Romantic Dynamic: (Mad) Scientist And Loyal Assistent Who Helps Them With All Their Ideas, Works, Researchments,

I miss so madafukin bad the cow I sat next to on the farm party of my baby cousin. I feel such a deep nostalgia and sadness remembering the few minutes i was on the zacate with her\him. I felt a peace i have never felt before, i was so happy, just existing on the grass with the cow. I gonna cry myself to sleep now.

I want a house on the countryside, i want a place, where i can hide.

Kinda wanting to be a spirit on the appalachian mountains.

I'm a parasocial voyeuristic freak.

*Ethel Cain Perverts album and Catholic music on spanish is sounding in the background*

I want to be completely honest with you. Spit it all out, raw, down to the nastiness. And I want you to hear it all and still want to stay in the room with me.

The yearning, Oh!, the yearning.