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the big guy needs a life, and tonight he’s out experiencing the real world!

there’s a future version of me who’s proud I was strong enough

on misty paths

by Denny Bitte

Introverts have fun too. We just don’t care if you know.

New Yorker 1950-1955 Album, 1955

Addiction. Spending money on drugs instead of necessities. Emptying your bank account for a gram. Starving for days, high on the shit that makes you feel invincible. Stealing from family to make it through the week you say it’s for gas but it’s really for drugs. Giving your body to a man that sees you as a piece of meat just for 300 bucks a week you feel worthless. Addiction. Always wanting to quit but never knowing how. Addiction. Afraid to tell your family because you’re scared they’ll shut you out. Addiction. Snorting lines in your room alone because you have nothing better to do. Addiction. Feeling like the biggest failure for just trying to numb the pain. Addiction.

I’m just going to leave this here

.Haunted. Colored an old pencil drawing from 2 years ago. Prints will be available at Youmacon for sale at our Drawtober booth! : – >

*looks up at night sky* *sees more stars than usual* *mood immediately lifts by 93%*

The cutest cat

Yogu

I just love sleep so much ……. like u just close ur eyes and ur gone bitch ………… brain logged the fuck off ……… powerful

(Source)

mood for february is to refocus on self. freeing yourself from whatever has been dragging your soul down. saying “no” when needed. taking a step back. providing yourself with constant reassurance of your strength. mentally, emotionally, and spiritually preparing for the upcoming year. cleanse yourself from the inside out.

Them: stop apologising all the time

Me:

Me: …sorry

When my mum tries to hug me after being a piece of shit

Emotional Abuse:

1) They are always right

Somehow, you will always be in the wrong. Facts and events get twisted and you will always end up being the guilty party. Nothing they do is ever their fault. They will have one set of rules for themselves and another set for everyone else. They do not take responsibility for their part and trying to get them to own up to something will leave you disappointed and frustrated.

2) They blame others

As previously mentioned, emotional abusers are never to blame for anything that goes wrong. They will somehow always be the victim. They will steadfastly refuse to apologise for their actions and blame anyone else,anything else to get off the hook. You are wasting your time if you hope that your emotionally abusive partner will apologise and work hard to change his/her ways. Why should they when it’s not their fault?

3) Gas-lighting

This involves making you believe things that didn’t really happen or aren’t really there. For example telling you that they have told you about an upcoming party that you are 100% sure they never told you about. They will never doubt themselves. Instead they will roll their eyes and insist they told you leaving you to doubt your memory. They will push their version of reality on to you and you may end up feeling as if you are going crazy, not knowing what is true anymore.

4) They are critical of others but do not apply the same rules to themselves

Emotional abusers often have low self-awareness. This is often because they are more tuned in to others in order to control them and manipulate them. Apart from being quite controlling characters, they are known for their constant put-downs.

Something Ricked This Way Comes (season1episode9)

yeah.