I Don’t Know What I’m Gonna Do Or How To Get Out I Don’t Know I’m So Scared I Think I’m In

I miss my mom so much I can’t stop bawling my fucking eyes out

I feel sick and anxious im not trying to be a brat or talk against you or anything I just don’t feel okay right now

I’m experiencing the feeling I felt when I found out she looked at other people sexually and lied to me about it

I think im going to kill myself

Everyone who considers themself a friend of mine is lying to themselves and staying to not take the guilt of me blowing my head off

Why do I keep seeing things that remind me of you or I would’ve sent to you if you were still here. God. I hate you so much please get out of My head

I can’t stop relapsing I just want to fucking die man

I can’t stop screaming for help god help me PLEse

It’s gotten sk bad I can’t even cry for help from tumblr anons oh my god I can’t take this anymore

I really fucking miss you, you know. I fucking hate you. I miss you. I miss you so fucking much. Im so hurt.

I’m so fucking sad. It hasn’t even been a month so it’s expected for me to feel this way. But it’s just so unbearable. I feel so hurt and empty. We took up so much of each others time so of course I miss you. I have to stop getting mad at you or caring about what you’re doing. It’s really fucking me up.

I want you to come back to me but I also wish you were dead. I just want you out of my brain. I dont want to accept that I miss you.

I really fucking miss you

I hate that I was so attached to you. I really fucking loved you and you didn’t even love me that much. I hate you so much but I love you still