Getting There Lol

Mine own moth'r shouldst has't nev'r did talk with thee

or did marry thee

or hadst me

neith'r shouldst i has't hath paid thee any mind not aft'r what thee didst

to h'r,

to me.

yet i didst because i desp'rately did want a fath'r.

coequal if 't be true t wast one i didn't seeth thee as much as mine own moth'r.

thee w're nev'r a valorous husband,

a child shouldn't has't to protecteth their moth'r.

at first thee w're a valorous fath'r

most of the timeth.

then as i did turn ten and hitteth othergates'rty

thee hath changed.

to me at least,

to the people who is't very much kneweth thee hadst known these w're thy true colours.

and yet somehow thee kneweth bef're me,

yond i wasn't truly me

yond i wouldn't beest what thee did want

yond i wasn't h'r.

at which hour thee realis'd yond thee becameth creepy and abusive.

because thee did want me to beest a bett'r v'rsion of mine own moth'r

because the lady wast nev'r valorous enow f'r thee.

thee f'rev'r did want me to beest

'your dram house jointress',

'your "daught'r" longing f'r approval

i hath tried making t stand ho by going hence

once because of someone else and thee at which hour i wast only 9,

which thee did encourage.

the lasteth timeth wast 2 years ago because of thee,

thee hadn't known about yond despite t.

then 8 months ago i hadst a breakdown in front of mine own schools consular,

and i toldeth h'r about the two things yond hadst me at mine own breaking pointeth

the lady hadn't coequal hath asked me about yond, the lady wast just trying to receiveth me into an activities group.

yet i toldeth h'r

and finally i wenteth to child protection s'rvices with ev'rything thee didst.

i shouldst has't done t earli'r, but.

i wast desp'rately hanging on to the chance thee'd changeth,

but thee didn't and thee wonneth't.

i knoweth yond anon 'i wouldst nev'r changeth f'r h'r'

t wast hard at first,

aft'r all i hath felt incredibly guilty f'r telling people

f'r finally telling mine own moth'r,

howev'r aft'r h'r reaction i wast just fell,

because the lady wast blaming h'rself f'r what thee didst.

and then i realis'd truly what thee didst to me,

how thee hadst me doth those things to myself

how thee hadst manipulat'd me

how thee hadst groom'd me.

i shall admiteth i am not bett'r and i knoweth not if 't be true i ev'r shall beest.

but.

anon i can beest who is't i am.

and those gents art helping me 'long the way

and hopefully anon th're shall beest m're.

i gage thee i shall beest a bett'r parent then thee ev'r w're at which hour the timeth cometh.

because i am free anon and i shall beest who is't i am,

i shall receiveth though this.

and i shall becometh a bett'r p'rson than thee couldst ev'r tryeth to beest.

this is mine own only true desire f'r the future.

[ 2 months without self half harmeth, 2 years without a sucide attempteth ]

This will eventually be a comic but for now have the Shakespearean version.

Lovely ladies by NOAH FINNCE :]

ATTENTION

If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)

When posts like this become the reason for surviving while sick lol

Sorcerer: I told you to do the challenge alone young Pendragon.

Arthur: I did.

Sorcerer: Then who is that with you?

Arthur: Oh Merlin?

Sorcerer: Yes him! The boy!

Arthur: What about him?

Sorcerer: I said, Alone! A.L.O.N.E! Alooone! But you brought HIM with you!

Arthur: I really don't understand what the problem is?

Sorcerer: [Turns to Merlin] Is he? You know...

Merlin: Yes he is, in facted he's a dollophead!

Arthur: Oi!

Merlin: But please just ignore me. I'm not even here right now.

Sorcerer: BUT YOU ARE HERE AND HE DID NOT COMPLETE THE CHALLENGE ALONE!!!

Arthur: Merlin, please, she's using that word again.

Merlin: I know sire, I know.

Sorcerer: I don't!

Merlin: You see, in Camelot, the word "Alone" was recently changed to mean, To be with one self and only one self unless your applying the word to his highness King Arthur then it would mean, Arthur and Merlin. Ergo, Arthur is alone.

Sorcerer: I'm going to die aren't I?

Merlin: Probably. Most definitely.

I misread gengar as gender-

I thought the gengar was named gender omfg

Cyrus (he has not been shaded yet lol)

Understandable I shall join you 

shipping chaos

Idk if I should be shipping  pumpkin duo,    tnt duo  or karlnapity    like I know there all toxic af but they weren’t always that way there were plenty of healthy moments.

Day 3: using superpowers

Feeling a lil lazy today but hand practice i guess?

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Watching ninjago after a workout while I'm supposed to be asleep so I can prepare for my partner coming over tomorrow, is so good for surmising me and idk why.

I am like 3 weeks away from an official adhd & autism spectrum diagnosis :p

(aka when the final test is, my psychiatrist is pretty fucking sure but they need to be certain)

I guess you could say I'm a snippet!💾

ur government assigned gender for the day is the first thing u get when u click this link to a randomised wikipedia article. NO REROLLS . i am the  trollsteineggje mountain in norway