âJust close your eyes. I will still be here when you open them again.â
âSure, you can use me as a pillow.â
âIâd come for you. No matter what, when you need me, I will be there.â
âCan you walk? Iâd be happy to carry you.â
âThis is not who you are. I know you better than that.â
âI know, it hurts. Iâm so sorry, but we have to get this out.â
âYou can hold my hand.â
âThe nightmares are just an illusion. Iâm really here.â
âTell me to stay and I will be here for as long as youâll have me.â
âItâs okay to be afraid sometimes.â
âJust keep breathing. In and out. Youâre doing great.â
âYou donât have to be strong all the time.â
âItâs alright. Iâm not going to let go.â
âShow me where it hurts.â
âIf you donât know where to go, you can always come here.â
âYou can go to sleep now. I will keep watch.â
âHey, listen to me. Youâre safe. Nothing is going to hurt you.â
âI want you to know that itâs okay to cry.â
âTake all the time you need.â
âIf you feel safer with me being there, you know I will always be there.â
âJust look at me. Forget everything else.â
âThey wonât take you away from me ever again.â
âYou need to keep your eyes open. Just a little longer.â
âDonât let your fears dictate your life.â
âIâm going to ask you how you are and I would like you to answer me honestly.â
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Okay, so - here's a little theory. Bear in mind, I don't know everything there is to know about the JSE egos timeline. But there's something that's been on my mind after watching "Don't Make Eye Contact/Argentum Inanis" last night. After the fangirling: "Oh, there's Anti again! Yay!"
After researching theories and rewatching that video, a question never left my mind.
"How many times have we looked into Anti's eyes?"
Now, this may seem impossible to figure out, but bear with me. Most of the time (if not all) Anti shows up, he looks at US; not at the camera. Since we're so used to looking into SeĂĄn's eyes when he talks, it's inevitable to avoid eye contact with Anti. He knows that. Plus, when people talk to us, our natural instinct is to make eye contact with them because that helps us immerse ourselves in what the person is saying.
I can't speak for everyone, but in my experience, every time Anti has shown up, I lock eyes with him. And since I noticed in "Transference Part 2," the part where the man with the glasses talks about how crystals are everywhere, a glitch happens. Within that glitch, if you slow down the playback, you can see Anti and he can see you. At the last second, you can see Anti's left eye looking past the glitch at you.
So that brings up the question again: "How many times have we looked into Anti's eyes?"
Anti is sentient, a master at breaks in the fourth wall. He's watched Sean's mannerisms and keened into them. We're so used to looking into SeĂĄn's eyes when he talks to us or keeping our eyes on the face cam while he played games even before Anti. Even from day one when SeĂĄn played FNAF: Sister Location, you can see Anti looking past the camera at you.
Now, imagine this for a moment: A video like "Go on a Date with Markiplier," but replace Mark and Dark with SeĂĄn and Anti. Imagine Anti holding you captive and giving you choices. He'll be making eye contact with you most (if not all) of the time as he stands right in front of you holding his knife, degrading you - degrading us - and calling us his puppets.
From the very beginning, Anti corrupted us by looking into our eyes. That's how he catches you and lures you in. It's inevitable to avoid eye contact with him because we're so used to looking into SeĂĄn's eyes. Any time Anti is in the background, he always turns back to look at you - not at SeĂĄn, because he's always there, always watching. Even in the videos where you don't see him, you know he's there. Every one of SeĂĄn's videos gives me a feeling that Anti is still there.
And sooner or later, I have a feeling there will be a "Go on a Date with Jacksepticeye" video which starts out nice and sweet but ends with a glitch demon holding you captive and demeaning you. Or even switching from the "I love you for paying so much attention to me" to "I hate you for making me go through this circle over and over." Soon, Anti will get sick of the cycle and go for us next because we are the community SeĂĄn loves most.
That's just my theory though. Let me know what you guys think.
(EDIT: 11/22/21 - I'll put the clip of Anti from Transference Part 2, so you know I'm not crazy when I say you can see him looking at you. đą)
"Youve been trying to deal with this yourself?" Marvin to JJ?
I am so sorry for how long this took! D: I hope you enjoy anyway!
Jameson squeezed his eyes shut and grit his teeth. He pulled his shirt over his arm, his breath shaking as the fabric slid over the wound. Even through the bandages, he could feel it. It was so sensitive, and getting worse by the day! But he couldnât complain. It was nothing compared to what his brothers endured on the regular.
