Ceci, Your Tags Scare Me

thank you Am, Momiyi and @astreia-oniria for tagging me! (and special thank you to Tumblr for not even accidentally sending me a note about it 🖕)

I can never answer a simple "this or that" question with one word only, sorry 😅

bad or nice LI - I don't mind bad either if we get a proper reasoning

blond or brown hair - hair colour doesn't really matter

cute or spicy illustrations

complicated or sweet relationship - complicated relationship is okay as well if the conflict is solved after some time...

evil or angel MC

love-hate or friend to lover relationship

short or long hair for LI - for male LI it doesn't matter, for female LI I prefer long hair

teasing or clever LI

sweet or deep voice - I can't imagine voices in my head anyway so uhh

hairy or not hairy

older or younger than MC - if the age difference isn't huge, both is okay

mysterious or popular LI

tattoo or not - I don't mind tattoo-less LIs, but damn! it's a certain bonus

some ex or not at all - if there's absolutely no chance that the ex comes back, it's kind of okay...

realistic or fairy

long or short story

lazy or awkward character - laziness is my job, all my OCs are hardworking ahahaha

long but fortnightly episode or short but monthly episode - I accept any kind of releasing schedule as long as the price of the episodes are realistic

childhood friend or new character

personality or beauty

bad or good ending - I'm always curious about bad endings for the sake of drama, but in reality I'm a sucker for fluff

sub or dom LI

marriage or not

honest or malicious

athletic or geek - "both? "both" "both are good"

light or dark eyes - as with hair, it doesn't matter that much

the most attractive smile or look

jealous LI or cool - somewhere in between? LI shouldn't accuse MC of anything, but I don't want them not to notice everything MC does

caring or protective LI

ambitious or dreamer LI

cute moment or spicy moment

rivalry or not for LI - to some degree only, though!

selfish or altruistic MC

introverted or extroverted MC

romantic or playful LI

in conclusion: I'm completely indecisive, as usually 😌

most of the people I know were already tagged, so.... :c

This or That ( Otome vers.)

I like this kind of game. I I haven’t seen this game for otome, so let’s do it! (color or bold what you prefer)

bad or nice LI / blond or brown hair / cute or spicy illustrations / complicated or sweet relationship / evil or angel MC / love-hate or friend to lover relationship / short or long hair for LI / teasing or clever LI / sweet or deep voice / hairy or not hairy / older or younger than MC / mysterious or popular LI / tattoo or not / some ex or not at all / realistic or fairy / long or short story / lazy or awkward character / long but monthly episode or short but fortnightly episode / childhood friend or new character / personality or beauty / bad or good ending / sub or dom LI / marriage or not / honest or malicious / athletic or geek / light or dark eyes / the most attractive smile or look / jealous LI or cool / caring or protective LI / ambitious or dreamer LI  / cute moment or spicy moment /  rivalry or not for LI / Selfish or altruistic MC / introverted or extroverted MC / romantic or playful LI / 

tagging @momiyi-chan​ @draconess-tania​ @vanillaamoursucrethings​ @cofffae​ @louis-ratking​

if you want to do it, let’s go 🌻

hi! sorry, i have not seen the list of characters you write, so,,, can i request 15 (NOT nsfw), 1 and 2 with Leif, please? 🌺

of course! in the fandoms I'm part of I'll gladly write about anyone, my only "problem" is that I don't know every character well, so sometimes I fear what I write is very far from the canon version of that character

also, I wrote some rules about requesting, I'll post it as well soon and you will see my current fandoms there

1. cuddling

Leiftan tries to avoid Guardian after waking up as much as possible, but that doesn't mean he forgot her touch, the feeling of embracing each other

so even though he's "supposed" to be avoiding her, he sometimes finds himself wanting to hug her. Guardian herself wouldn't mind it (she isn't the one who wants to avoid the other one anyway...), so they start spending some time together in the gardens, laying on the ground, just cuddling, no words needed

it's actually really helpful in rebuilding their relationship. spending so much time together but not really doing anything helps Leiftan come to terms with his past

after they get together properly, they will often relax while just cuddling

2. kissing

I imagine Leiftan to enjoy giving small pecks on Guardian's neck, behind her ears, corner of her lips, etc. they are not proper kisses, but they are sweet enough to show his affection

he also likes trailing kisses along her stomach, though this is rather difficult if Guardian is ticklish 🤭

I think he's into kissing Guardian's hand as well, but he drops this habit after they get together, as it's mostly usual while courting

15. touching

Leiftan didn't lose completely his courtesy, he doesn't touch Guardian much in public besides hugging or holding hands, even with these he's very shy in the beginning

he does like to surprise Guardian with covering her eyes from behind. sometimes she returns it, the feeling of her small and warm hands over his eyes always makes him chuckle

also, just. Leiftan's hand is bigger than Guardian's. please, I want this

in private he's more courageous, but still not very touchy (he can get dirty, but he keeps that side of him to when she sleeps with him). sometimes Guardian just lays on Leiftan, with her back against his chest. he either hugs her from behind or play with her hair, both are relaxing and at the same time affectionate

thank you Ceci! my answers are under the cut as well, so it doesn't take up much space

