I like the aspect of Mizi and Sua's dynamic that delves a lot into miscommunication and some parts of jealousy, because Sua's also a bit of a baby about communicating her feelings, Mizi almost fully relies on her to let her know because she's indifferent to her environment and doesn't seem to notice why Sua's upset, and that's because Sua's gripes are entirely a product of her own jealousy and irritation/ or rather exasperation at Mizi not being able to figure it out on her own, even though she's not not meeting her halfway. She doesn't want Mizi to think the worst of her. Even though she confides in Mizi, that's why I don't think she tells Mizi about those feelings as openly, but in general, she doesn't want to ruin that cloud of obliviousness with anything. But alas, Sua can get very petty. Mizi's still the meanie for allowing Till to play with them, not realizing how he looks at her like Sua does, and she's still a dummy for being so dense, even though she's earnestly trying to see what Sua's so upset about...
Sua's common instances of jealousy come from her possessive and obsessive instinct, and importantly, her mistrust of the boys, mostly stemming from how she doesn't want to lose Mizi to anything- at heart, she wants Mizi to be with just her to ensure that Mizi is unchanged and always safe. They can change her if she's influenced by them too much, but Mizi is all too trusting and too kind, especially of Ivan and Till, who are kind to her
I also think Sua doesn't communicate because she's sensitive and can't put it into words, she also can't because she fears it blowing up in her face if she appears unreasonable or something of the sort, she fears feeling hurt or feeling like something will wedge a noticeable gap between her and Mizi that she can't control, her protectiveness over Mizi's dreams and naivety keeps their emotional vulnerability limited from being fully open to each other already, but conflict, albeit inevitable because Sua is delicate, it would hurt her. (in that sense, it's strangely counterintuitive of her. but I can also see it as her being immature, sometimes it just can't be helped ) so she's practically the embodiment of clenching her fist from behind a tree where you can't see her with tears in her eyes because she wants to explode you with her mind, but is too non-confrontational/ stonewalling
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