I Try To Reflect, But The Days Start To Blend.

I try to reflect, but the days start to blend.

Am I better because I worked hard, or was it the weather in the end?

I'd like to think I'll stay better, even if my mood fluctuates now and then

I don't want to think otherwise, I can't go through this yet again.

Did I get the wrong impression, or is it winter depression? I wish I could answer my own question, is it just winter depression?

Please don't let it be seasonal, it's not a tradition I'd like to continue

I want to just be better, Not have more work I'll have to redo.

I've worked, let it be lasting improvement, let it grow

Let it be some solid change, not habits I'll let go

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2 months ago
A starry blue snail with a glowing full moon for a shell, yellow eyes, and shooting stars for antennae. Its tail is a slightly bigger shooting star with the trail traveling up its body. The craters of the moon form the curl of the snail’s shell. The background is dark blue space with a radial pattern of yellow stars around the center. A snail-shaped watermark that says “passionpeachy” is on the bottom right corner.

moon snail 🌕

3 weeks ago

Ugh, I need the crystal one like,,,yesterday. It's beautiful

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3 months ago

I grow ever tired as my body fills with dread

I have that sinking feeling that I'd be better off dead

I see the world crash around me, and hate that I complain

Because avoiding homework is pathetic and lame

I worry about everyone, but there's nothing I can do

So I let myself indulge in the thoughts that just aren't true

That I'm pathetic and useless, that there's no one I can trust

And to do anything less than everything is morally unjust


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3 months ago

Sometimes, I worry that I ruin everything that I touch.

That everything lively around me withers away.

Like a winter chill to a flower patch, my presence is too much;

and eventually, I'll watch all that I loved crumple and decay.

Am I the Greek Chorus in the play of my life? Allowed to watch, yet never intervene.

Or am I being pathetic, choosing to wallow in it all? The World's Oldest Angsty Teen.


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3 months ago

My friend asked me about my new tattoo before class today, and I couldn't help but laugh because it was actually just a bunch of notes I had written on my arm


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4 weeks ago
Weeping Angel🪽🖤 Is An 1894 Sculpture By (William Wetmore)
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3 months ago

I keep buying things just to feel something, but now my wallet is starting to feel emptier than I do :(


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