I Feel Like You Drained My Energy. I Was So Delusional That I Blurred Out All The Other Important Moments

GREEN WITH ENVY

And today I repent my loss

I wail, thinking about the future scenarios

What will I do when I see him with his lover?

The same old thing.

I'll be green with envy

Imagine myself in her place

Think about all the things she has which I don't posses

All things which made him choose her instead of me

I'll downgrade myself

Let go of the last string of the self esteem keeping me intact

And commit the crime of comparing myself with her

Whenever I'll see him, I'll see her in him

Whenever I'll see her, I'll see myself in her

Even if I move on

I'll still shed tears over something which could have been possible

Once again I'll bleed silently over the thoughts of mere possibility.

oh to be loved, to be adored, to be obsessed over, to be noticed, to be heard, to be touched, to be desired

Hey babe are you today's date because May 13, May 13, May 13, May 13, mai gehra tamas tu sunhera savera

is anyone else disgusted by the enormity of their desire or is it just me & richard siken

Me at every minor inconvenience:

My bad, I thought it was something special. But you’re just being kind. Sorry that I took it differently.

You look ill. You must be suffering from a lack of vitamin ME.

Anyone wanna... ya know 👀

...🙈...

Go book shopping, then have a picnic in the park and read our new books under a nice shady tree?

heavenly words

aliferous: (adj.) having wings

apricity: (n.) the warmth of the sun in the winter

aspectabund: (adj.) letting emotion show easily through the face or eyes

aurora: (n.) dawn

balter: (v.) to dance gracelessly, but with enjoyment

cafune: (n.) the act of running your fingers through the hair of someone you love

catharsis: (n.) release of emotional tension

charmolypi: (n.) a mixed feeling of happiness while being sad

diaphonous: (adj.) light, translucent, and delicate

dulcet: (adj.) sweet

ephemeral: (adj.) fleeting

ethereal: (adj.) extremely delicate and light in a way that seems too perfect for this world

eutony: (n.) the pleasantness of a word’s sound

halcyon: (adj.) a period of time in the past that was idyllically happy and peaceful

illecebrous: (adj.) enticing

irenic: (adj.) promoting peace

kalon: (n.) beauty that is more than skin-deep

kalopsia: (n.) the seeing of things as more beautiful than they actually are

lacuna: (n.) a blank or missing part

lilt: (n.) a pleasant gentle accent

ludic: (adj.) full of fun and high spirits

meraki: (n.) to do something with love or soul

nefelibata: (n.) cloud-walker; one who lives in the clouds of their own imagination

nepenthe: (n.) something that makes one forget their sadness

nubivagant: (adj.) wandering in the clouds

numinous: (adj.) feeling fearful yet awed and inspired

orphic: (adj.) beyond ordinary understanding

pyrrhic: (adj.) won at too great a cost

pulchritudinous: (adj.) breathtaking, heartbreaking beauty

scintilla: (n.) a tiny trace or spark of a feeling

selcouth: (adj.) unfamiliar, strange, yet marvelous

sirimiri: (n.) a light drizzle of rain

susurrus: (n.)  whispering, murmuring, or rustling

sweven: (n.) a dream

temerate: (v.) to break a bond or promise

viridity: (n.) innocence

yonderly: (adj.) absent-minded

These are the type of similarities that make a relationship strong.