he’s so soft 🙄
Anatomy of a hellish-final-of-semester Tsuki (who might miss his friend dearly but only in the privacy of his home)
day fourteen(!!!): fav ship’s first kiss
nischa
like right before it bc i can’t draw ppl kissing
“can i kiss you?”
“uh… yeah”
they’re so awkward kms
This entire scene, Dos Orugitas, is so powerful all together, but the RIVER. The river is so important to the context of their family and the theme of generational trauma.
At this point we all know what Abuela's trauma is and how it affected everyone in the family, hence "generational trauma" part of the story.
Abuela Alma, while holding her 3 newborn babies, watched the love of her life be slaughtered right in front of her eyes in that river that night.
At the very beginning of the movie we can see that Abuelo Pedro was standing in the river when he was murdered.
Once again, like we have already seen, Abuela put her own feelings about her trauma aside, and puts on a brave face to comfort Mirabel. But like she says to Mirabel, she had never been able to come back to that river herself, she was only there for Mirabel.
Finding Mirabel sitting at the river, the same place her husband was brutally murdered, must have been very triggering and painful. She was staring at the very spot she watched her husband be murdered.
But here's what's interesting about how the scene continues.
While Dos Orugitas plays, the story of what happened to Abuelo Pedro is shown in detail (at least more detail then when Abuela tells the story at the beginning)
We see Mirabel observing the scene for herself, implying that Abuela is telling the story to Mirabel in great detail, and Mirabel is finally understanding the pain Abuela experienced in that very spot.
Abuela then apologizes saying, "I am so sorry. You never hurt our family Mirabel. We are broken, because of me"
Now, after understanding why Abuela acted the way she did towards everyone, seeing the pain she is still holding on to after all those years, Mirabel looks out and sees:
At first she didn't know where that scene was, but it was when she looked out into the river that she saw what the vision was showing.
Now in Bruno's vision it was very unclear who Mirabel was meant to hug in order to save the miracle for a long time, and it ended up being Isabela. BUT, Bruno's vision had two different outcomes, one when Casita fell down, and one where Casita didn't. How I'm choosing to interpret this is that, in the outcome where Casita didn't fall Mirabel would have to hug Isabela, which is what the vision ended up choosing to display, but in the outcome where Casita did fall, Mirabel would have to hug someone else, which is why the vision was so confusing for Bruno.
Now Casita obviously fell, which means the only way the miracle would be saved is if Mirabel hugged someone else. And because of that scene in Bruno's vision, Mirabel realized:
This is exactly why I think its a bunch of bs when people claim that Abuela was "forgiven too easily"
Mirabel saw Abuela's silent suffering, she saw how much pain was still in her heart from what happened that night, and how much trauma Abuela experienced. She understood why Abuela acted the way she did, and instead of getting angry, Mirabel sees that she is meant to help Abuela, and in turn, help everyone else.
THIS!!! ^^^^^^^^^ THIS VERY SCENE RIGHT HERE!!! THIS IS SO INSANELY IMPORTANT!!!!
This river was the place where the most traumatic thing that ever happened to any of them occurred. The source of the family's generational trauma took place at this river. And Abuela herself admitted that ever since that night, she had never been able to go back.
Abuela had to cross the river too, to flee from the bandits (or whoever they are)
But after she saw Pedro be murdered, she never stepped foot in that river again.
BUT MIRABEL LED HER INTO THE RIVER, HOLDING HER HANDS, GUIDING HER BACK THROUGH THE RIVER LIKE PEDRO DID.
Mirabel understanding Abuela's trauma, and Abuela finally going back into the river after 50 years, you wanna know what this scene is symbolizing????
After 50 years, Abuela was not only able to go back to see the river, but go into the river. WITH THE HELP OF MIRABEL.
Together, they walk into the river, finally understanding one another, and they both decide together that their healing starts HERE. The rest of the family can't heal before Abuela can heal, and Mirabel UNDERSTANDS THIS. So what does she do????? SHE HELPS ABUELA HEAL.
This entire scene is so important in understanding the entire movie, but the DAMN RIVER IS WHAT STOOD OUT TO ME.
I didn't get why they had to walk into the river in order for this scene to continue, but then it HIT ME LIKE A BUS.
Casita being rebuilt symbolizes the family healing as a whole, but the river symbolizes Abuela's trauma. Therefore, walking into the river symbolizes addressing and HEALING from that trauma.
WHAT. UM. HI???? ur post was lovely :)
i'm going insane i literally saw someone post smth for the swap thing where penny was talking to ricky who was a john doe and she gave him the name ezra and i wasn't going to say anything I WASN'T AND THEN I KEPT THINKING ABOUT THE NAMES THE OTHERS WOULD GIVE?
noel - monique, maybe (though idk what he would give to a john doe? or he'd give monique either way)
mischa - IMAGINE HE GIVES THEM TAMARA, HIS MOTHER'S NAME i would sob my eyes out you don't understand. like. you don't understand at all. (idk ab john doe names for him either 😭)
constance - imagine she gives them her baby brother's name :((( literally screaming crying just thinking about it (idk ab jane doe names though :( tbh idk any for any of these)
ocean - idk anyone she's close to but maybe she'd "tradesies" her name I'M.
SPOILERS FOR CHP 362 IN THE BNHA MANGA!!!
hahhahaha hahahhahahhahahhahaha haHAHAHAHHA dw his heart just stopped nothing bad happened
spoilers for encanto (obviously): So do yk that theory that Pedro is the house’s spirit blah blah iykyk bUT WHAT IF and i’m just putting this out there WHAT IF the mountains around the encanto are like his “body” or smth bc when he dies the candle rises from the ground, pushing away all the soldiers, and the mountains rise from the ground. SO what i’m saying is, what if his soul became the magic/spirit of the house and his body became the mountains protecting his family???
i asked for the nevermoor books for christmas even though the series is unfinished i hope i get at least the second one THE PDF IS STARING ME IN THE FACE BUT I AM STARING BACK AND NOT DOING ANYTHING HELP ! anyways
doodle of jupiter and mog except i forgor all their book 1 descriptions except gingerest ginger of all gingers in the world ever/occasionally menacing and black hair 👍
I'M SO SATISFIED WITH THE ENDING ALSKDBLKVFDSLK JALFKDSLKGH LDSKBKLRSLK JTHEY'RE SO WOW
everyone listen to recruitment season by jenny nuo
youtube: https://youtu.be/92i4h24HG7I spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/618GzvMV0w1jBFF5A1g4pW?si=6e8b902439b6455b SOMEHOW I ALWAYS FEEL ALONE AND UNDEFINED
i might have gotten a bit carried away a little too silly if i may