You are the masochist, deriving a strange and profound satisfaction from the emotional complexities of your wife’s sexual and emotional relationships with other men. This naturally casts her in the role of the sadist. The one who brings both pain and pleasure.
In a traditional relationship, it might be expected for her to leave you for the better man. You’ve even come to accept that possibility, perhaps even eroticize it.
But what if she leaves? You’re no longer her cuckold. You’ll always love her, but she wants you by her side. To worship her as you do, to be the man who allows her complete freedom and never holds her back. You’re not just her partner, you’re her best friend and her foundation. If she leaves, she loses that. There’s no gain for her, because in this dynamic, she already has everything she wants. She doesn't have to leave you to be with another man.
Just hearing you say it already makes my cock rock hard.
The message she is sending you by letting you see them together like this is that he is now the one she loves the most, while you are nothing more than her cuckold and she has no respect for you as a man.
Yes mine has. Her old boyfriend was the first guy she told me about. She told me she had the chance to fuck him but turned him down. She says “if I could go back I definitely would’ve fucked him.”