He took a deep breath. He could suck it up. What was one scratch compared to the countless injuries Jackie was constantly nursing? The cuts and bruises Marvin always had? The constant struggle Chase was always going through? The stress that always wore Schneep down to a point beyond exhaustion? How could Jameson complain about something as small as a scratch on his arm?
Heâd learned enough from the doctor to know how to bandage it properly. So heâd taken care of it on his own. He set a smile on his face and went downstairs. Marvin was the only other one awake yet. He looked up and grinned. âHey! Finally, someone else is awake!â
âHow long have you been up?â
ââŚIâm not sure. Since before sunrise, I know that.â
Jameson laughed and sat down next to Marvin. Snappers emerged from Marvinâs cape, looking at Jameson from Marvinâs shoulder. âGood morning, Snappers! he said as cheerfully as he could. The little dragon hopped down from Marvinâs shoulder and started sniffing at Jamesonâs arm. She made a noise of concern.
Marvin furrowed his brows. "Hey, whatâs wrong?â Snappers sniffed and made the noise again. She clawed at Jamesonâs sleeve. âSnappers, stop that!â Marvin scolded. The dragon climbed up the couch cusiononto the back of the couch. She sniffed at Jamesonâs upper arm.
Jameson suppressed his panic. âWhat on earth are you doing, you funny little-AHG, OW!â Snappers had brushed her nose against the scratch. Jameson clutched his arm, squeezing it so right that it went from agonizing to numb. He whimpered.
Marvin grabbed Snapperws and moved her to his lap. âJJ, whatâs wrong with your arm?â
Jameson knew he couldnât deny anything at this point. âIt-itâs really nothing. Just a scrape.â
âNo way you had that reaction with just a scrape. Show me your arm.â
âItâs truly nothing! No need to concern yourself with it, Iâm perfectly-â
âWe both know I donât believe this. Just show me, please.â
Jameson sighed. He pulled his sleeve up to his shoulder. The bandages were hardly pristine anymore, blood having soaked through completely. Marvin carefully unwrapped the bandages. Jameson hissed as the air stung the wound when it was uncovered.
Marvin gaped at it. âYouâve been trying to deal with this yourself? Itâs huge! And it looks like itâs getting infected!â
âI thought, well I thought it was miniscule compared to what everyone else always has to handle! I didnât want to be a bother!â
âMiniscule?! Itâs almost shoulder to elbow length!â Marvin shouted incredulously. He stood up. âWeâre getting Schneep. Right now.â
âBut he has so much to worry over already! It wouldnât be right, throwing my own problems at him!â
âHeâll have lot more to worry about if it gets worse!â Marvin took a deep breath. âYouâre not being a bother, okay? People get hurt. It happens.â His expression softened. âYou know you arenât a bother, right?â
âIâŚI suppose.â
âCome on. Letâs get you fixed up.â
(Iâm very tired, I hope this is decent!)
(I was listening to Fall Out Boy and got inspired! I know they arenât American but itâs a common enough phrase, yeah? These are connected to a couple prompt requests I did a while ago, but they arenât necessary to read to read this one! You can find them if you search evil!Marvin on my blog, I think!)
Jack backed away from the magician, terror shining in his eyes and sending shivers throughout his body. âW-what did you do to them?â
Marvin grinned, and it was so big that coupled with his mask he almost looked like the Cheshire Cat as he stared at Jack from the shadows. âWhatâs the matter, Jack? You donât like their new looks?â
Jack shook his head. The ânew looksâ put a chill in his bones, and tears in his eyes.
They were faded. Almost completely see-through, save the faint blue and green outlines. The red of Jackieâs suit was gone, replaced with a dark green. His cape was in tatters, and it hung off of one shoulder by literally a thread. His mask hung around his neck, the blue so dark it could have been black.
Chaseâs hat was pulled far down over his eyes, but Jack could still see as bright blue tears steamed down his face. His gun was held in his hand, though his grip was so loose it could have fallen at any second. The skull on his hat had been replaced, and a playing card took up itâs place.
Jamesonâs hat was gone entirely, his usually neat hair wild and unkempt. His pocket watch had fallen through a hole in his pocket. It slowly turned as it hung, the light not even flirting off the also ghost-like watch. His vest was unbuttoned and wrinkled. It was the same color as Chaseâs tears.
