Skree-ee! (thump Thump Thump)

I currently don't have AC and its an atrocious 103 outside and humid as balls. I miss spring and fall and living where other seasons actually happened, instead of varying degrees of Summer

Vulgora

Where are all the Vulgora x MC fanfics at? Kinkshame me.

The details nearly killed me.

i want things to be genuine. i hate shein i hate overconsumption i hate instant gratification i hate the proliferation of corporatespeak & therapyspeak i wish things were grittier and as a result more beautiful more charming more attractive interesting meaningful and honest!!!!!!

Yes.

Sotha Sil, taping a knife to a spider construct and letting it go: Be free, my child.

Almalexia, walking in with a cut on her ankle: Who the FU-?!?!

i still really hate ppl saying vivec is a liar or a historical revisionist bc the 36 sermons aren't 100% factual historical accounts. its extremely obvious they are not supposed to be. they are not called "the life of the god vivec" they are SERMONS. they are meant to teach religious and moral lessons, not give you an accurate, objectively correct, factual account of real historical events. his parents are not named. he was an 'egg' in the womb and then when he was 'born' he was a fully grown being. its cloaked in poetic language because what you are supposed to take from them is not a historical lesson but a religious or spiritual one.

like. lets say you wanna communicate how a traumatic event has impacted you. and that you have only two options to do so: one that is as factually accurate as you can make it with a limited perspective told unbiasedly, or a creative project like a poem or novel that is designed to evoke an emotional reaction in the reader. the first one will give an accurate account of the event but not how it impacted you. by nature of how its being told you are giving only the cold hard facts because your emotional state might involve leaving out important factual details to get an accurate view of what happened. the other one is not telling someone exactly what happened to you, but is communicating something that might be much more important: how it impacting you emotionally, mentally, and physically by making your audience relate to, sympathize with, or even empathize with those feelings. it is also not a 100% factual historical account and cannot be used to paint an accurate picture of the events that effected you, though someone could infer many details.

the 36 sermons are about trauma and achieving divinity and what that divinity even means. vivec is a person who was deeply traumatized. abusive family, ran away, ended up joining a gang selling both his body and hard drugs. he was then picked up off the streets by nerevar (a mer significantly older than him), and learned a lot from him, before likely killing him in at least one timeline, breaking his oath to not use the tools in all others. those are the details about vivec's life we can infer from the sermons or from other lore texts or in game dialogue. there are reasons why he made nerevar HIS student in the sermons and why he never names his parents (at least in the in game ones) and why he describes seht and ayem as both his siblings and parents simultaneously. but if you go "this isn't factually correct, vivec is a liar" you are straight up not going to understand the sermons or vivec or take away any important lessons from them.

Hey I got a kinda rude ass anon I’m gonna delete bc I’m half awake in bed but

I like drawing transmasc Nerevar, yes, even tho I’m a lesbian. I’m still on the transmasc spectrum, as is my wife. I want top surgery. My roommate is a trans man. I IDed as a trans guy for like 4-5 years.

I don’t claim my depictions are like. Perfect. I don’t think any depiction of a trans person is going to 100% accurate to every single trans persons experiences. If my stuff is ever like grossly inaccurate or offensive feel free to tell me but saying I’m a fetishist bc I draw??? A trans guy??? And I’m not a trans man??? Is wild. Gender is complicated and just bc I would not personally date a man as a lesbian doesn’t mean I can’t think the transmasc experience is beautiful and that I can’t depict trans men in my art. I’d never tell my roommate he can’t write or draw lesbians. That would be dumb

I like transmasc Nerevar. I like cis nerevar. I like transmasc Voryn. I like transfem voryn. I like both of them being nb. Hell I like them being a butch/femme lesbian couple. I have a lot of trans imaginings

Just stop being rude okay

here is a document of antiracist resources for white people that is not too overwhelming and is organized by where you are in your journey of becoming antiracist

this man’s commitment to his one-eyed life is so endearing,,, julian your eye still works. baby. you’re among friends. please

Nazis just need to cease to exist

I know it’s not hard to point out reactionaries hypocrisy when it comes to like safe spaces or hug boxes or whatever but genuinely how much of an echo chamber do you have to exist in for you to think this is a reasonable thing to say