BILLIE EILISH — 'LUNCH' (2024)

watching the one you love most be happy with someone else hurts. i couldn’t be the reason you smiled everyday. i’m sorry.

i want to taste your blood and feel your insides.

I miss when he would choke me until the life drained from my body, no mattered how much I begged, cried and struggled.. I miss being murdered by such a "moral and good" man. I miss being able to turn him into such an awful person.. he just wanted me that badly.

I miss when I'd come back from the dead filled with his cum, covered in his spit, and littered with bleeding bite marks.. Aaa I just want to be a pretty, useable, perfect corpse doll for him to use again!! I'd let him murder me as many times as he wants, I'd even be happy if he didn't bring me back! I just want him to keep me, love me, and cherish my body, dead or alive <3

We were born to die anyways

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is she even real??