Me, Putting My Pants Back On And Realizing, Oh, I Did Gain. Again.

nvm I'm feeling like shit right now.

discovering my bf followed my Spotify. uh, well, okay. gotta set my settings so it doesn't show him when and that I'm listening to music.

dropping off the Internet again (not posting or responding to anyone for probably a week again) and debate suicide

Fucking hate when others look at me.

Do not perceive me. I wasn’t made to be noticed. Im nothing to look at.

i am freezing right now, why is the cafeteria so cold

want to commit but I got a thing going on tomorrow, so suicide debate is postponed. (I'm upset for no reason and hating on everyone)

I'm taking this as a ghosting/breakup. 4 years to nothing I guess.

he's more worried about his friend after they said "I gtg" and like. okay.

i like to think i make it obvious how im generally doing.

guess I really don't mean shit. :)

One day everyone will think I’m just offline for awhile but I’ll be gone