oh and that gap in my resume is when i was digging my own grave
haiku #6, tathev simonyan
— Franz Kafka // Richard Siken
dostoevsky was so funny in the sense that he’ll start a story/novel by saying “and please forgive me if i’ve omitted important details or facts, but if i mention everything with full explanation i would fill a very large volume!” and then describes every little thing, emotion, feeling and thought his characters are having like yes king !! go off the rails !! oh you’re saying 400 pages aren’t enough for your little story?? no worries!! cause we don’t mind reading a 700+ page retelling of a story !! people in their teens and 20 somethings yearn for your writings !!!
obsessed where stories where it is like. the mistakes are unfixable and the worst thing that could happen happened and nothing can go back to how it was. but there was still love in this and love will continue after this and love endures always.
“Everything has been figured out,
except how to live.”
— Jean-Paul Sartre
I don’t mean to interrupt people I just randomly remember things and get really excited I’m sorry
"I exist as I am, that is enough,
If no other in the world be aware I sit content,
And if each and all be aware I sit content.
One world is aware and by far the largest to me,
and that is myself..."
Walt Whitman
Song of Myself
"There are times when I am convinced I am unfit for any human relationship."
–Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice
obsessed with her vibe
“They were only speaking the part of god that they themselves could glimpse. And this truth was only as small as they themselves were small.”
— Lauren Groff, The Vaster Wilds