Schneep was the only one looking directly at Jack. His coat was covered in shimmering blue stains, stains that Jack was sure were meant to represent blood. His mask and cap were gone, his glasses cracked and broken. His blue scrubs were now a pale green. In his hand he held an empty syringe. He locked eyes with Jack. Jack searched for any traces of his friend, but the doctorâs eyes were empty.
Perhaps the most chilling of allâŚwas Anti. He stood next to Marvin, a similar grin to the magicianâs on his face, but he too was transparent. The cut on his neck dripped with pale blue static instead of blood. His hair was falling in his face, almost coveeing his eyes. His eyes didnât ever change or flicker. They stayed a sickening shade of green.
The same shade of green that surrounded Marvin as he raised his hand. The ego all lurched forward. âLetâs hear it! For Americaâs sweethearts!â he shouted. âOr, they used to be!â He walked up to Jack, his face bright with glee. âIsnât it wonderful? My spell worked! Not a single fan remembers any of them! I even erased the great Antisepticeye! And he helped me get strong enough to do it! He never thought Iâd go against him!â Marvin cackled, and Jack flinched.
âWhat did they ever do to you?â Jack said. He backed away, trying to make it to the kitchen. If he could just get a weapon⌠âYou didnât have to do this, Marvin! I could have helped you! I never meant to-â
âTo abandon me?â Marvin interrupted. The venom in his voice didnât match the grin the remained spread across his face. âTo leave me to suffer? To force me to live off of scraps of attention from the fans? TO NOT EVEN GIVE ME A NAME?! I WAS LEFT WEAK, PATHETIC! YOU COULD HAVE KNOCKED ME OUT WITH A FEATHER! YOU NEVER WANTED TO HELP ME, JACK!â He kept grinning, even as he screamed. He took a deep breath. âI didnât have to do this. Youâre right! But I must confess-â he paused, and looked at the other egos as though admiring a work of art, â- Iâm in love with my own sins.â
Jack was so close. He could duck into the kitchen, grab a knife, at least heâd be able to defend himself. But when he went to run, he found a warm feeling surround him. He couldnât move. He cast his eyes down. Green and blue surrounded him, not unlike how it surrounded the egos. Marvin had his hand held out, and it glowed with the same colors.
âTsk, tsk. I donât think so, Jack.â He curled his fingers, and Jack was yanked towards him harshly. He put an arm around Jackâs shoulder in an almost friendly manner. âSee, I got to thinking. The spell worked so well with the egos, whoâs to say it wonât work as well with you?â
âDonât you dare,â Jack managed to growl.
Marvin ignored him. âWhy canât the world revolve around me? Oh, youâll say that you arenât that important, the world doesnât revolve around you, but for you fansâŚwell, for a lot of them, their world does. You can bow, and pretend you donât know youâre a legend, but you are. You are to millions! And I want that. I crave it! Why canât I replace you with me? I can remove memories, why wouldnât I be able to change them?â
âMarvinâŚpleaseâŚI never meant to abandon youâŚâ Jack said, every word a struggle to get out past the magic. âJustâŚlet me goâŚit doesnât have to be like this!â
Marvin made a face like he was in deep thought. âNo, no it doesnât.â His grinned returned, and he stared Jack in the eyes. âBut I want it to be.â
Fantasy Masks AU: Chapter Six
A JSE Fanfic
*gasp* A POV change?! For the first time in this story?! How exciting! Yeah short description because Iâve had a long day as of queueing this, but basically we follow Marvin as he tries to track down the King. But instead, along the way, he meets someone new. And thatâs all I have to say. Hope you enjoy :)
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The noble family Portmota lived on the edge of the Southern Moors, their castle built on the last bit of solid land before the rivers came in and flooded the south of the kingdom. Officially, their claim covered all of the Moors, but everybody knew that the Moors ran on their own, much like the mountain villages to the west and north. But the meagerness of their claim didnât stop the family from building themselves a solid, grand castle. It sat on top of a small hill, surrounded by a thick stone wall. The castleâs multiple towers reached the sky, and were numerous to require a large staff to keep the place running for the noble family and any visitors they might have.
With such a large body of servants, it was easy to slip in unnoticed. They always accepted help, and as long as you didnât appear troublesome, theyâd immediately snatch you up and put you to work the moment you asked for a position, no interview needed.Â
This was something Marvin found out first hand when he decided to infiltrate the castle in preparation for the Kingâs visit.
