“I am haunted. All my dreams are nightmares.”
— Susan Sontag, As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh
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#153
Hay gente que no te dice que te extraña porque prefiere no molestar; pero revisa tus estados, mira sus fotos juntos, relee conversaciones. Recuerda y recuerda y eso también es decirlo. También hay gente que no te dice que te quiere porque le cuesta, pero se preocupa. Te escucha, te cuida. Y eso también es decirlo. Hay gente que no dice, pero siente.
“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”
— Sylvia Plath
me quiero enamorar de alguien que me enseñe lo que es sano, real y único.
Siempre me he preguntado
¿Qué habría pasado si te hubiese dicho lo mucho que me gustabas?
your face looks familiar. “rest here,” you say. i wrap my arms around your neck and it feels appropriate not to let go. who are you? who are you? the moon looks serene, you place your head on my shoulder and we talk about the gods, your voice makes me feel well. you kiss my cheek and pause for a while i feel your smile against my face and i tell you, “do this everytime you see me.” it’s like you know too well how scared i am to be alone. you appear when the night is pitch-black and the blanket isn’t warm enough to make me feel safe. you appear when my memory is unclear and my heart is disturbed. we kiss like we hate missing each other when the sun appears. we kiss like lovers, we kiss like we both want to stay this way, forever.
but in the morning you’ll go / m.c (via pakalmot)