Shifters blog entry #2
So I've decided to take an indefinite break from shifting. Nobody talks about how much shifting makes you hurt emotionally. Ive been trying to shift for almost 4 years now and i think its time i start moving on. Im at the point where im now so sad and depressed and i want to take the steps mecessary to become happy in my cr. Running from the problem was never an option, and it just made everything worse.
People often talk about how its weak or pathetic to give up shifting. Its not. I give up. I throw in my towel after almost 4 years. All shifting has done for me personally is run from my problems and im not going to anymore.
For so long ive been trying to be someone else. to be "Danica". and im not danica. Im just someone that wanted to be seen. and loved. and happy.
I was 17 when i first discovered shifting and ever since then ive been trying. im 21 years old now.
Its my first day trying to quit and now that u am detaching i see that someone shifting became my whole life. the posters on my walls the clothes i wear, my entire tiktok fyp, my gallery, my routine. I unknowingly had an unhealthy obsession with shifting. And i didnt know it untill i became so burned out that i realized i just want to be myself. and i want to be happy.
I cant say for sure i'll never try to shift again.
What i can say, im now going to take the path of manifestation instead. If you're a shifter, challenge yourself and try and see why you are unhappy. my own unhappiness came from shifting.
-- (manifestation)
i always get everything i want.
everything i want comes quickly and easily.
life obeys my every command.
my 3D conforms instantly.
i create my life.
i think about my desire, then receive it in the 3d instantly.
my subconscious takes care of everything for me.
manifesting is easy.
i manifest instantly and easily.
manifestation is the easiest thing for me.
life conforms to my desires.
i am the only creator.
i deserve and only receive the best.
everything always works out in my favor.
i never spiral, i am aware of my power.
my desires come to my 3D so quickly.
i know everything about manifesting, it is extremely easy to understand and apply.
i create my own way of manifesting, it never fails.
there is never a time where i don't get my desires in 3D.
i am free of any limiting beliefs.
negative thoughts don't disrupt my manifestations.
nothing can stop my manifestations.
my thoughts don't matter because only my positive thoughts manifest.
i don't need a mental diet to manifest.
my self concept is perfect.
i never experience failure in my manifestations.
i don't even know what failure is, everything i want comes to me.
i can do anything and everything.
i am limitless.
i am god, nothing is above me.
i know exactly how to manifest what i want.
my desires effortlessly gravitate to me.
i completely trust and believe in my manifestation abilities.
i control everything around me.
the world around me is clay, i can easily shape it into whatever i want it to be.
my desires come better than expected.
everything effortlessly falls into place for me.
everyday of my life is filled with miracles and great opportunities.
my desires are already mine, so they have to show.
i'm great at manifesting.
by Liz Mamont on Instagram
I just made a 12 page written script for a fame dr we havent even finished it yet
One thing I like about the shifting community on Tumblr and Reddit is they're much more open to the idea of permashifting.
I've never been active on shiftok, but my main source used to be Youtube, and most popular shifting youtubers came from shiftok anyway. So many of them are against permashifting or don't believe in it, try to talk their followers out of it, or say that you need to make peace with your CR and be happy here in order to shift.
When I started learning about shifting, I was a little disappointed that permashifting wasn't an option (or that's what they made me believe). Because I always thought, if I ever found a way to go to my fantasy DR, I'd never come back. And suddenly I had found the way but I was forced to return regularly.
Later, I learned permashifting was actually possible, but it was controversial, and I decided I'd never talk about it because I didn't want to be judged. I thought I'd take the secret with me when I shifted.
But now, I feel like I can talk freely about my plans here, even if some people will still judge, there are many more who understand.
does this count as anything ???is this art
Bruce is the kind of guy who could walk through every circle of hell without a scratch but break a rib sneezing
Hello im Danica, and im a 21 year old shifter thats been in the community since late october 2020.
I have one mini shift experience to a twilight DR
Main DRs;
DC (Solo, Duo and group shift) Love interest batman
DC Rookie Hero
Fame DR (Currently rescripting) love interest: ?
Better CR
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Mini shifted; Twilight
How it happened/Method; Genuinely i was pretty burnt out from shifting so i told myself its time like its time to prove to myself i will shift and i was over a shifting journey. so i kept affirming as i fell asleep that i am (DR Name) and i am so and so. And i fell asleep. and then. i woke up and i saw this beautiful log cabin but it feels so natural. like I didnt even notice i was somewhere different i just felt like i always been there. and i see edward beside me and i took my ass back to sleep. It was a strange time. I am pretty sure this was 2022. Im glad i didnt fully shift here i dont think it was a good dr looking back on it.
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First script;
Naruto: i was going to be kakashi's girlfriend and be a team leader/sensei but i decided against it.
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Places i want to shift to but didnt script for;
The Batman 2021 (playing as bruce waynes girl friend)
Beach DR
High Fantasy/Merlin
Pokemon
Marvel
Tim: Absolutely 100% no questions asked
Steph: She'd ask you what you did and take you out for food to celebrate
Dick: He would, but there is going to be a long, unavoidable conversation
Barbara: She'd call them to convince them to let you out but you gotta find your own way home
Duke: Yes, but it'll be an awkward drive back because it's 2AM and he's in Ninja Turtles pajamas
Harper: She doesn't answer unknown numbers
Damian: He would do it only to have something to hold over your head
Helena: She'll do it if you sign a contract to pay her back with interest
Alfred: He'd leave you in there for a night as a lesson
Carrie: She would agree after you tell her how to do it but get distracted and never show up
Cullen: He's just glad someone remembered to call him
Kate: She would laugh and hang up
Luke: He'd send someone else to do it
Bette: She would reluctantly say yes after some back-and-forth
Bruce: He's already there bailing out one of his kids, so why not
Selina: She would, and she'd teach you how to not get caught next time
Jason: He's sitting in the cell next to you
Cass: She's not bailing you out, she's breaking you out
HOLY FUCK OH MY GOD
GUYS THE NEW LIFE IS STRANGE TRAILER
SHIFTING
SHE SAYS SHE SHIFTS REALITIES
heyy <33
hru?
Really good ^^ <3
trying to be a new voice of reason in the shifting community, thanks for asking