddie had been cleared of all charges, The Byers were back in Hawkins like theyâd never left, Vecna was dead and gone, and everything was back to normal; or rather as back to normal as Hawkins could get. Unfortunately for one Steve Harrington, his new normal seemed to be not only his inability to get a date, but also his newfound proclivity towards staring at Eddie Munsonâs mouth while he dramatically narrated during a five hour Hellfire session, or counting the freckles on the bridge of his nose, or memorizing the patterns in his honey coloured eyes. What the fuck was wrong with him?
The Affliction of the Feeling by Nondz, 27 k, explicit. âHold on,â Robin interrupts. âHold on, is thisâ are you, like. Do you know what masochism is?â âI know like I act like it sometimes, Robin, but Iâm not actually fucking twelve,â Steve says. OR: Eddie has a black hanky in his back pocket.