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My happy place
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Am I a nerd for immediately appreciating this frame up first?
I'm enough
βMy mother used to tell me time would heal all wounds, but itβs been two years and Iβm starting to think that maybe she only told me what she wanted me to believe. I mean the pain has dulled to a soft throb at the back of my head and most of the time Iβm not really aware of it, but sometimes I jolt awake at night with your name on my lips and the ghost of your hand clasped in mine and at this point I donβt know if Iβm going insane or if itβs become a habit of mine to count all of the ways Iβve been missing you. How your laughter filled every room. How you told your stories in a way that always felt like I belonged in them as much as you, only that I never did. How being held by you felt like home. My mother used to tell me time would heal all wounds, and at some point it might just do that. But I canβt erase a connection like ours. Even if so much time passes that I barely remember the exact colour of your eyes or the freckles on your nose, it canβt do everything that happened that made me want to keep a part of your memory alive.β
β time heals all wounds / n.j.