Wait What Do Uou Mean People Are Crediting Miku Instead Of The Producers Whar 😭

who else be stuck exclusively consuming niche media and making fan content for niche media because one of your fuckass disorders make it so consuming popular stuff stress you out for some strange reason

its not even “how can i be different today”. its like the more people talk about something the more the ND goblins upstairs reject it and push it to the back of the log against my will. its kind of really annoying because when deltarune chapter 2 came out people talking about it everywhere made me not want to touch it for months when i genuinely love tobys creations. like what evolutionary advantage caused this symptom to exist ?? is it even an ADHD thing?? idek

watching your beautiful moots finally finding a popular media they enjoy then having their fan creations loved by thousands (like they deserve) hits so different bc as much as youre happy for them that will probably never happen to you. bleh

beastie yaoi is crazy

So... the beasties in my Beastieball game became ✨️Rivals✨️.

nvm i think im not entirely the issue i think the meltdown kept getting worse bc my mom is just rly bad at talking and if i had the support of someone whos chill abt it ill be ok. cus she was saying stuff like “im [age] im going to die soon i cant help you forever” like great im already stressing out and now i gotta think about my parents mortality on top of it too

i dont want to blame her bc shes genuinely trying but man oh man

adhd is like, it mostly isnt there, until you have to do paperwork then suddenly its a whole meltdown and feeling like maybe you arent made for this world and should not be here

im really tired

dude im reall on tumgle

hi hi hihih hi hi :3 hi hi hi

this is still sugarcoating it. i failed two years of school bc of my wandersong fixation. im not joking and rhis is not meant to be funny, im tired. every now and then i remember being ND is at least 48% suffering

Pros of hyperfixiation:

Happy!

Art ideas

Life is good

Cons of hyperfixiation:

I am going to blow up

All my art is of the same guy

If I don't think about this 24/7 I get violent

cute little sunhat

imagine a goat with a hat

STOP-

what hat did you give the goat what is the instinctual hat you gave to this goat

actually so fucking depressing. those assignments were not hard. children are becoming more stupid

SHUT UPPPPPPPPP EEEUYUUGHHHH

Quick sketch.

Hand is paralyzed again. I don't plan on drawing anything new only trying to dust off old sketches or ideas. maybe more POTO posting, maybe more tangents about the lore. idk, there's so little to work with Maxwell right now I'm thirsting for new content.

what the hell did they do oh my god nooo

if loop was real i think they would get hit by cars

If you manage to hit a glowing thing that is eye level with the average car driver then Loop was getting hit on purpose.