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need more women in my inbox and dms

MOMMY? MA’AM? MISTRESS? MISS? WHERE ARE YOU ?!???

oh wait i thought of something to post

ddlc spoilers if anyone like cares

ddlc was my first real awakening for my knife/sh kinks cause i had a crush on yuri (like... i don't normally have crushes on fictional characters so that's how you know i was down BAD) and i didn't even realize it till now

and i thought she was even cooler and prettier when it was revealed she carried around a pocket knife and had a collection (especially cause i had a knife collection at the time). when it's revealed that she actually uses it to cvt herself my like tweenage boy mind exploded. i thought it was kinda gross and sad at first but yeah i def found it hot. i didn't realize that i thought it was really hot until like this exact moment

did i almost cry during her death scene? yes. did i also think it was hot? probs.

also i just love when she goes all crazy!! i want someone to be obsessed with me like that, even if it was all monika's fault. like her stealing your pen just to touch herself with it!!!

anyways ddlc awakened a lot of things in me and i didn't realize it until now.

like older girls :3

bitches call me goro akechi the way i'm autistic and evil

where the 1000 year old vampires at

who up lookin for a thrall

no wonder people think I'm submissive... I mean I am sometimes but I love being more dominant, too! I guess I just struggle with confidence and comfort when it comes to stuff like this. god knew I would be too powerful if I didn't have anxiety.

even when I'm anon, I struggle pretty heavily with saying things because they just feel wrong. I always just end up being so polite because I'm terrified of scaring people off, I don't want to make them think I'm weird or gross. I want to make friends and respect people's boundaries, but it's hard to do both!!

this prob doesn't make any sense :(

daily affirmations

I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT DEATH NOTE AND ALL OF ITS CHARACTERS

LIGHT AND L ARE BOTH CANONICALLY STRAIGHT ACCORDING TO THE AUTHOR

I AM NOT L AND I WILL NEVER BE L

my entire home page is death note yaoi...

i think i've won. this is victory, folks.

as much as i love the freaky shit, this is just as good.

update (don't have names for them rn)

my minecraft pets

their names are lard and coconut oil :3

i'm gonna try to get more like parrots and stuff

and i also want to BE this person ugh

i want to show someone how much i love them in every single facet of the word. i want to manipulate them like a puppet on a string and turn them into my perfect, ideal person.

i'm smart enough to know how to do it, too :)

ughhh crazy and obsessive people my beloved

tell me you're not going to let anyone else even talk to me, condition me to believe that it's okay and that you're all i need

follow me home to "make sure i get home alright" and then look through my windows just to "double check"

send me texts and voicemails about nothing in particular because you just want to talk to me

threaten to hurt me or yourself if you even start to suspect that i'm going to leave you

tell other people that they can't talk to me, spread rumors saying stuff about me so that i'm all yours

hurt them when you see that they're still trying

and if i finally start to realize what you're doing, maybe you just need to take more drastic measures :3

Music ask game

A song you liked as a child

A song that features an element (earth/fire/water/air)

A song you’d choose to introduce someone to your favorite genre

A song you’d put on a playlist for a character you love

A song you think most of your followers won’t have heard before

A song that makes you think of a family member

A song you know every word to

A song from a soundtrack

A song in a language you don’t speak

A song that makes you feel relaxed

A song that makes you dance

A song from the 90s

A song by a performer you’ve seen live

A song you love to sing along to

A song you’d play for a toddler

A song that makes you think of an old (or current) crush

A cover song

A song you’d play to set the mood on a date

A song that makes you emotional

A song you’d put on a playlist for the person who sent you this ask

3 & 25

Tobacco? No, smoking tobacco scares me. I wish I could smoke weed but I unfortunately rarely have access to it.

And stargazing. Like just driving out into the middle of nowhere where light pollution isn't an issue and then just looking up at the stars with a telescope. Better with a picnic blanket.