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TW: Slight Mentions of dislocated limbs, broken bones, bleeding, and angst
Description: JJ always liked Puppets, its just that the word âpuppetâ had a different meaning now
JJ always found puppets fascinating, he remembered making a sock puppet once when he was little after seeing a puppet theatre show at elementary school, he couldnât remember his name because it was so long ago, but he remembers playing with it fondly and even putting on his own shows for show and tell.
âPuppetâ had a different meaning now. He remembers the flash, the glitch forward as everything around him suddenly grew too bright, too loud, too colorful, disoriented, confused, but he had friendsâŚ.Maybe even brothers.
Finding out puppets were still a thing was a relief, as were radios, books, everything that he knew from the old times still existed, but he couldnât shake the feeling every time he saw a puppet show online, he remembers the tingle in the back of his neck, as if an invisible claw had pricked a string. He shook it off at the time, just a weird twinge in his spine. It was fine.
He was too late to do anything when they all got taken. He was too late to save them. He was too late to see his own strings get pulled.
He played the Morse again, a slight whisper in his ear told him no one cared, no one was there, he gritted his teeth and walked spindly towards the door after no answer he passed by a room, hesitantly opened the door and on the shelf was them. Limbs sticking out in odd angles, mouths agape as if JJ had surprised them, but he knew that wasnât the case, a single string was wrapped around ones throat, along with a stethoscope, another, his cape frayed, burned, his eyes bleeding as he tried to speak to JJ but all that came out was a harsh rasping breath. He heard the voice again, and his own strings snapped into place as he robotically took his own place on the shelf, and the door behind him closed and locked, and his eyes shut as he heard the squish of the knife right as the magician let out a rasping squeak, a harsh voice answering âShut up. Puppets arenât supposed to talk, kͧÍiĚÍŚtÍͤͪtĚĚyĚÍ ĚÍÍŹÍĚżÍcÍÍĚĚĚÍÍŤaĚÍt~ĚͨÍâ âPuppetâ had a different meaning now
JJ was always fascinated by Puppets and the way they couldnât move.
Its Just that he and his FrĚiÍĄen͢ds were now like that too.
(A/N: Oops I dropped some angst oh noooo :P If you wanna be added to the tag list feel free to DM me or shoot me an ask I will gladly add you!)
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Would you mind to do âYouâll be mine soon enoughâ with Marvin and Anti?
Think â think of the others. Think of â of âÂ
âTh̡iĚsÍ Í˘iÍĄsĚ exÍactlyĚś wĚľh͢a̢tĚ´ ̨I loĚľve abÍouÍty̢ou,Í mÍa̢g͢iÍcĚi̧aÍn,â Anti hissed as his hands tightened on the sides of Marvinâs head, hooked nails drawing pinpricks of blood from his scalp that were instantly swallowed by the static buzzing around his head. âYoÍuĚrĚ resĚľiĚlÍien̢ce. YoÍuÍrĚś dÍ efiaÍncĚľeÍ.EveryÍ ĚśmomÍ enţ ̧y̧o͢u s̢trĚu̧gģlÍe̢ Í iÍs Ía momeÍ ÍnĚ´tÍĄĚ´Í ĚĄÍt͢ÍhÍÍaÍÍĄt I gĚľet̨ Í̢toĚÍÍ Ě¨Ě´pÍ unis̴̨h Íyͥ͢ou fĚľĚoĚĚr!â
The low growl in Marvinâs throat rose to a short, wordless scream as the corruption drilled deeper, swirled thicker, its invasion stabbing at the back of his wide, bloodshot eyes and spilling messages into his mind.
NÍum̨̥bÍ̧.Í ̥͢WÍȩakÍÍÍe̢ͥnĚľÍĚśeĚ´ÍĄd. SuĮ́bÍ mit.ĚľÍ ÍÂ
SÍerĚĄvaĚn̢t̨.̧ SĚÍÍurÍrÍ͢enĚdÍ̸̜eÍrÍÍ . P̧uÍ Í pĚśpÍĄetŇ.Â
YÍo̴̢uÍ'Į́rÍ ÍĄe mÍĚľiÍne.
He couldnât find the strength to look away as it stormed around his head in disorienting spirals, but more terrifying was the fact that the longer he stared into those emerging patterns, the less painful they became â the more he wanted to look at them.