I tag: @vanillaamoursucrethings and @idolcandy I don't actually know many writers oops

what fandom / character do you like to write for the most? My Candy Love, specifically Nathaniel. I also enjoyed writing ED headcanons, but I don't have a favourite character there. I mostly write my own stories, so....

how do you cope with writing blocks? I don't

how often your inbox is open? there were two occasions where I closed it, once when I had many requests, they just kept coming and I needed a little time to catch up. I don't even remember why I closed it the second time, but most likely something school related. my askbox is almost always open

what is the post you found the hardest to write? there isn't one exact writing that was hard for me, generally the ones with characters that I'm not really close to (Ezarel, Valkyon, Lysander)

what topics are the hardest for you? none ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ well, I mean. if you want me to write a let's say, plumber!Castiel AU, then it would be hard because I know literally nothing about plumbing, but I think I'd manage it with research and stuff if it's a sensitive theme, I might just refuse to write it (or to write it explicitly) because I can see it during online education that you can't just learn anything from the net, and I'd rather not write something than write it wrong

do you find it hard to say no to a request? I haven't said "no" to a request yet, so I have no idea 😅

how many requests do you have in your inbox right now? one

what topics do you don’t want to write about? same as "what topics are the hardest for you?"

what Tumblr writers do you like the most? okay, so. @marycecilyy is / was perfect, I'm really sad she won't write for MCL anymore, but I still stan her, I'm sure she's going to write masterpieces for SE as well. she's partly the reason why I joined Tumblr anyway, but shhh! don't tell her! joking, I reblogged this from her, lmao, I'm a dumbass I consider @vanillaamoursucrethings more an artist than a writer, since I've seen her draw more, but when she writes, damn! absolutely amazing! I wish I could describe things as perfectly as her, the way her writing "flows" is literally perfect my English vocabulary is not enough to express how much I love @idolcandy. amazing. showstopping. spectacular. I started reading for MCL here and on AO3 way before I joined Tumblr, and I realised afterwards that my favourite writings were from her. 9999 / 10. definitely would recommend

how long do the requests usually stay in your inbox? few days, maybe a week or two, but I don't think I've let an ask sit more than that

do you prefer to answer the requests or to write your own ideas? both! it's a bit more comfortable when the idea is mine, since I don't have this "what if they don't like it?" feeling in the pit of my stomach, but I really enjoy writing requests ^^ it makes me really happy when people "trust" me with bringing their idea to life

what are your top 5 most popular posts?

living together with the HSL boys -> 101 notes

Valentine's Day 2021 continuation - Lance -> 51 notes

touching; favourite types of kissing (Lance) -> 46 notes

first kiss; bathing / showering (Lance) -> 44 notes

shortie (Candy x Nathaniel) NSFW -> 41 notes

smut, humour, angst or fluff?

I kinda gave up writing smut, I don't think it's good enough

I don't have sense of humour

my angst always lacks depth

I can't write happy stuff ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

what are the works you liked writing the most? the three Valentine's Day continuations for Eldarya (Lance, Leiftan, Nevra - I was too lazy to write Mathieu as well, hahah) the "living together..." headcanons for MCL (HSL boys, UL / LL LIs) "Alone with your thoughts" (Candy x Castiel)

name some ideas your working on now a Tadashi piece for a friend; a second part to my "Drive away" MCL fanfic; a new MCL fanfic

Me as a writer challenge!

I was tagged by @arlingtonssweetheart. Thank youuu

What fandom/character do you like to write for the most?

How do you cope with writing blocks?

How often your inbox is open?

What is the post you found the hardest to write?

What topics are the hardest for you?

Do you find it hard to say no to a request?

How many requests do you have in your inbox right now?

What topics do you don’t want to write about?

What Tumblr writers do you like the most?

How long the requests usually stay in your inbox?

Do you prefer to answer the requests or to write your own ideas?

What are your top 5 most popular posts?

Smut, humor, angst or fluff?

What are the works you liked writing the most?

Name some ideas your working on now.

Answers below the cut!!!

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Hey, I wonder whether YOU take commissions :)

hello!

thank you for your question, but no, I don’t take comissions at the moment and I don’t really plan on in the future (though this can change)

I do take simple, free requests however! I’m a little busy these days so I couldn’t write as much as I wanted, but feel free to send me any request ^^

@otomes-and-tears familiar feeling?

how other people see my enthusiasm in writing fics: passion

how it really is:

hey guys I made a uquiz - what nostalgic thing i've been using to cope lately are YOU? link will b in the reblogs

For the game! Beliath (ML), Chrome (Eldarya) and L (Death Note) !

Thank you!

Kiss (because I ain’t sleeping with him): Chrome

Marry: Beliath 😍

Kill: L (sorry, but I don’t know Death Note)

okay, I did a thing...

the template's not mine, you can check it out here!

I am excited to see your takes on these

my Tumblr committed harakiri :/ I don't get any kind of notification when I get a note, only if I directly go to the "activity" page. I also don't see while being in my drafts (for example) if someone posted something this means that I might miss some things (tagging me, commenting under my posts, maybe even asks? I don't know yet) so I'm really sorry in advance 😔 I'll wait a day, then report it if it doesn't get better and hope it will be fixed 🤞

nathaniel lockscreens.

🎨 art cr: choiizzy on instagram.

like and credit @arendeiis on twitter :).