Blacklit Sky
Iam ridiculously jealous at the moments
you give to her instead of me
and that
your hand will never reach mine
except through
my mind
my shadow and yours
collide
not by chance
but by some forgotten vow
etched in stardust
and sealed in sleep
our eyes look up the same sky
over and over again
untill the orbs meet
for the first time
as if the heavens are tired
of holding our longing
my velvet fire embers
and your hues of ocean
dancing across the sky
that never noticed
between the void
and the constellations
above the world
entwined
for a lifetime
“Real tears are not those that fall from the eyes and cover the face, but those that fall from the heart and cover the soul.”
— Unknown
I miss you every day. But today, it feels like everything I do is just here to remind me I am living without you.
2 April, 1937 Letters to Véra by Vladimir Nabokov
She believes she knows my ache,
she thinks she understands my sorrow,
because once, she too was broken.
My pain is
a slow implosion,
a daily funeral
with no mourners,
a storm I must swallow
so she may walk beneath clear skies.
She remains with another,
while I cradle her chaos in the dark,
I try hold her world steady,
bleeding in silence,
so she never sees the stain.
Quietly tearing at the seams
just to keep her whole.
I laugh when I want to scream.
I smile so she can cry.
I disappear so she can shine.
And each day,
I wake inside a coffin
just to hold her hand.
This doesn't feel like love.
This is a man burning
so she may feel warm,
and never knowing
that the smoke
is me.
-Cyrus K.
The woven silk of
Silence, petals fluttering
A delicate day
And the world is wavering
Between soft kiss and collapse
“I will love the light for it shows me the way, yet I will endure the darkness because it shows me the stars.”
— Og Mandino
“One smile can start a friendship. One word can end a fight. One look can save a relationship. One person can change your life.”
— Unknown
“I wish I could say everything in one word. I hate all the things that can happen between the beginning of a sentence and the end.”
— Unknown