âListeĚśn caĚľŗęfĚulÍĄlyĚĄ Ě´noÍ wĚśâŚâ Anti purred, his voice a thousand miles away, yet close and immediate, breath scalding against Marvinâs ears as he whispered into them. âTĚľh̨iĚ´sĚ ĚĄi̡ş enÍ tĚ´irÍ elĚľyn̨atÍĄuraÍlÍ.â
Natural. Natural. This is entirely natural.Â
If this was natural, whyâŚwhy should he be resisting?
âT̨hisĚ Ě¸i̸s whaÍt y̧oÍu'Ěľve ̢bÍeeÍnĚś Ě´waÍnĚ´t̨i̡ng.â
Wanting. Wanting. Iâve been wanting this.
All at once he was aware of every tingling, humming, burning sensation. It was pain, butâŚa good pain. Good pain? As he registered it, his senses became muddled in it, increasingly unsure of what was pain and what was pleasure.
âYouĚ'̡lÍl be̡ mĚiĚľn̢e s̸oÍon̡ Ě´en̨ough.MyÍ ĚĄpĚupĚľp̸e̸t.â
Mine. His. Mine. His. Natural. Wanting. His.Â
It was natural to be his puppet. He had alwaysâŚwanted to be. Finally Marvin found that he had the ability to blink. He did so, just once, and as the static receded from his blurry vision to settle more deeply in his mind, Marvin could see his master grinning openly at him.Â
In this foggy, staticky state, it felt good to realize that someone was pleased with him. Dazedly, he smiled back.
This part one of a 3 part prologue for one of my aus. I wonât give away any details but this is my first time writing anything so its far from perfect ^^â
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It was early morning and the sun was already high in the sky, its soft rays of light peeking in through the closed curtains. The windows on the far end of the room were tall and let in just enough light to disturb the figure sleeping in the bed on the opposite side. Though the bed was elegantly decorated with drapes and curtains, they proved useless in providing shield against the blinding rays that managed to sneak their way past the windowsâ protective shades. The figure, who was still asleep, was wrapped up tightly in the wool blankets. They stirred lightly in their sleep and buried their face into the pillows, green hair falling over their face, completely shielding it from sight.
Only moments later, the door to the room opened and in walked a man dressed very properly in a beige vest and bow tie. His white dress shirt was without a single wrinkle, and even his moustache was perfectly groomed and curled upward to a fine point. Every detail in his appearance was put together with such delicate attention. With him, he carried in his hand a small tray with a teapot and a single teacup upon a saucer. The fine dishware had beautiful designs that were hand painted and appeared to be very delicate and expensive. The servant, who primarily went by JJ, carefully, and quietly, placed the tray on the nightstand closest to the door, careful not to startle the still slumbering figure. Then, he gently placed a hand on the individualâs shoulder and gave it a soft shake.
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a little piece of fanart for @artisticâinsomniacâs story Trade-Off!
It was such a good short fic, and yall should totally check her out if you havenât already!
Maybe âGuiltyâ, a scenario where Jackie realized poor JJ is starving after giving his precious big brother his food?
It didnât take much exertion of Jackieâs enhanced hearing to catch the unhappy growling of Jamesonâs stomach. The gentleman immediately turned red, pressing his arm against his middle as if to stifle the noise as Jackie glanced over in surprise. âYou okay?â
âYes, IâŚIâm fine,â he mumbled queasily. Jackieâs brows knit at his pale complexion and the way he fidgeted, curling in on himself. Just a little while ago, he had said he wasnât hungry and pawned off his bowl of soup. Why did he look so jittery now?
âJamesonâŚâ he began, concern taking over as he rose from his chair. âDid you get anything else to eat after you gave me the soup?â
âT-There was nothing else. The shoppingâs not been done.â
âWhat? Why didnât you tell me?! I couldâve run to the store to get something for you and been back by now!â Running a hand through his hair, he stuttered, guilt sinking like a rock in his â full, satisfied â stomach. âSeriously, why didnât you say something?!â
âI didnât want to impose or make a fuss,â he protested weakly, wincing as his stomach whined again. âThis is your day off work, your day to rest, and you deserved a fine meal to enjoy â â
âMy day off doesnât mean anything to me if youâre here making yourself sick for my sake! Thatâs not right!â Grabbing his jacket and the nearest paper and pen, he shoved the latter at him as he wrangled the clothing on. âWrite down what you want. Anything. Iâm going to get it right now.â
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