Cutting Myself Back Up Sounds Absolutely Great Right Now

honestly just getting more and more afraid to ever get into another/new relationship because of this. I'm afraid, I'll be constantly afraid that they'll just suddenly leave one day too. I'll get overly too attached and clingy. on top of my already constantly splitting on people. I'm just fucking afraid now because of him.

if anyone has reblogged my posts, can someone tell me? i would like them back (you don't have to)

i was rotting-in-the-forest

found out bf now has a tumblr through my other blog (he followed it)

better hope he never stumbles onto this side and find this account

my head hurts (from being sick) and is also telling me to do certain things

brotha, shut up shut up quit telling your boyfriend you basically have a secret account

How are you supposed to just get up and go to school and go to work and come home and make dinner and fold the laundry and not want to kill yourself the whole fucking time.

“Made my bed

cleared my head

closed my eyes

let me rest

fuck the help!

fuck my friends!

fuck my life!

let me end!”

haha sorry for the late reply, i was busy thinking of all the reasons why i should kms aha.

being online but not responding to anyone