Fuck It It’s 1:30 But I Haven’t Written Anything In Like 4 Days So I Need To Do Something

I'm trying to decide which one of these designs is better or if I should go with an even more different body plan for the mech

I think I'm leaning toward the one with the larger legs rn but I'm not sure

I don't expect to get any responses on this but I'd appreciate hearing which one people like better

PSA:

1. If you are not silly, it is vital you become silly

2. If you are silly, you must stay silly

2. If you used to be silly but have stopped, you must make all efforts to return to silliness

my apartment might just be the worst sleeping situation i’ve ever had. my mattress is a box spring that should’ve been replaced years ago. it’s fucking concave. i sleep on my front usually but that’s not really possible unless i want to be sleeping bent backwards. also the outside of the mattress is so fucked that with just a fitted sheet over it the springs are still digging into me. i had a box spring mattress last year it was so much better than this (not good but still way better) and the only way this mattress is remotely ok is if i put my thickest blanket on top of the mattress and sleep on that

so it takes me a while to fall asleep

but then there’s a construction site across the street from me that starts work at FIVE THIRTY IN THE FUCKING MORNING and is EXTREMELY LOUD

i’m going to go insane

i wanna be a dragon specifically so i can wrap my wings and tail around some shy tgirl and purr loud as fuck when she nervously reaches up to touch my scales

came up with a new bit to amuse the wife today. I call it "transfem dracula flow"

i should just carry something to draw with on me at all times

i never have one when i need it

sometimes i remember how fucked the world is and it gives me the weirdest explosion of simultaneous motivation and depression for like 20 minutes

i’m finally starting therapy this week though!

i keep just inexplicably feeling like shit late in the evening

there usually isn’t an event or a thought process that happens, i just start feeling like shit

it kinda sucks

repairs

making some big fluffy paws