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We were born to die anyways
Versace (2023), Jean Paul Gaultier (2006), Olivier Theyskens (2019), David Koma (2019), Dolce & Gabbana (2018), Jean Paul Gaultier (2012), Kristian Aadnevik (2008), Olivier Theyskens (2019)
the stars know your name. they know my heart belongs to you, until the ends of time. they know how perfect you are to me.
when i look up at the stars, i feel comfort. the stars are all of the souls that lived before me, who were just destined to be star-crossed lovers, like us. maybe one day, we will be stars in the same beautiful night sky. maybe we will shine together, once more.
the stars were all aligned, and i found comfort in you instead of the self destruction i knew so well. it was like you had moved the stars into alignment, you were so heavenly to me. but as soon as you left, the stars began to fall from the skies. my constellations broke, and stars began to fade. i returned back to the self destruction. sharp blades found their home on my ghostly skin, drugs that people my age shouldn’t even be aware of were my closest friends, i found security in the arms of naked strangers. you were my safety, and now all i crave is danger so that maybe i could feel safe again.
watching the one you love most be happy with someone else hurts. i couldn’t be the reason you smiled everyday. i’m sorry.
i am the storm i was always afraid of getting stuck in.
god, i'd rather die than be without you.
La belle personne (2008)
I don't know how to answer. I know what I think, but words in the head are like voices underwater. They are distorted.
— Jeanette Winterson, Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit