when mary oliver said ‘if you suddenly and unexpectedly feel joy, don’t hesitate. give in to it.’
and mahmoud darwish said ‘and if happiness should surprise you again, do not mention its previous betrayal.
enter into the happiness, and burst.’
back where I belong. (in bed.)
i’m so obsessed with women with random specific interests like i saw a woman who collects scissors and immediately fell in love baby i’ll buy you all the scissors we could even… nvm
(bangs fist on table) i want him sweaty, whimpering, overstimulated, moaning, sniffling, twitching, squirming, whining, gasping, bucking his hips, drooling, begging (swipes papers onto the floor)
NOW
Loser girls we will prevail
laid up in bed googling normal things like have i ruined my life. is it too late
hey sexy what time do you plan on being done grieving
i dont “have ptsd” that’s all just the wizard’s curse
going for the weekly scheduled torture appointment (work)
something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is