ok tbh I allllwayyyysss see people saying 'wahhh you can't ship billford because it's toxic" and like. yes Obviously bill and fords relationship is Not healthy in the slightest
can I be real?? fiddauthor is not that much healthy either and I barely see people complaining about it?
I mean comparatively I guess its more. Ethical. if you'd want to put it that way. but Ford was kinda horrible for Fidds? ignoring his anxiety, expecting him to be at his beck and call, lowk treating him like a pet... atleast that's the vibes I got from some parts of journal 3, doing things to purposefully distress him (ie disorganising his dice, which idk i knowww he saw as a harmless joke but if I was fidds that would have pissed me off and stressed me out SO BAD)
not to mention ford being the thing which caused him to lose himself entirely and become estranged from his family and so so mentally unstable?? i know like Ford was basicallyyy redeemed for all of this stuff and like. came to his senses. but that still doesn't undo all the long term psychological harm which Ford did to Fidds?
idk as much as I love Ford his actions towards Fidds and Stan do piss me off so bad, idc Stan was 100% in the right with their situation allat being said I still enjoy both fiddauthor and billford, I think they are very interesting dynamics, I just barely see people talking about this?
*walks out of the homoerotic friendship covered in blood and wounds* you should see the other guy
if your friend asks you to misgender them in front of their family, do it. if your friend asks you to refer to their partner as their roommate or friend, do it. if they ask you to deadname them, do it. allyship is about prioritizing the saftey of marginalized people, especially when it comes before your desire to fight their oppressors.
bpd culture is knowing this attachment will hurt but it feels so good to be loved temporarily that you can't stop yourself.
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I was testing brushes but ended up drawing things. anyway, 5 ppl who like shephoun, it's your lucky day
“he’s a red flag” “she’s a green flag” I’m a white flag. I give up bitch
im so tired right now none of this is gonna make sense but like. think about it. think about willry do it now. do you understand how difficult it had to have been to just stow away those feelings they had for each other just to keep up appearances, knowing that it would ruin their publicity. william being so madly in love with henry to the point of obsession and henry does reciprocate it, he knows that, but being unable to speak the truth. "i think im in love with you" as a one off murmur late at night, never repeating it verbally but so clearly showing it through acts of service, of dedication, of near worship.
and it drives william insane, being so close yet ever distant.
he knows what they have is like a soap bubble. it will burst and vanish the moment he tries to reach out and grasp it.
he can only hold his hand out, and wait for it to pass by in his wake.
Silly comic I've made of these two idiots
Average Willry Fanfic