well
looks like i'm depressed again
my brain has decided it’s time to remind me every 5 minutes that i’m not performing gender roles enough and like
yeah?
that’s kinda how i gender?
but it still insists on telling me that i’m not gendering enough?
i love how i’ll like one post and tumblr’s like
hey
want 572983682 more of those?
I gave my robotgirl GF some spicy stories to read. I'm sitting at my desk working on something and she's over by the couch reading them.
It's so cute, I can tell when she gets to "the good parts" by the sound of her fans spinning up.
One story was so exactly her thing that she couldn't read it continuously. She'd spin up her fans, then they'd get louder, and louder, and she'd put down the ebook reader. Slowly her fans spin down, her core temps get back to reasonable levels, and she picks it back up to continue reading.
The fans come up, get louder and louder, and then down goes the ebook until she's cooled off enough to pick it up again.
She cycled like that for almost two hours.
Honestly, the older I get the more I think you need to be a total freak to survive as yourself. Even if it's only for a little while every couple of weeks you need to let yourself be unapologetically yourself or you smother the part of you that's important.
tits
tabs are really simple if you’re playing a part that’s focused on picking
it just shows which fret to hold down on which string and when to play it
here’s an epona’s song tab
ignore the rests (squiggles)
the curved lines between numbers are just saying to let the note play for a little longer
i’d say just try playing through it one step at a time
try each fingering then play the strings
maybe set up some presets you can switch between for the different fingerings
you’ll have to practice a bit and you might not get it for a while but just stick with it
i’ve been playing guitar in webfishing lobbies and now i’m making friends with people?????
i love the webfishing community
reblogging bc my brain is being a little shit again today and this made me feel so much better
especially the last one
my favorite picture ever is the one that says “HELL IS FULL, BITCH” and then it has the national suicide prevention hotline on it. it makes me smile every time
butch miku
i’ve decided that instead of going back to a dating app i’m going to set up a big cardboard box propped up with a stick in my university’s park and i’ll put some pink monster energy and estrogen under it and write GAY PEOPLE on it in sharpie and then pull it down on top of anyone who goes for it
I finally beat alatreon today after like 5 months
really the thing that made the difference was getting access to tempered elder dragons at MR100
now i’m pretty sure i’m going to be making 2 separate builds to beat fatalis solo
it’s probably going to take at least 3 months