Rodgus✨

Just gotta vent but I'm steamed right now I denied from a roleplay discord, I mean, I'm kin! Who knows me better than me?! No one, that's who! (Except doubles, y'all are great 💖) - Signed, a frustrated kinnie

no wonder the rates of depression and anxiety are so high amongst autistic people. the moment we go out into the world, we learn that the only way people won’t hate us is if we don’t act like ourselves. we learn that one wrong move, one little falter in the mask, can be catastrophic. anxiety isn’t irrational, it’s a learnt response to being shut down the moment we finally feel like we’re being our real selves

former usurper big on being nice and playing fair

Fictionkin Dysphoria Tips! 💙 (These may not be applicable to everyone, so feel free to add your own tips more specific to spiritual/psychological experiences in the reblogs if you have any!)

Canon is nothing more than a shitty adaptation of your life. Things had to be changed to make it more interesting - or if it was played down, palatable - to audiences.

Your fictionselves are just that - fictionselves. The same way that in this universe I have a more academic version of myself and a more silly version of myself, you may have many between universes as well.

Don't have memories? Yeah, I don't have memories from when I was one year old. Doesn't mean I wasn't me yet, just means there is a barrier to me remembering.

Have memories that misalign with canon? Refer to point one, but also keep in mind that if canon really does feel super right to you, you could always be misremembering. Happens all the time.

Have "too many" memories? That's awesome! It's so cool you're able to retain all that.

Having merch of yourself isn't weird. You're a celebrity. You have tens to millions of fans. Bands wear their own merch all the time. Wear that shirt with your face on it, it's normal.

Likewise, having so many fans is bound to come with people making weird theories up about you, drawing you doing weird shit, and - as stated in point one - making up weird ass recountings of your life. Sadly, there's not much to be done about it, but just know that it comes with the territory.

Look nothing like your fictionself? Yeah, people's appearances change. I looked like my name was Mary and I went to church when I was four. Now I look like my name is Ebony Dark'ness Dementia Raven Way and I throw puppies in garbage cans.

Act nothing like your fictionself? Congratulations on the character development.

Oh god I gotta get my lusus to clean my room. It's messy as fuck in here. Lint on the ground. Hope this helped!

Ever since the final episode I’ve been seeing an influx of Alastor whump on AO3, and can I just say….I fucking love it? Yes. All of the yes. Gimme more. Sick Alastor. Injured Alastor. Alastor being soft for his friends. Alastor being cared for as he processes the fact that he cares for these goofy sinners now. I LIVE FOR THIS SHIT

rodgus.

rodgus

VARIAN AND HUGO IN 2024?? i'm still not over them.

tw/ mention of eating disorders, self harm scars and drugs

shout out to the regressors with self harm scars!!

shout out to the regressors with eating disorders!!

shout out to the regressors who are addicted to drugs!!

shout out to the regressors with trauma!!

as a regressor with these issues, i feel we dont give enough love to those who suffer from these things!

if theres any regressors reading this who suffer from eating disorders, self harm or addiction, you are so LOVED!! and you are so very important! i love you!