Is Control Simply A Delusion; Reality, An Illusion?

I went thrifting today (yesterday? when you stay up past midnight, time gets weird...) but it's to late for me to take pictures now

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My friend asked me about my new tattoo before class today, and I couldn't help but laugh because it was actually just a bunch of notes I had written on my arm

me: sleep?

brain: no.

me: so what, laying here thinking about life? Thinking about something constructive maybe?

brain: lmao. nope.

me: okay then what. What's the third option.

brain:

RA-RA-RASPUTIN, RAISIN-POWERED FUCK MACHINE

Screaming, crying, projectile vomiting, crying again

why is focusing hard? do I have to get brain premium or something?

I feel this, deeply

“I’m homesick all the time … I just don’t know where home is. There’s this promise of happiness out there. I know it. I even feel it sometimes. But it’s like chasing the moon - just when I think I have it, it disappears into the horizon.”

— Sarah Addison Allen

The Grimshaw House, Salem MA

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